Schizophonia

Yea i contemplated that too in different contexts Didn't know him Yes opium ahah. While waiting to be able to "transfer one's consciousness to a computer" and live millions and perhaps billions of years without suffering.. Being happy, satisfied or at leats feeling alive.

@Emerald My previous post was probably written in anger (anima? ) for some reason so I'll try to be more reasoned here. After years of extreme insomnia and a life of diverse issues i'm not going to talk about here in don't see how it would be possible for me to be disappointed by an inexperimented woman; from my pov it's like if I had been a miner all my life working 50 hours a week for not that much to substain a familly and you're telling me that a grown man needs a first-class plane ticket because "they're too old to fly economy 👩‍✈️" On the contrary, there is by projection a process of empathy develops and a desire to take care of the other, to help them discover things, etc. Unless you're so fundamentally subservient to your own circumstances that the projected affect is actually negative, like, "Oh, I work enough already, I'm not going to deal with an inexperienced girl!" But that's not being a mature man, that's being a slave. I don't necessarily want a girl who is a virgin, I say that I am not disinterested and even that I prefer inexperience. I don't care. You said that as if it were a stain. What is a stair is is to degrade oneself by sleeping with randoms, and potentially creating unnecessary suffering. Perhaps society would also have less demographic problems if people stopped behaving in a fickle manner. What is the link with what i say. I didn't talk about sexual practice. Again i never talked about sexual practice ??? What's gotten into you why are you bitchy Did I upset you in any way to make you write that? I'll get a girlfriend when I'm available and find someone good. I already know someone, but the situation is a bit complicated. I have a knack for getting myself into complex situations.

It's basically the story of my "mentor"; he was quite disgusted by life, its brutality unfairness etc and wanted to use spirituality as a way of understanding always more and possibly never come back to earth; now he basically capitulated become more of a "normie". Some spiritual school including buddhism for exemple say we can stop "samsara wheel", reincarnation process or at least transcend forever the limits of the ego but idk if it's true.

Ofc Just hesitate between scientific uniform or police one to pay homage to my favourite pornographic videos. Valentin's big prefrontal neocortex to your service Spinning top position

For infinity...

I still need to make a YouTube video for my journal. I should do this tutorial for the Actualized females. "COMPILATION OF THE BEST SEX POSITIONS (I'm a virgin but very imaginative)"

In everyday life we feel like we are someone contemplating and adapting to an objective reality which surpasses us. From a idealistic (monist) point of view, it's an illusion and the opposite is true; consciousness, the "projector" that we could call god, is the ultimate substance or at least primary to mater/limits; the whole universe is the creation of this consciousness. Religion can be dumb but atheist are also and maybe even more; god is beyond limits so trying to debunk or even prove god with science would be like CJ in GTA saying that science proved cars pop at x frequency and things like that and all these scientific deductions are probably the proves that there is nothing greater beyond this world. Who decided of low of universe ? God ! What generates consciousness given that we are supposed to be basically biological robot ? When do we fall from an objective world to a subjective world ? Is my computer alive ? IT'S SIMPLE SUBJECTIVITY, CONSCIOUSNESS, GOES FIRST !

Bro feels like he's in the future because he sees big buildings with ugly colored neon lights, automatic vacuum cleaner and robots that serve ice cream.

@Princess Arabia Your pp is original and funny

Makes me want to make secondary accounts to congratulate myself.

They all looks the same and most of them don’t really know how to dress well without looking vulgar. I want send Christina cordula educate these blood pudding eaters.

Don’t worry I understood.

What I said is true (non-duality, mirror effect and all that) but I actually admit that I didn't see the video and posted it compulsively, because I was aggressive; mea culpa. I accuse people of being drama queen to be drama queen. Don’t know him; just saw a debate with vegan gains about veganism.

But the hologram is strong…

Interaction is an identity positioning tool.

People who make these kinds of videos actually like the idea of war, that's why their brains are so fussy about it; they're drama queens.

@CARDOZZO Gg, how did you meet these girls ? Looks like your ego is less attach now you have been satisfied.

- “I breakdown my ego because of psychedelics and non duality 😉” -Calls other people normies, NPCs… 😹

I like how nobody here consider himself like a normie.

Yea. I provoked you. Ahah ok because in French “tromper” = “trick”. So you can make the joke “Assez de libido pour trumper (instead of “tromper” in reference to Donald Trump) l’insomnie (“Enough libido to trick insomnia”). Ok I see I still should do the experience 😏 No it’s not what I feel.

Voice becomes stronger by using diaphragm

What especially shocks me is that he basically didn’t even kiss a girl and teleport itself to “how to make a family” lol. There is a strange intention behind the topic.

My libido is good don’t worry my chick. lol was the French pun on purpose What do you mean Obviously exactly the month I arrive at

Maybe you didn’t read my edit. I have experience, I talked to plenty of girls. Each time the more open was the more attractives ones for some reasons. Maybe it’s just a coincidence but those are facts.

I wouldn't say I dated, but I got hit on several times by 7 or 8/10 girls, the girls who were most open to me were the prettiest. When I said “hit” I'm not in a big virgin's delusion, it was very clear. As I talk to them a little, they start following me here and there, sitting near me at the university, offering me meals out, etc. I refused/walked away each time because I didn't have the energy due to insomnia and/or because I felt that there wasn't enough in common to risk getting involved in a relationship.