Schizophonia

Very true

Yes but with a shade : If we were dissolving ourselves, we would be already nothing, and empirical we observe that everything in fine rather tends towards expansion. So, as ken wilber has said, it's more like consciousness always tends to a more profound and complex form in general and in the same time, given that there is always less things, games, we can adhere (if we forget that god is infinite) because of this same higher depth, we paradoxically also become a simpler form with less surface. He demonstrates his idea with holons, if there are more and more atoms that group together into molecules, the reality become locally more complex but "holistically" simpler because there are always fewer particles. Hence the impression of dissolving if we transport this phenomenon to human consciousness, which is in fact self-disillusionment (loss of the importance of subatomic mechanisms in the example above). edit : post before i didn't understand

Ahah, if you say so. Although I might not have said that for a guy who had an NDE. I think reality is basically an infinite self-disillusionment, and by extension we play ever more solid, long and complex games as the karma burns.

No, you are right. I just wanted to say that I know extremely rational Christians, and that the Christian liturgy is still a relatively solid way to get closer to God, even if it seems too biased and therefore stupid for your level of consciousness for you to agree to play it. I don't know if that makes sense.

Because it's what you want to see.

As a child, he learned English at the American missionary school. At the age of 16, in perfect health, he was seized by a deep morbid fear. Lying on the ground, he mimed his death and the state of a corpse. The shock of this experience caused a liberation and Ramana Maharshi realized that death only concerned his body: "So I am Spirit transcending the body. The body dies but the Spirit that transcends it cannot be reached by death. This means that I am the Spirit that does not die2." He then entered a deep ecstasy through the immersion of the atman in the brahman. This mystical experience transformed him and made him understand the nature of life. He then went to a temple in Tiruvannamalai and remained almost motionless for more than 2 years, in a state of total detachment. He had to be given food so that he would not die of hunger https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ramana_Maharshi

A big panic attack I think, from what i remember.

Ramana Maharshi has had his awakening in an extremely stressful situation like that.

If you don't have friends it's because you don't want to, why don't you want friends ? Myself i don't have lots of fiends, and themself neither lmao, we essentially talk on Discord.

You cant prevent someone from destructing himself 🤷‍♂️

Do activities that you enjoy.

Yes ofc.

Ahah thanks. ChatGPT has talked.

But if you succeed to live that, it means your brain is able of this isn't it ? In his book, Joe Dispenza talk how people can see things like colors that do not exist under the influence of "5 MeO indoleamine".

Have you tried tricyclics ?

Oh yes indeed.

https://x.com/Crazymoments01/status/1819001179231175168

Yes

What does she say ?

High demanding persona (the father, the husband, the worker, the christian, the wotan worshiper, everything you want) -> (Dominate, is phallic, calm life drive but increase stress (so death drive)) of Men -> Other guys, in a greater extent women -> children.

Everybody now is more feminine because of comfort. Masculinity is basically a stronger tolerance to stress and an therefor an incline to play to games who imply an higher degree of energetic flux. Because men are chronically, biologically overloaded with stress (life drive), because of work, familly, religion and anything that constitute a more "high"/demanding persona, they intuitively calm the stress by dominant behaviors where they can take and maintain control; Through sexual domination, physical confrontation, depressant drugs (alcohol, tobacco...) etc.

@trenton Which medication have you tried ? + Do you practice meditation ?

At this point i prefer doing Jenkem. Ahah thanks. i would only say a great intelligence Well, for me it's more like squinting and drooling in my bed.

lol