Schizophonia

Trust it or not insomnia didn't increase my appetite but increased my libido. Another form of quick dopamine eheh.

I never tried "African food" but i consumed several time West Indian one and it tasted very good. I have to bu red palm oil, it taste good and smeels good when it cooks; it reminds me when i went to west indian restaurants with my father when i was little.

@Princess Arabia or @Sugarcoat who will have the bigger appetite.

Survivorship bias; we put this deduction precisely because we are in a kind of scenario somewhere in infinity who allows it. And actually with contemplation you hit here and there narrative (and time, in general) is an illusion. Like the fact of becoming a "human" from nowhere, then living is a giant ball who turns around another giant ball on fire etcetc, any of this doesn't makes sense in the absolute. It seems human ego is designed to be particularly tenacious and prevent the manifestation of too unknown events, than maintain the illusion of a narrative.

The number of ads at the end lol.

It would be very painful for a normal woman. A woman who loves you.

I changed my pp, i will probably ask to Leo to change my username too. I don't want anymore playing characters including on internet. It's the problem of forum and internet in general i think, given that people are anonymous they take advantage of this to to deprave oneself by creating personas that actually in fine pervertedly distances them from greater potential; more ego hypertrophy. I think the biggest reason people tend to be excessively bored in general is because modern life is articulated toward tools (politic, spirituality, drugs, internet...) that allows directly or indirectly ego hypertrophy, "stucked" ego. I must "bring down the citadel" as a certain french politician would say lol.

Oh thank you Kid, you're nice. To thank you i have candies in my van.

@Leo Gura You could ask for participate to the emission 🤔 It would be easy for you, would bring people to your work and and products, and it would promote nonduality.

Fake you know you're a S tier introspector when you turn insomniac. Jk

You have justified your spiritual venture on the fact you are virgin, have a bad car, and in general a a disappointing life. You are the one who declared all this. The most caring thing, little energetic gift i can do is give you height. Yes. Of course, i am in mirror in you and vice versa. You don't know + it doesn't has importance and if you want to dissolve don't say this kind of sentences. Don't capitalize on your suffering. Actually i just found this pseudo funny lol. I will probably ask for changing it one day btw. Nevermind.

That's true. I responded that because i intuitively felt less the real craving for infinity/awakening than finally succeeding having a pleasant life.

Does someone has news about Martin Ball's health ? He suffered from very severe insomnia, even worse than the kind i got...

Op has mood issus. He needs friends, psychotherapy and maybe some antidepressant cures.

Yea i imagine lol 😸 For much less than that i'm glued to my bed while drooling.

Take care of yourself.

I'm going to do one of those this week yum.

But it's huge ? A big dose is supposed to be like 5g.

Dry ? I had this computer feeling on LSD. It was unique.

I am attractive enough and I know how to attract girls, but I have never taken advantage of this to attract girls I considered uninteresting. Men who want to sleep with anyone are dogs.

@mariabudanova You can ask to directly change your username.

@Princess Arabia These MR recipes looks very good. Did you try some of them ? (not only those of these videos).

If you think about it enough you will see that all animals rights has been created for humans interests. Animals don't have weight on the balance of power, don't work nor pay taxs etc so that's "normal" that they in fine have less rights than humans. I regularly say here and there that ethic is fundamentally an delusional notion.

@Carl-Richard Admitting i understood well your paradigm eheh, i would rather tend toward solipsism; it's what i regularly saw in my psychedelics trip and it's more dialecticaly coherent. I don't have the choice to be "aware" and awareness is an illusion. Conciousness in an illusion; only things happen inevitably.

Idk. I suppose if you knock it quickly and strongly enough on the head it will quickly die or go to into a coma without suffer that much. I don't do differences between animals and humans except that humans are part of society and are protected by law.