Schizophonia

A big panic attack I think, from what i remember.

Ramana Maharshi has had his awakening in an extremely stressful situation like that.

If you don't have friends it's because you don't want to, why don't you want friends ? Myself i don't have lots of fiends, and themself neither lmao, we essentially talk on Discord.

You cant prevent someone from destructing himself 🤷‍♂️

Do activities that you enjoy.

Yes ofc.

Ahah thanks. ChatGPT has talked.

But if you succeed to live that, it means your brain is able of this isn't it ? In his book, Joe Dispenza talk how people can see things like colors that do not exist under the influence of "5 MeO indoleamine".

Have you tried tricyclics ?

Oh yes indeed.

https://x.com/Crazymoments01/status/1819001179231175168

Yes

What does she say ?

High demanding persona (the father, the husband, the worker, the christian, the wotan worshiper, everything you want) -> (Dominate, is phallic, calm life drive but increase stress (so death drive)) of Men -> Other guys, in a greater extent women -> children.

Everybody now is more feminine because of comfort. Masculinity is basically a stronger tolerance to stress and an therefor an incline to play to games who imply an higher degree of energetic flux. Because men are chronically, biologically overloaded with stress (life drive), because of work, familly, religion and anything that constitute a more "high"/demanding persona, they intuitively calm the stress by dominant behaviors where they can take and maintain control; Through sexual domination, physical confrontation, depressant drugs (alcohol, tobacco...) etc.

@trenton Which medication have you tried ? + Do you practice meditation ?

At this point i prefer doing Jenkem. Ahah thanks. i would only say a great intelligence Well, for me it's more like squinting and drooling in my bed.

lol

I sometime have "Lack of storage space" or something like that yes. It's the sign we pass too much time here lol. I'm going back to work

More clear your fetish please 😅

It's not your fault, it's what has to happen. Nobody ask you to take charge of someone else's life on your shoulders and fortunately. The guilt will pass in a few days or weeks. 🤞

@Emotionalmosquito The conscious desire is different nature that the unconscious one !

I is an illusion, we are a spectrum of personas inherited from the collective unconscious. The atavistic self actually has a really weak imprint.

Well you're not gonna parasite her either, you still must have some money to survive and share a life with her.