Schizophonia

Hei Kitler

A high quality woman is a woman you like.

Ahah

Indeed, thanks to the power of Google Translate, I can do my duty as a man for this big lazy otter full of prolactin even though it took me 2 minutes, sprawled behind my computer fighting mosquitoes. I'm a little allergic, I have bites that look like tumors. mhhhh....

I have had sometime during meditation or drug use (especially weed and LSD) particularly when i was severely sleep deprived (look at "Return to the brain of eden") some months ago, visions of an other emanation. There were containers and others stuffs like that but still not the current new technologies so it was probably around between the 1950s and the 2000s. I was a relatively poor young guy, stage red/blue, with a simple life on a tropical country, very probably in a medium city (or suburb of a bigger city?) of central/southern america. What was shocking is how i had much more sexual energy that my actual me who is now posting on Actualized, i was very strong and active, playful, euphoric and my senses were way more actives. I never felt that during all my life, except some day where i was very happy

Don't block yourself energetically (by a reaction formation, here) so as not to have to admit that you have made bad decisions with men; Because this will potentially prevent you from flourishing on an emotional level. As a reminder, you made a topic to show us cooking recipes, and an other where you share stuffs about your country : This is proof that you really like giving (and receiving, automatically), you don't will make me trust you you linger on birds.

"Chapter III: Sexual Initiation The beginning of a woman's sexual life is more brutal and has more consequences than that of a man. Her eroticism is complex, like her situation. While the man is always available, the woman must be available for sexual intercourse to take place. Their moral situation is also different: the woman must be chaste and give herself, while the lover conquers. Beauvoir, on the other hand, denounces the idea that a virgin must be initiated by a man because of a supposed absence of desires. According to her, the woman's erotic impulse is not satisfied: she desires but is also prey. The young girl's inexperience and the taboos surrounding sexuality lead to blockage and refusal of intercourse. With the support of numerous testimonies, Beauvoir wants to show that defloration is traumatic, because the young girl is attached to childhood and the imagination. She is passive, the man judges; her body is an inert thing; she is a denied being. The lover's attitude is decisive the first time; it can cause neuroses or frigidity. The woman has never fought, so her first time is a struggle in which she feels powerless. "The first penetration is always a rape," Beauvoir writes categorically (p. 161). The young woman is alienated in her body, by penetration and pain. She knows her vagina poorly, and therefore her desires, while the impetuous man is in control. The taboos and inhibitions of the young woman are linked to education, society and personal disgusts. Often she rebels against her sexual destiny. The fear of the child is an additional embarrassment and the condom gives a surgical aspect to intercourse. The ideal for the young girl would be a gradual learning of sexuality. True maturity is not deflowering but the disorder of the flesh. But women do not take responsibility for their desires well and the crucial problem at the beginning of their sexuality is the absence of pleasure, which causes resentment in them. Clitoral pleasure is refused by many women because it seems inflicted; they want pleasure where they give it; they want reciprocity, under penalty of frigidity, which is then a punishment inflicted on the man. This frigidity ends with a delicate lover. But there is no symmetry between men and women in pleasure: that of the former is limited, easy to circumscribe, that of the woman more complex. The woman's satisfaction is never clear. Her sexuality depends on her situation and is not subject to any rules. According to psychoanalysis, women have a taste for masochism, like to be dominated. This masochism is linked in some women to narcissism which alienates the ego, places the self outside of pleasure, and makes women flee. For there to be equality, self-giving must be reciprocal. It is only later that the woman becomes sexually fulfilled and authentic, accepting herself as flesh."

https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Le_Deuxième_Sexe There is no resume on the english page 🤔

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The resumes of the chapters on wikipedia.

I meant that you were not very energy stingy. 🤔

Strasbourg is the most pretty city where i've ever gone. Paris is the most impressive. Stockholm is is the least stressful, it's very modern and calm, it's probably pleasant to live in. Berlin is a bit like Stockholm, at the vibe level. London is the most overrated city i've visited, it just sucks.

The only good supplements are foods.

Simone de Beauvoir actually has said something like that in the book you talked about.

Not true at all where i am.

You and your weird topics. Would you not prefer leave actualized, eat an ice cream and go to an actually psychiatrist ?

Me i need someone. I will don't flirt with someone by tacitly pretending "but, i don't need you, i'm whole, blahblahblah", it's a lie and it makes no sense. I accept the eventuality of a disaster, that it's conditional and that it will stop, i agree to take out the checkbook, what do you want.

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1wKKrYNZcY_rpFCYMElhV32BcqRJZboZ4 It's Christmas early eheh

Have you heard of hemisync stuff ? Ken Wilber has talked about that without naming it in one of his interview about his last book, when he talk about "mind machines". Binaural sounds that would allow, in a record time, to do experiences like non duality, astral projections and even past lifes memories.

Yes.

I'm entering my second year of a philosophy degree. Well, automatically it's more boring, "academical".

Why ? Idk, i'm not a racialist ideologist.

What’s your link with your mother and your father ?

I would do a racial profilage and by extension a natalist politic that would favorise white peoples. Ofc i completely stop unqualified immigration.

No, Black and Arabs invade wherever they can to improve their social conditions. Scandinavia is also being invaded even though they have not invaded anyone. I don’t have any hate agains these groups of populations, they only serve their interests.