Schizophonia

Half an hour is little. You have a good coffee and a few cigarettes (for me 👺), you take your time, you let yourself go with the flow of writing, you correct/change when you find a better way to say what you want to say in a certain place... And two hours later, you can show off on Actualized with your new topic.

Yes you changed your neuroendocrinology with awareness. If you have been in one direction then you can also go in the other. I'm not grounded enough to grasp all this and make viable recommendations, but you should be able to pay for online consultations with some typically neo-Avaida thinkers who could relate more, or simply email. Neuroleptics also tend to lead to self-dissolution and, by extension, loss of libido, etc, hence the anxiolytic properties. Even antidepressants, in fact. It's more likely a crazy person like me who sleeps poorly who should be taking this combination of medications lol. If I were you, I'd just stop taking this stuff and do a cure of an antidepressant nootropic that increases neuroplasticity, like Semax or NSI 189. The neurological property most correlated with depression/dysthymia syndrome is neuroplasticity/neurotrophins. NSI 189 is apparently comparable to an intensification of emotions and a return to a more childlike state. But it's juste my opinion

Sometimes i want to propose something simple, and sometime something in a more complexe or detailed form; Just like food lol. It's a matter of taste 🤔 I think this kind of detailed form has the advantage to offer more exemples, pov to cling to understand the proposed mecanisms for people who are too strangers to the topic discussed.

No it will happen🙂

Lol. Completely dumb.

To remind ourselves that it's not good to be fat and ugly, because we've registered that it's socially dangerous and we absolutely don't want to go there. It's probably stronger in people with certain traumas, an authoritarian upbringing or something like that. 🤔

@Princess Arabia @Hojo I trolled sugarcoat it’s handwritten.

Spot on

I see. Here's to when all of this will be fixed. I meant in general.

Ok but It only works if you think to me.🤔 Me too, but this wasn't what I wanted here.

"Others are projections of ourselves." "Basically at a time t we either "know" what something is, or we experience that something." "theleelajoker is lazy and shoud put til tok"

Jokes asides it's actually easier that you think. At first, you don't really know what you're going to write, and then, with a little effort, the flow comes. It requires a little work, but not that much. It probably took me about one to two hours of consecutive work; and it could be more precise or simply clean.

No it's chatGPT. I was masturbating when i hit that it was been a long time i didn't do a long and complexe topic to seeming very very smart. So i asked him "hey dude, i'm too brainroted by youtube shorts and heavy metal to write 3 corrects sentances, can you write me a random post about concioussness so i can show off on Actualized about my big and large intelligence". And that's how this post was born. 🤔

Yes, responding is maintaining the language.

Anti-vegans are actually the ones who hate themselves the most, hence the argument "death and suffering are part of life, it's normal." Pro-vegans are actually the most selfish; rather than giving value to the object (the "it"; the taste of meat, the convenience, etc.), they give it to themselves (I'm ethical, I eat like this because it makes me someone who isn't a hypocrite, I'm saving the planet, etc). Mirroir effect 101 👀

Actually many people have more empathy for pets than for humans. Because their use value is exclusively as pleasant companionship, whereas humans are competitors, people who have induced trauma in us, and generally more important mirrors of our shadow. Otherwise, a more complex and ambivalent relationship with "humans" than with "pets" in general, which can condition a lower level of empathy.

I meant that use value determine the relationship to objects. A carrot or a chicken, even though they are very different by nature, technically a bigger difference that between a human and an animal indeed, have a similar type of use that will condition a weak empathy relationship. Vice versa for humans.

Use value. As with the difference between domestic and farm animals. You don't want to kill/eat a cat because your brain has learned to classify them as "company." But an ox will never be your company, so it's obvious to keep them in the "food" category. A carrot and a chicken have the commonality that they will intuitively be categorized as "food," while a human will be categorized as "comrade," and the law will be there to protect them if it turns out you're a sociopath, if you want to put them in another category that threatens their survival. There are actually still tribes that eat humans btw, and plenty of people willing to kill other humans for whatever reason.

You do what you want.

Ethics is fundamentally a delusion; only power relations are tangible phenomena. Women are protected because they or their loved ones pay taxes, because the community has a pragmatic interest in ensuring their survival and well-being. There is a social contract.

No, because you have a genetic predisposition to be empathetic towards other humans, not particularly other animals, unless they more or less look humanoid. And human beings are part of a social contract for certain reasons, so if you kill another human being, you'll be put in prison.

I just know that she did a lot of sports. That rings a bell Why did you miss out on sleep if you don't mind? Lol. Plus she has my face so it could work 😎 Ok i stop. Yes. If I consult the mirror effect, the part of myself that tends toward low libido and motivation, I come across the fear of being exposed. Since I'm afraid of evolving, of becoming fixated on new fantasies, of being more sociable, etc. I "calcify" myself around a certain language and a certain habitual loop, and this creates a cold world, with little motivation, a somewhat ADHD-like mentality in general, and less libidinous. Both fear of appearing stupid, and more deeply fear of death, hence the fact that I am actually very afraid of 5 MeO DMT I suppose.

She is emotionally discreet so I don't know if she had very bad experience.

I must be the most masculine man ever so. Jk.

In the absolute it is. Concept of self is a construction relative and modular in time. I've had two to three sleepless nights a week for almost three years and sometimes still have trouble sleeping if I've consumed caffeine or am stressed. I was extremely stressed throughout my youth, I took steroids for sport, had eating disorders... But I've never had this kind of "crash."; actually fatigue affects my appetite more than my libido. It's complex. There is no head 👀 Ok jk.