Schizophonia

He was mystical and got close to non dual philosophy.

@Sugarcoat I saw the comment. You don't want other actualized women be interested eh 😾 Yes. What I think about women is a projection of my relationship to the internal phenomena that I associate to them (emotional...) If I don't allow myself to be emotional and my life is boring, I'll think that women are distant, if I'm angry, that women are annoying or even hysterical, if it's generally negative, that women like bad boys, etc.

Better than that, love is about recognize (so project) of a lack in the other and wanting to fill it. So you will love someone for things that are going to be redflags for people that dont have the same karma.

Ok

@AION @Natasha Tori Maru @theleelajoker There's no point in telling me about a contradiction between "theory and practice". I'm writing this thread for the pleasure of intellectualizing things; that's the point in itself. I don't have a problem in practice.

I didn't say or suggested that; anima is just my feminin side. It's not even the sharing of the same phenomenon between two polarities, as if I were 70% masculine and 30% male. In the Lacanian epistemiology that I love, the anima would be the imaginary order, the emotional, the movement, and my masculinity the symbolic, with which I identify because I am a heterosexual man. The more I embrace, feel, my anima, the more I am in fact masculine because I am projected into the symbolic. A bit like a camera, there is where the camera can film and where the camera is; the more I film the feminine, take it as an object, the more I am in the place of the masculine.

Typical nolife sentence

@UnbornTao Do you know William Blake?

Philosophy, remotely. Blond swiss cheese feeded women. 😏 I can't work at the border like this.

I live with my parents. I've had temporary assignments here and there but it's rubbish, I'm going to take advantage of the seasonal workers leaving their positions to see if I can find one.

Yea but opioids are bad for hormones and digestions.

He probably invent lol @Leo Gura

I almost never saw anybody progress with psychedelics. I can have good ideas under psychedelics, but it requires a lot of thought and planning before and after the trip. So for most people, just doing whatever they want during the trip will be useless, just a roller coaster. Then, it's cool to ride a roller coaster. I'm not against having fun/experiencing things, but it's still a roller coaster. People who say psychedelics change lives, are more effective than therapy, lol, are essentially neurotic and need excuses to take psychedelics, like those who used to say they play to "software" instead of video games when it was still a bit taboo, lol.

No pb it takes more than that to hurt me eheh Thanks You have a bit of a mean/violent way of sorting lol 😹I don't think in terms of trash or low-level. In any case we attract people who are like us yes. Yea but it's linked to my vision of masculinity, but nevermind I don't operate with this limiting belief, it's something that hangs around somewhere in my belief system that could limit me, but it's not central at all, I found it interesting to talk about it.

I dont have this believe. Yes

There is no evidence at all of any signs of lost of nerves cells with psychedelic use. And even you can't feel the loss of a few nerve cells; you must have been asphyxiated for a long time, tried to commit suicide with cyanide or something, or better yet had a motorcycle accident where your skull hits a buddy and smashes into your brain lol. Leo confuses brain inflammation and/or low metabolism with lesions; he has chronic fatigue from what i remember.

It's true i'm pretty hot

He doesn't have brain damages at all he just have brain fog or something.

Because I isolated myself due to very severe insomnia for several years. Right now I'm studying remotely from a small town where I basically can't get a job. I also invested a lot of time, talking for nearly two years, with someone who lives far away and who turned out to be asexual. I allow you to think that I'm a simp or something lol what can I do about it. This fits in well with some limiting beliefs I think I have, for example, sometimes I don't understand why a girl would want me. A kind of reverse god syndrome, like, okay, I may not be ugly, but I'm still just a tiny human, why would a girl want to ride on cowgirl and then want to hug, be romantic with a pathetic little human ? It sounds like a movie, a scam. I'm significantly exaggerating here to make it clearer, but I can see how there's a delusion like that embedded somewhere in my belief system.

Thanks 1)The world is a projection. 2)What happens on the macro scale is the same phenomenon as what happens on the micro scale, in a fractal model. 3)To think that women like x is to admit that the part of myself I project onto women (emotional world) likes the part of myself I project onto men (the law, the symbolic, the structure, etc.) when it is x. 4)In my case, x tends to be toxic, meaning I could have a super cool daily life, but I tended to prefer a boring, if not neurotic, lifestyle, with anger, rumination, etc.; the effect of this phenomenon can be projected as "women like jerks," omitting, of course, all the evidence to the contrary. 5)But in reality, it's me who has a masculine side that's too toxic for my anima, that's what I tend to be. If I want girls who like "nice" men, not to be dismissed lol, I have to put myself in a situation, an order, a daily life that corresponds to this frequency. Again, I'm not even that nice lol, I'm sometimes told I'm dry or something, but my attention shifted to that, and that's what motivated the thread. There are plenty of possible fixations.

Yes, once again, I'm not talking about toxic masculinity in the common SJW sense like not mansplaining lol, more seriously I'm talking about neurosis, about establishing a world, a delusion that is already toxic inside me. For example, Nazism or Salafism are delusions, symbolic orders that are toxic to my anima, feminin world, emotionnal world call that as you want; they involve a lot of anger and rumination. I could find a girlfriend by following these orders, but she would be angry and generally unpleasant, like my emotional side. And in any case, I don't reject such a functioning that is already within me, and the immune system is the projection mechanism. So I see and obsess over phenomena I see between men and women that are in fact the projection of what is happening internally; the link between my masculinity (order, law, the delusion in which we invest ourselves) and the feminine (the emotional world). Not necessarily because I naturally tend toward frequencies of kindness, phlegm, sharing, etc., internally. And at the same time, at heart, I'm a bit of a neurotic, Nazi type who enjoys anger, struggle, partisanship, etc. Right now, I'm naturally in a state of "purgatorial" stagnation where not much is happening. There's too much turmoil and contradiction at the moment to settle down anywhere. Not just a girlfriend, but life in general. Women come naturally, like a mirror of my emotional world, which itself corresponds to the symbolic order I establish.

In fact I don't have any problems talking to girls, except that I don't meet enough of them; here I play with theories about what's going on in my maya.

Thanks

It has happened to me here and there to be suddenly aware for a few seconds or minutes and feel bad because I realized that life had no meaning and that being there was so strange; if that's what you're referring to. I see. Cringeness is cute

My bubble will evolve eheh Can you give exemples if you don't mind