Schizophonia

I see.

Don't worry about a bit of sugar in kimchi.

This is a state.

The Judeo-Christian influence (I am in relative truth here of course) has pushed into the collective unconscious and in particular into men the archetype of the "marty". There is therefore in fine a pleasure, a feeling of power in embodying "the one who gives but does not receive" or a persona of the kind, but this one is not enough imagination and requires mobilizing a lot of aggressiveness and sexual energy in general to be maintained. The stress of going to talk to a girl in the street is not a fear of being ridiculed or attacked, a girl cannot hurt you like that, it is in fact the fear of betraying this archetype. In nature men do not hesitate to be racist, misogynistic, kill animals to eat them, to be mercilessly pragmatic in general, and even have more sociopathic behaviour like rape (if one is psychopath); An undomesticated man would not hesitate for a single second to intensely flirt with women here and there to satisfy his sexual desires. Shyness, routine, superstition, respect for authority above oneself; All these are modern anomalies.

I can sense that you are afraid of being "second choice".

I want to answer you out of politeness, but the truth is that the only thing i have to answer to the majority of your objections is that it is simply a matter of time before this happens and that the problem you are exposing is obsolete. Even when it comes to the human psyche when you speak of the need for "flesh", i believe that it is, once again, only a matter of time before this dissonance is corrected by the human mind. I'm agree eheh.

Because psilocybin is purely serotoninergic while LSD has a strong affinity for dopaminergic receptors too, even other catecholamines and histamine in a lesser extent ; That mades LSD more stimulant and give it a more "manic" vibe that most of psychedelics. But in its defense it's also probably the more deep long effects psychedelic, the only one who can play in the same category than DMT.

The first time i took 300ug of LSD i imagined i was going to have a typical very egotistical spiritual experience lol. But actually i found myself drooling in my bed GDHGDJD£££3333%%%%%%ing and in my head i was in the bottom of the asshole of the universe, with random visuals of big black hairdresser women holding out her giant foot, harmonica noises, and other insane and basically random experiences. I didn't have that even with 4 HO MET, metocin is also pervet but it's already more orderly and pure. 5 MeO MIpt was the coldest, purest, "yang" experience I've had despite the bodyload to the point of looking like a tomato with cushing's syndrome. I never tried a big dose of psilocybin so i can't say.

What i mean is that LSD is more stimulating; Not only are there more unpleasant side effects (tight jaw, vasoconstriction, walking and acting like a Fallout robot at x3 speed...) but the trips are particularly manic and strange. Lots of aggressive sexual energy with magenta, chrome visuals, and succession of white and black lines. Crazy ideas, completely alien experiences (best point of LSD for me).

That's why i only dropped LSD like at 6am so i could sleep on the evening. Yes but it is limited to vasoconstriction, i never had serotonin syndrome with LSD and btw no one has died with LSD, even with huge overdoses. When I tried a medium/high dose of tramadole once, i had serotonin syndrome and the next day i threw up 6 times in one day.

https://www.euronews.com/culture/2025/01/15/viral-scam-french-woman-duped-by-ai-brad-pitt-love-scheme-faces-cyberbullying "Fraudsters have scammed a French woman out of €830,000 by making her believe she was dating Brad Pitt. The victim has faced an onslaught of online harassment – revealing quite to what extent empathy and human decency is in short supply when it comes to people falling for AI scams. An AI-generated con featuring Brad Pitt is causing quite the stir in France. A French interior designer, known as Anne, was scammed out of €830,000 after she was duped into thinking that she was in a relationship with the Hollywood actor and that he needed money for cancer treatment. The 53-year-old's story was broadcast on the French TV show Sept à Huit on TF1, where she disclosed being scammed by individuals pretending to be Brad Pitt. They used fake social media and artificial intelligence image-creating technology to craft an elaborate and heartbreaking swindle. In the episode, Anne shared how she received a message from someone purporting to be Jane Etta Pitt, the actor’s mother, telling her she was exactly the woman her son needed. " "Soon afterwards, she started to receive messages from what she didn’t know was an AI imitation of Brad Pitt. Anne was going through a divorce with a millionaire entrepreneur at the time, and over the course of a year, her ‘lover’ would send declarations of love and even asked her to marry him. " "Once the link of trust was established, then came requests for money, as the scammer began to send luxury goods to Anne as gifts. However, she was told she had to take care of the customs bill – which for one handbag was reportedly €9,000. When Anne’s daughter warned her mother that she was being conned, she said: “You’ll see when he’s here in person then you’ll say sorry.” Eventually, AI photos were sent showing Brad Pitt in hospital with kidney cancer. He needed money for treatment, with the excuse being that Pitt’s real-life ex-wife Angelina Jolie had frozen his bank accounts. Despite Anne’s doubts, she was reassured by the fake star’s “doctor”, who emailed her explaining Pitt was fighting to survive. It was then that Anne transferred around €800,000 to an account in Turkey. " The photos :

😂 You hope to get rid of me ? At the moment i'm chilling in my hometown, i'm in no rush, next school year i'll see about moving back to my university town, i'll normally be more social.

Lol

No, it's mainly to please you, and because it's fun for me. If I want to satisfy myself sexually, i manage to go back to my university and i can find myself a girlfriend in 2 weeks maximum.

No i wouldn't, i think. Being clean is a matter of comfort, it is different from being afraid of being infected. I wash often, I'm almost a hypochondriac, but that doesn't stop me from not caring about eating raw products. I'm not basing this on anecdotes, I got the thing about allergies from a bacteriologist.

Yes. I'm not saying it's better or worse, everything is polarized, but indeed the configuration provides more favorable ground for body dysmorphic disorder. Can't help

Eheh, i see what you mean. But what i mean is that when I tune into people's energy, the vast majority of the time the background is relatively conciliatory, even if they are unpleasant or even disturbed, it's relatively "gray". It's very rare that I tune into a person and realize that they are a pure antisocial demon who lives for money and power.

I rarely see real demons.

LSD feels "dirtier" than psilocybin.

I do it for comfort, to smell good. No, where i am, no one cares, everyone cooks with wooden utensils and no one gets sick The only person i've met who gets sick often is an American living in France, americans also seems have more allergies; The main difference between the two countries in terms of hygiene is that the French eat a lot more raw products, particularly vegetables, fruits, milk and meat (especially beef). And as i said everybody cooks with wooden utensils.

As you feel it 👍

It's essentially a "modern" problem, yes, and the more it goes on the worse it gets. In general stress, competition in general is the price of freedom of modern society. Liar The ego's layers are polarized. People with big egos tend to be more confrontational (negative polarity) but also more funny(positive polarity), extreme people tend to be funny because their ego is twisted to begin with. The three funniest people i know in my country are a Franco-Cameroonian conspiracy theorist who played with anti-Semitism, a radical Catholic activist, and a neo-Nazi activist. Me Pulls down his pants with a confident look* Dw It's the experience. Ahah in my opinion it's a bit too late to worry about it. She is no socially less lazy than us.

When i take LSD i tend to clench my teeth a lot, it also triggers unpleasant tooth sensitivity but i don't know if it's related to prolonged clenching or if it's just neurological. I have other side effects like the impression of having urinated on myself, of having snorted steel because of the vasoconstriction etc.

Having slaves is rational. You may want to avoid being too mean to them either because you're not a sociopath, or because you want to avoid them rebelling and killing you.

This is hypochondria