Schizophonia

@Judy2 it's useless.

I think it fix when you really give up on the idea of finding the phallus in girls, and therefore see them for softer/sensitive/weaker things to cuddle, activities and sex with. You know something is integrated when you don't feel the need to symbolize it anymore.

Thanks Well, indeed, victimizing/ruminating tends toward feminization because it involves transferring anxiety onto the symbolic. Just as a camera can film everything except yourself, the sign that you are in the masculine position is the feeling, the responsibility of femininity. For example, if you want a girlfriend (because the topic is about women) but you don't have one, you will be proactive, do what it takes to get a girlfriend, or else accept not having one, and therefore you will have to accept the emotional burden (hatred, knots in your stomach, etc.). If you're too feminine, you'll be tempted to ruminate/dwell on it, which may seem strange at first glance because it's painful and counterproductive, but it's a way, as I said above, of displacing anxiety onto the symbolic (a blackpilled website or video is symbolic, it's something tangible, the same goes for a thought of rumination/victimization, it's "something"), because otherwise it would be propelled into the emotional. It's not even "worse," it's another form of frustration or of experiencing things in general; what's behind it is the fear (Oedipus complex, childhood trauma, etc.) of taking the phallic position. When you ruminate on something in your head, when you victimize yourself, these phrases are like an imaginary phallus; That is to say, you have castration anxiety that you're going to calm by transferring it to this symbol, by clinging to it. You'll hear here and there that women might choose an asshole over a nice guy because he's better looking, cooler, has more to offer, etc. You're doing exactly the same thing! You don't want nice mental self-talk; you're stuck on bad mental self-talk because what interests you is its ability to absorb anxiety. So if you have a tendency toward victimization, to be mannered, perhaps masochistic fantasies, etc., you want to recondition yourself to identify more with the phallic position. Now, to get back to OP, that's not really what I'm seeing. Maybe that's how it is, but what emerges in this case is not directly the hypertrophied castration anxiety typical of victimization (see obsessional neurosis) itself, but rather the defense mechanism of identification with the father (and then with substitutes) against castration anxiety. That is to say, in the Oedipal situation and then in power struggles later in life, one strategy to calm the anxiety is to submit completely to the father (and later to authority in general). Normally, the libido is always directed towards the mother and then the substitutes, but if identification as a defense mechanism is too strong, it will tend to create misogynistic tendencies; because since you don't have the phallic position, you will blame women for not having it and bless your father for having it (instead of "killing" him). In the OP's case, it's this strange neurotic misogyny that comes out, like "ah, look, women are women, they prefer to do their hair rather than talk about spirituality, bla bla bla bla" Without realizing that what he sees as masculine is actually a defense mechanism found mainly in men for Oedipal reasons, but which is actually childish. The average peasant or rugby player is virile, more so than any man on this forum, and yet by OP's standards, he would actually be feminine. Emotional rigidity, dwelling on "the truth," and all that nonsense isn't masculine; it's defense mechanisms found more in men and is actually a bit feminizing because it tacitly betrays a fear of being phallic.

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Obviously I come across op because I am mirrored with him, even if I choose to project. I would say that it brings me back to my fear, my prohibition of thinking with my dick; that is to say choosing a girl because she is easy to have, because she is pretty, sexy etcetc rather than a girl who is good for "superego" reasons (Intelligent, spiritual...) And what's behind that is not wanting to fill my emotional/sensual/feminine sphere; I don't know Jung too well but maybe @Emerald would talk about anima. And what there is in fact in the end is the fear of being masculine, that is to say of assuming the phallic function; that is to say, playing at making oneself responsible for things. It's something I've contemplated in my sexual fantasies; the smaller I feel, the more life crushes me, the more I fantasize about feminine girls. The emptier I am, the more "masculine" they will be.

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Ofc I liked eating directly cod liver on bread but unfortunately it's very contaminated.

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You can always do what any normal northern European does, that is to say invade the south of France in a camper van every summer to get a tan and get ripped off in the markets along the way, and eat cod liver the rest of the year. More seriously yes vitamin D deficiency does occur but it's not even something that's found in significant amounts in food most of the time. Iron deficiency can be common too but it mainly occurs in some women during their periods, vegans, or those who consume large amounts of dairy. I undrestand she has a nice pair Too Haram

South Korea is basically one of the worst country on earth according to your own criteria. Super capitalist, super superficial culture (world capital of cosmetic surgery), very little "spirituality" compared to other Asian countries or even Europe, super racist, horrible politics with almost the majority of ex-presidents who ended up in prison and a recent attempt to install martial law, demographics in free fall so much that people work and are individualistic anyway, non-existent gastronomy (kimchi/bibimpap/soupwithnoodlesrandomvegetablesandgochujangpaste loop).

Projection/mirror effect

I know. I just didn't see why it would be suspected to be AI. Nevermind.

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I mean, life is about sharing and building a future. You can feel this sensation—perhaps one of lightness, euphoria, sensory development, interest, creativity, a comfortable energy depth—or even happiness—when you're doing activities, surrounded by people you get along with comfortably, traveling, in a particular natural setting where you feel something daring that reminds you of your childhood, etc. The objects vary from person to person, but it's always about this openness; and I can't help but think that nutrition is essentially a low-frequency delusion. The kind of interest where the libido shifts for lack of something better because you've given in to schizoidism, or because you have certain fears like winning weight, etc. I don't know about you, but in my mind, that's what it feels like, hehe. So I don't want to worry about antinutrients in my nuts or vegetables; I know that, virtually, it won't cause any problems and I'll be fine. Unless, once again, I'm on a weird diet. Be careful no channeling from Wotan with bulging eyes can stop a blow from a frozen baguette to the skull.

I answered this 10 times

I have no problem with escorts. I respond to the idea that the price of their service was proof that they are essential compared to other professions.

LSD told me that the white race is superior and that it would be magical if we all danced around the fire among white people because ultimately we all have the same strong, sensitive and complex souls.

No one works like that except for a very small majority of men who are a bit sociopathic or aspie and who have a lot of money. And no man has ten girlfriends in his life except an absolute chad. Yes that's what i said. Value for the community or even the "higher self" on an individual level, if you will. All I said was that everyone I've seen going to escorts has been alone, and you're probably biased by your clientele. Or I'm screwed because I'm French and ugly and fat girls are a minority, so French men have much less need to go to escorts, ahah. Half joking.

@Carl-Richard It's too much efforts for nothing. Like do you know people with anemia because they ate too many blueberries

I didn't understand. By pick up i mean go to flirt with girls on the street or in clubs. What does what people actually do in real life, statistically, have to do with the threads guys make here Are there only people who pick up here, and does it only work btw Yes, men with brains full of dopamine thank you after your performance. Does that mean prostitution is a good thing on a large scale I can say "oh yeah" after smoking crack, is smoking crack good for the community or me in the long run. Will they get depressed if they don't have access to this It's not a need like drinking or eating, in fact as a man you have an interest in not ejaculating Yes and I didn't commit suicide, or get into drugs, or become a human wreck even though I suffered from insomnia. Honestly for me it's hopeless and pathetic because it prevents you from becoming stronger but whatever. Does that negate what I said On the contrary, yes, precisely as I said above, I'm fine even though I'm a virgin and I've drained my vital energy with a lot of sleep deprivation, stress, steroids (for a few months), and medication. I'm living proof that these are essentially whims. What isn't a whim, however, is not having to eat; it just so happens that I mentioned escorts by chance, but I'm much less interested in them than in many other professions. I repeat myself.

@Princess Arabia In doubt mea culpa if i seem aggresive i've been sleeping like 4 hours a night for over a week now; i feel it's affecting my vibe.

These are good arguments, Personally I would need at least forests and rivers. Jet skiing, kayaking, rowing, walking in the forest while smoking cigarettes, hunting, fishing, shooting...

When will not having access to an escort significantly reduce your productivity lol No I'll go to the competitor I'll find a CEO who isn't stupid enough to destroy his business because he can't have sex every day. Also, I'm a communist, so in my system, if a boss isn't happy or isn't doing their job, they're replaced. All bosses and managers are easily replaced with a few years of training at most, except in certain very specific sectors. I should point out that I'm not even against escorting, and I specified in one of my posts that I'm not against brothels. It was a dialectic to show that a liberal system led to bizarre results when it came to the distribution of wealth. No, even if escorting and even pornography were banned tomorrow, there wouldn't be any decrease in productivity or even an increase in the risk of rape or whatever; that's just whining. There might even be more productivity because ejaculating too often weakens men. Remember that your clients aren't the same as the clients of an 18-year-old blonde. Your clients aren't coming to you for the same reasons. I've met plenty of people who went to escorts, and it was mainly because they were single, or indeed in a relationship but perverted. No it's a very small minority of men who go out and pick up. I've never seen any man who pick up or met any girl who's been picked up, it almosts doesn't exists. If you're really horny, it's much easier to pay. Unless you're poor, but if you're poor, you don't pick up, you go look for a job.

No, it's a minority. I'm more sociable than you and most people here and I know who frequents escorts.