Schizophonia

Enlightment =/= falling in depression.

Because.

No. Also, ofc it's cool to have common points including spirituality but it's not the core of relationships.

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lol Yes, i should visit it one day. Some places seem to look nice.

I can see the pokerface and the feeling of brain fog behind my screen. 🤔😑

Yes, in fine it’s still simply about manifesting stuffs. Currently we (I think you understand why I say "we", eheh) cannot make a quantum leap to safeguard our physical integrity, but we are still gradually sliding, at our own pace, towards this reality and its possibilities that are still exotic here. The reason you bother to make video montages with actualized members, the energy exchange that tacitly motivates you, is the same energy that manifests itself during sexuality but in a much more voracious way.

I understand you all want to escape Croatia if the national dish is a sausage grilled on the barbecue. Pad Thai gives you the shits but at least it's starting to look like something.

Because your ego is too strong, you don't know how to enjoy.

I’ve seen somewhere Joe Dispenza talking about people able to communicate via telepathy or dreams, it would be insane 🤔

You read aura, i read psyche.

He looked psychotic.

I am currently travelling so it will be for Tuesday or Wednesday. A true tutorial on what is and how to be masculine 😉

@Leo Gura Today i've did a small solution of approximately 10mg of 5 MeO DMT, 0.25mg of physiological serum, and 0.25mg of Isopropyl myristate. I've applied this solution on my clean arm and about 10/15mn latter i've almost have a panic attack because i could feel the 5 MeO DMT. It could be nacebo effect but 5 MeO DMT is a small molecule, below 300 daltons, so there is no reason it shouldn't easily cross epidermis. I could try again by replacing the physiological serum by pure ethanol, or simply dissolve my 5 MeO in DMSO.

Ahah

I would say 40mg of 4-HO-MET gives a trip of a « power » (if you see what i mean) equivalent to 150/300ug of LSD, to give a broad range.

I manifest a such reality because it’s what i still tend to play. I am the samsara.

Eheh Maybe we should stop posting here. It's hard to know what you want.

40mg is the best dose for me Didn’t tried, it doesn’t interests me.

I think he means spending too much time being bored on Actualized before ending up shitting in a pocket because of ass cancer. #notsopoeticanymore🫨

No, it is a phallic failure (see Oedipus complex in Lacan, he is the one who talks about it best). When you are a child, your parents and especially your mother will behave in a phallic way with you; you will therefore respond by being feminine but seeing that it is in fact the father that the mother desires you will unconsciously try to take the father's place, that is to say behave in a phallic way from now on. Regardless of the Oedipus complex, when you are a man you will in any case learn that you must play the phallic role to be socially accepted, that is to say take responsibilities. So instead of letting your parents (and especially your mother) do everything because you are their "little darling", you will start to work for them in one way or another (work, cook, do the dishes, do the housework) and behave in this proactive (phallic) way in everyday life; you will generally identify with this position. Except that, by playing at taking responsibility, you will naturally expect the reward to be the environment's response to your involvement, that is to say its "submission". Most men with a virile persona do not choose psychedelics and in fact prefer « recreational » drugs, especially those that suppress the stress response (alcohol, tobacco, benzodiazepines, even cannabis why not), because when you play the phallus, what will automatically come under the reward will be power; If you play at eating a sandwich, would you want it to submit to you or do as he pleases? It is only if you are paralyzed, passive, therefore intrinsically feminine that you will hope that this sandwich jumps into your mouth. Not many people here are really virile, they are mostly white peoples from big cities who have been pampered. Except that in life nothing is free and the unconscious price of passivity, of the absence of power processes is conditioning to castration anxiety, that is to say the fear of being punished and confronted with representations of death. This is what will generate this kind of persona who absolutely wants to correct himself. The worst part is that the best way to look like a very serious and mature yogi is not meditation or 5 MeO DMT lol, the best and quickest way is to build a virile persona. This thick character is simply what you're going to look like when you stop to be idle and start being proactive.

The rabbit is proud of her tavern, she even doesn’t want carrots anymore and takes medication for that. She thinks she is gaining energy by this persona, but she will just win cachexia. Too bad for the fox. #allegoryofthecave

No, i’ve just tried 5 MeO Mipt and it went very far, LSD level and even more brutal.

It’s a classic tryptamine close to mushroom, i’ve just said it was very visual. If you play a feminine persona (and this is the case given your relationship with your mother) that is to say if you play at being passive, at not having any power, then you will absolutely seek to make things "serious". It's normal with your boss, but now you're worrying that 4 HO MET is too recreational lol, and if you could use it sitting cross-legged, because i don't know, meditation seems serious and stable ? Calm down, you are not something to be fixed.