Schizophonia

Myostatins inhibitors create heart failure and probably other stuff.

Everything is selfishness

Makes me think to South Park lol, the episode where the policeman is "infiltrated" among prostitutes.

Because romance and refinement is cringe when you unconsciously think you're a social loser, so it’s repressed and push libido to expresses itself in a more manic and archaic manner, it can include polygamy; it is a process present in everyone to some degree and is called neurosis.

I don’t know, i eventually hope I’ve become more like that than the opposite ahah.

The more confident/masculine I am, the more romantic and eventually monogamous I become.

Do you like women like her ? :

Maybe if you're not very socialized. Normally, we have a social group and we use this group to find single girls. It's how most of couples i know formed. Lol wtf. Ditto, i would never have sex with a random girl without condom. You like your right wing though guy in a white shirt vibe ahah. Yes there are stupid and drunk people everywhere, I mean it's still rare.

Yes but you flirt with drunk people in las vegas clubs 😂 I meant it never happens or almost in a "normal" context (bars, school, group of friends...)

I never saw anybody who suffered a shitstorm for having politely approached a girl....

Don't genderify your fear of not being enough or anything like that.

Oh i thought you were younger for some reasons.

Pervert but respectful

I don't think we have the right to share that

I take out my binoculars

No need for Nord Stream 2 when you have red kidney beans 👺 Lol. It was mainly beans who created this problems, potatoes and pseudo cereals too. Frugivorism actually makes sense; we have receptors for sugar, and it's enjoyable even if boring (due to a maladaptation?), and fruit doesn't cause as many problems. We don't have receptors for starches, and they cause digestive problems. Btw Lou courora and Markus Rothkranz looks good, Doug Graham has bad skin that mades me think to importance of fat for that but at least he is energic and strong. Starchivores like Dr McDougall looked like an old dement owl, ditto for esselstyn and most of guys in the same line. The most physiologicaly and archaeologicaly logical diets are frugivorism and carnivorism. I eat what I want, but if I listen to my instincts, I mainly want to eat fish, some dairy products, leafy vegetables, and fruit; I could be very happy with steaks, tahini or cashew paste, and melons. psyop I sometimes watched Goji Man. He looked like he weighed 60 kilos and was selling protocols to exterminate his intestinal flora with antibiotics. Because the problem isn't the bean puree, the problem is your mom, who gave you your bad intestinal flora.

When I first tried veganism I was constantly farting; I also had constant brain fog and severe intestinal pain.

If you come one day I will give you some.

At worst they will destroy my package.

The shipments are generally made in the form of letters which are never checked or almost never (<1%).

Lol this paranoid plan. Just buy a tablet of LSD on tor and have it delivered to your address.

Ask someone here to send you a source by mail.

So why did you think he was a saint during your trip ? What were the pieces of the puzzle.

Most of people find me pleasant and more "pure" than average people and still i absolutely don't care about eating meat everyday, exploiting workers by buying an iphone instead of a more ethic brand of phone etcetc. I am worst that your guy, because of me many animals are regularly killed and exploited in a filthy way; not becaus i'm a sadistic son of a bitch, but because it just doesn't fit into my concerns. Most of the time "bad" actions are just ignorance. In any case, if you considered him a saint, it was because he gave you positive feelings.

How do you know you're not "Jesus Christ" who is delusional and believes he's "breaking the wall" ? As technically you are imaginative and capable of doing anything and everything, and now you are playing a much smaller archetype that "posts" on a "spirituality" "forum". Actually we dont know att all. I also say this because I know that my spiritual mirrors are essentially "skizoid" and a bit dysthymic people, who are used to being disconnected from the self, typically because they learned to be swallowed up by the dreams of their parents and then of others. So maybe the trip puts you in a state of creativity, a schizoid-revolutionary state, as Deleuze would say, where you want to play the Jesus archetype (not to mention developing powers, lol), or the soulmate, etc. And then the trip wears off, and you return to the idea that life is shit.