Schizophonia

Homemade fruit/vegetable juices.

No girl says that lol. Or for fun, eventually.

I like astrology.

I've been followed by some really pretty and nice girls because I talked to them once, and rejected by some not-so-attractive girls. It's just vibe; not even about commonality, nor even energy; it's deeper than that. And vibe regularly changes, and so the kind of girl you attract; the kind of girl I attract changes all the time depending on the day, beliefs that dissolve, others that are born, etc; but that's maybe just me these days, it will stabilize. It's twisted because true/higher self in an illusion, it's pretty clear to me now.

Are you on ritalin ?

@AION How is your drone business doing?

I also know several person in this position.

What do you mean ?

Bodybuilder bodies are not natural anyway.

True 😎

Yea my mother is high energy, implied, even agressive and suffer from insomnia; and my father is kind, hard working, avoid conflict, and almost hypersomniac.

Literally my parents

I’ve heard several time women saying that more body fat is cool for hugs. It’s time to eat more i think

If I was ugly or had mental problems or simply not had pleasant vibe for some reasons, these are things that can be corrected. I'm not against cosmetic surgery, if you're really ugly you can spend a few thousand at worst tens of thousands of euros (that's the price of a new car, what is that in a lifetime for an investment that will potentially change your life), less outside the West, to become much more attractive.

Btw, men are less accepting of anger, and that's why it's expressed physically. We get angry, we fight, in a "masochistic" desire to internalize it, to seek peace from the outside. Women are the ones who really enjoy experiencing anger, hence the apparent lack of anger in women. Women's TV shows only try to generate anger, through stories of injustice, sexual relationships that shouldn't happen, and that sort of thing. If you have sisters or a mother, you know what I'm talking about; this kind of show is unwatchable for men because it's just too perverted, it generates too much anger.

Women also always have worked. I'm going to spoil my next topic for you, eheh: Men aren't stoic and masculine in general (naturally, not in a way that's ape-like) because they inhibit their emotions, but rather because they are so accepted that there's identification. Since the emotional vibe, soft, rounded, romantic, contemplative, which is actually the "self," is already fully accepted, is already "here," you will automatically express yourself in a more "neutral" and masculine way, less emotional, because you no longer have the unconscious pressure to seek yourself outwardly. The other is nothing more than something that eventually (a woman) wants to sink in and let itself be carried by our "self." If you think you should refuse to be emotional, it's actually obsessional neurosis and is tacitly based on social failure; a belief generally distilled from the Oedipus complex. Besides, I've already said it, but these types of men are actually more fragile than average and have masochistic fantasies. My psychoanalysis instructor explained this in a video, and I came to the same conclusion when analyzing my own fantasies. Even though I've always been pretty vanilla, I see differences depending on how my psyche works. I'm so full of emotions, so full of myself, that I can't be anything other than dominant (in this case sexually, but in life in general) because being dominated would eliminate possibilities; it's like reducing myself to the other, to their "phallus," as Lacan would say, would diminish my emotional possibilities. I want to expand and expand, to share, and that translates into "domination." It's only when you're empty, when the self is denied, that it becomes interesting, I suppose. I'm okay with being an entrepreneur, playing team sports, going out with girls, etc.; not because I'm not afraid, but because I accept, even enjoy, fear and stress. Most guys on the internet who talk about being "tough" and stuff like that are probably actually cowards, I've looked at it but I don't see how an androgenous man would end up on YouTube saying stuff like that lol, it seems impossible to me. People think it's hard to be a man, but they say it because they're not in a masculine, masculinizing vibe; they're in an "estrogenic" vibe (aggressive, manic, competitive, tough, but actually a coward...). It's like putting gasoline in a diesel car.

@RendHeaven What I meant was, why don't girls want long-term relationships in a traditional country? I live in one of the most socialist and atheist countries in the world, and oddly enough, most girls want a boyfriend, a long-term relationship, love, etc. I've never met a girl who wanted to hook up or anything like that; it just doesn't exist. And yet I know plenty of people. It seems that the more individualistic and capitalist a country's culture is, the more manic people become, and sooner or later this will wipe out any collective consciousness, no matter how reactionary it may be at its core.

I don't deserve this medal i just eat half a kilo of peanut butter in some days lol. No pb I couldn't live in this country, it seems quite inhumane. And you so, did you managed to get a girl eheh If you don't mind.

Eheh how old you thought i was Thanks, if even baltic jesus christ wish me hp this year risks to be furtunate.

Give me a bit of appetite and i give you a bit of libido #Energetic transfer

Yea vodka doesn't taste very strong, it add a little bitter touch it's cool in a cocktail. It's okay, I understand that you spend your time gorging yourself. 🤔

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