Schizophonia

Day 32 Tomorrow I'm going shopping and buying a "creation" notebook as I talked about in a previous post. It will be about making a debrief of the day as honest and precise as possible which will correlate the different conscious/personal data ("more or less controllable", in the Neville Goddard paradigm), and unconscious/impersonal. The most conscious data is the mental discourse and the imaginative process in general, what is not conscious is what is projected into the maya. Of course here we are still in duality, theoretically (idealist monism, philosophy of Neville Goddard, Berkeley, Maharshi...) and experimentally (Psychedelics in particular 5 MeO DMT, Awakening during meditation or yogic practices in general...) we can go beyond duality, but with our current level of consciousness we must always play with it and the simplest is to represent reality as such a duality, conscious/unconscious echo chamber. Neville Goddard wrote "emotion is the secret"; I see what is perceived as an emotion as a crossroads between the conscious and the unconscious. I have the belief that I can move my arm by thought, and this belief is justified in a whole bunch of ways; I do not however have the belief that I can fly and access to this frequency will therefore be automatically blocked as I seek it and therefore confront myself with the limiting belief. Have you heard about the paradox of the soccer ball that will never reach the goal? Because before crossing the 10 meters that separate it, it will have to cross 9.9m, then 9.99m, then 9.99999999999m and this to infinity. The objects of the maya, as limits, function in such an asymptotic way: The more you imagine it, the more you fix it. Even if I want to do something as simple as drinking water, if I overinvest impulsively (consciousness) in the image of drinking water, it will not trigger the motor part to experience bringing my bottle of water to my mouth and consuming it; It is the absolute persuasion that it happens, absolute if not just enough for it to take "time" rather than seeing the water directly teleport into my mouth, that allows the experience, otherwise I would be stuck like the ball 0.0000001 meters from the goal. That is why those who talk about manifestation insist on starting from the principle that it happened/is happening, especially not that it "should" happen. Feeling (once again the personal/impersonal dichotomy is an illusion of duality, in absolute terms everything is consciousness and there is no difference between "I" and "it", neo advaita 101 lol, which is conscious/unconscious, always in the sense used by Neville Goddard) is like a "back door" in the sense that it is an experience that is quite easy to induce by the human imagination, and at the same time quite tengible, objective to influence the conscious and therefore ultimately the whole echo chamber, the belief system at the origin of creation. This is the greyhound.

Well a girl who sleeps with a lot of guys for no reason is a red flag, because it means she has a tendency to not prioritize balanced and long-term relationships and/or to self-destructive, dangerous behavior, and to have little self-love in general.

It is not normal that we can kill an animal cruelly in a slaughterhouse, but leave alive a murderer, someone who is deeply non-functional. I have read several times that there are more murders in countries with the death penalty, but that mostly means that the countries with the most murders need the death penalty; Can you play it humanist with a more precarious and dangerous population? You need bigger dissuasive organs, independently of the death penalty as such. The only two ways to legitimize the speciesist phenomenon mentioned above are: 1) Go into an idealistic spiral; Suggest that we should all be vegan, anti-carceral, give the right not to work at the expense of the state, why not also the right not to work at school or whatever since idealism, ethics is a purely arbitrary and subjective given whose logic does not often go further than "it's not nice" thrown out by Westerners green with egos weakened by modern conditions. 2) Start from the principle that ultimately the only tangible support for ethics is the social contract; And since animals are not part of the social contract outside of the property status of a human, murderers are no longer part of the social contract and no longer have rights. Then you probably want for your comfort and even to avoid it turning against you, to avoid allowing psychopathic actions such as torture or public executions; It's a balance of common sense. Finally, the more you drown people's heads in left-wing idealism, the more, because of the obvious consequences, you push people towards the other spectrum of the far right who are often personalities who at least have the benefit of being less gullible in this sector because of their personal history and their personality in general. These same people also automatically will have no problem using these loopholes to sneak into power. If the actors of the left or the center were much more rational, there would be no far right.

I changed in doubt, in French saying "you are stupid" in this context is not violent.

It's stupid, you could put your forum at 5 or 10 euros per month. The trolls who are useless will not pay and will leave, and you could free yourself several hundred euros. Why not also an offer of the same price to post as many images as we want, besides your system does not work because I deleted a lot of images to be able to post others.

A while ago I interacted with a trans woman here, I don't remember her nickname.

Day 31 Already a month eheh. I plan to do a 4 HO MET trip this week, I will try to orient the trip towards awareness of the creative process, and other personal interests (psychoanalysis?); Easier said than done however, when you are high it is a whole different story, that said 4 HO MET has a weak head scape, so it is easier to work and have concrete ideas on it, it does not get you high like LSD for example. I also bought some kratom I see topics talking about MDMA here, but it has never attracted me; It seems to be a bit of a "gay" vibe lol, like hypomanic and in love. If I have to take something recreational I prefer to do downner, I like the feeling of being "cottony", feeling a warmth in my body, like after sports or a hot shower. Kratom is supposed to be a mix between an opiate and a stimulant, and at the same time be much milder (depending on the dose to some extent, obviously) and therefore have less side effects and risk of abuse than other opiates, which is cool.

Ah yes, I was just talking about the child, even as a marketing strategy.

lol, he's just enjoying his new moderator power over you there. He just gave a Zamnesia link when they sell a bunch of illegal products.

She's cute dude.

Wonderful.

The best way to cook it is to take the ribs (there is enough fat here) and cook it in the airfryer, 7/8 minutes on each side at 180 C°; This allows the meat to stay tender while it dries out too much in the pan, with the fat and the taste of pork it is just too good. Cut and cook with soy sauce and gochujang paste too it is super good, and vegetables on the side. Yum. 🤝

Day 30 People develop neurotic tendencies to protect themselves from castration (i.e. to avoid being physically hurt, physically, or even humiliated) by transferring the libido from one object to another. What is a normal libidinal object and what is an abnormal one on which the libido would be transferred is individual, but some objects will be clearly recognized as neurotic by most humans; Nazism, to give an extreme example, is clearly neurotic: Wanting to have military parades, putting eagles and swastikas everywhere, and wanting to massively put populations in ovens are behaviors, delusions, wacky "libidinal wells". Most of the most dysfunctional people are not psychotics/schizophrenics; They invent objects but they are relatively normal objects most of the time, they are indeed most extremely neurotic people. Politics and spirituality are probably the areas that feed the most on neurosis; As the neurotic is too afraid of dying, that is to say symbolizing castration, that he prefers to libidinally outbid stupid objects over which he has control rather than being constructive. This gives this tendency to "live in loops", in a way that is ultimately particularly vain. We are all more or less neurotic, but especially today because of modern living conditions that are both negative (solitude, family structures, societal structure in general, wealth inequalities) and positive (comfort). Carl Jung's shadow work is about getting out of your comfort zone (neurotic loop) to confront what motivated its implementation, that is to say strong emotions, sometimes traumatic depending on the degree of dysfunction, which were repressed to guarantee the survival of the system (blocking the symbolization of castration). Here we find a crossroads between Freudo-Lacanian, Jungian and Arthur Janov philosophy; It's super interesting. There is no need to do "psychedelic trips", assuming that it worked for a significant number of people lol, it can be simply watching movies, changing sports practice or many other things as long as it allows you to get out of your comfort zone and therefore meet new mirrors; It is precisely in these new mirrors that this shadow sits. Any situation perceived by the self-concept (the ego) complains a priori about the persona, it will remain paradoxically difficult to change at first because it remains polarized into negative and positive consequences, even if this is denied (and projected onto others in passing). Example: "He's an asshole! He's mean to me!" -> Usually I kiss other people's ass to pretend that I'm something other than an obsessive hysteric to whom nothing can be said, but now that I have a mirror in my hand (an asshole) I can be an asshole and call him an asshole. In this case, to be able to possibly change, I will have to accept that I am an asshole and that I enjoy it, otherwise if I don't recognize it I will automatically not be able to change it (how to change something that I don't recognize). By changing therefore, we must understand castrating ourselves from the positive effects of this functioning; This can eventually generate physical decompensation, depressive episodes, and learned helplessness in general; especially if you undergo the castration of your neurotic imaginary phallus in a violent and unexpected manner. Example: "Everyone is an idiot" -> As everyone turns their back on you since you take everyone for an idiot (which is true, but what individual is the common point between all these idiots?) -> You are angry, ruminate (neurotic response) then, faced with the evidence of castration, its symbolization, you end up recognizing that you are alone and that you suffer from it.

Even me i never did that. 🤏👌 Ok lol i stop. yum. Best meat.

You still went pretty quickly from "Oh I like pina coladas :]" to "I get drunk alone in my room" lol. It has very little importance. Ditto. Wait until I come and put my entrecôte and my Coca Cola . And my own dishes (not contaminated with Naphtha).

No the net negative is to support useless dangerous lunatics.

Most of the most powerful countries (United States, Russia, China, India, Japan...) have the death penalty + it is a sophism not an argument. I am speaking from an ethical point of view.

Certainly not; The death penalty makes perfect sense. Because a person is similar to a homo sapiens then he has a right to life even if he is crazy and useless ? Where does this right to life come from; It's just stupid and useless idealism.

Yep. He get drunk but didn't get poisoning or side effects in general. You will be able to do research on how to get bigger breasts lol

It is psychedelic ? The pharmacology doesn't seems that different, exept that it increases more dopamine, basically.

I never used it. Trolls doesn't exists in my world (or rather almost doesn't exist).

@Santiago Ram Leo isn't religious but he has a dialectic, a terminology very inspired by Christianity

Can you give a precise exemple ?

It's the mirror effect, if you look at the energy that pushes you to make this topic you will see with enough honesty and humor that it is the same energy projected on those concerned. And I see this topic and want to answer it for the same reason. We are all mirrored here, and the only thing to do is to continue playing ("gnegnegne addanenemymadeaccordingtotherestofourkarmicbaggage") or to play another game.