Schizophonia

I sometime have "Lack of storage space" or something like that yes. It's the sign we pass too much time here lol. I'm going back to work

More clear your fetish please 😅

It's not your fault, it's what has to happen. Nobody ask you to take charge of someone else's life on your shoulders and fortunately. The guilt will pass in a few days or weeks. 🤞

@Emotionalmosquito The conscious desire is different nature that the unconscious one !

I is an illusion, we are a spectrum of personas inherited from the collective unconscious. The atavistic self actually has a really weak imprint.

Well you're not gonna parasite her either, you still must have some money to survive and share a life with her.

Has it been psychologically hard ? Lot of stress ? It's the elephant in the room.

5 MeO Mipt has a tolerance of about one week.

I don't will explain all my beggin the question. I've access to the top of what you can find about consciousness.

Nemra + yes, it's what i've said. What you (want to) believe become true

And ?

They have got a life

I am convinced that this world is perfect and that we can obtain proof of everything and anything, including that the earth is flat. I am quite far from the subject of your obsession with education, but I am clearly a mirror of the obsession itself, that is to say my inability to avoid ruminating on a subject that I know is fundamentally MY reality. This is a message to myself, like all the others you are only the means to discover me and advise me.

We always have proof of our beliefs. 🙂

It's what you want to see.

They are bored.

In my memory as a fetus, my brain was constructing reality and it was like a video game or an operating system had incomprehensible actions. It was like this button = ZZZKJBHFJQÙÙÙÙù%%%%%ù, and this action had more meaning than any human concept. It was like an ant was teleported into a human avatar for a few minutes and was confronted with the action "open a door". wtf Ahah because i'm your gf. Get ready honeyyyyy, tonight i change wig 🙋‍♀️ 😘

It's weird to say, but suppressing the stress response is going to be scary. Part of the purpose of the stress response is to prepare you for survival, it's the ego. For example, amphetamines are extremely stressful and they make you think you're the king of the world. Even corticosteroids can have a euphoric effect.

Under my first trip (150ug), i "danced" (well, rather balanced myself from left to right on my bed) and i finished by crying of extasy, idk if it can be considered as samadhi. Yes but not as much as 5 MeO at all, and it has a good finish to all dopamine receptors. It removes the nausea and makes it much warmer. Even at very high dosages.

Not at all, it directly come to me.

What consciousness work do you do ? In my case i don't care LSD is way way more pleasant than 5 MeO DMT. Under LSD I go back to memories of when I was a fetus, I turn into a planet, and stuff like that. It's incredible.

It exists, you just don't feel it because it goes down too fast.

Most of psychedelics essentially act on 5HT2A, they increase ego and directs consciousness towards conceptual complexity. 5 MeO DMT at the opposite have a way, way stronger affinity on 5HT1A receptor who actually decrease stress response and therefore ego.

Ahah. Well if the idea comes to you to show up in France, let me know, if you want. 👍

France for food, weather, diversity of landscapes and laxism about drugs But you have to learn French.