Schizophonia

Normally in 2/3 days, if you see each other at work or high school as op has said, you can date a girl, I don't see why anyone would wait.

I would say people and especially men are less interesting by receiving attention than having the right to give it. Right to give love, under different forms according to your « language love » and gender.

I would make this explicit within the first week or two depending on the frequency of contact. 🤔 And if she is not intererrested then we can being friends but i will allow more energy to find someone else.

Men and women can be friends if they already have an valuable partner or if they are non attractive.

Btw women also and even more want a man most of the time. It’s just less obvious because they are less offensive, more shy…

It’s neurotic system value.

Testostérone

The "blue" countries mostly practice less contraception, still have strong family and social structures, and are too busy with survival to condition themselves to waste energy and money on useless things. I don't like SD because the model implies an inclination of consciousness to evolve towards a supposedly objectively superior model; I say that there is only a fixed ideal place, a human nature that corresponds to its evolutionary process; like Heidegger. Strictly speaking, the "ego evolution" model seems better. I know lots of blue caricatures who don't have children and green progressives or even well above (my mentor Franck Lopvet is a turquoise/coral intern, and he has lots of children that he adores) So from there if you have engineered a prediction model that gives unpredicted results is a false model; there is something more/elsewhere, without having to talk about SD. Lack of money, time, laziness, brain rot,narcissistic fear, self-hatred and anxiety…

@thierry radical honestly

I will watch the video, do you know Neville Goddard ?

lol.

@Onecirrus You can be green and have lots of kids, the population decline is not specifically related to SD.

These days i play a bit by modulating my persona, my ego, in different directions 🤔.I will do a topic about it next week when i will have access to a computer. Big ego (basically more attached) leeds to a more feminine energy under different forms, it makes me more anxious, more sensitive, more submissive etc. Less ego makes me more masculine vibe, but so also more morbide. Low ego and « high frequency » (wired) turns me into a very « bloody » persona; like agressive and enterprising, who wrote very stiff with very expressive emojis like 😂😜, a fealing of high blood pressure in the body especially the face, but also dumber; it feels a bit like being on PCP; it seems it even gives me BDSM fetish lol. Low ego and « low frequency » (more dissociated) turns me into a « masculine intellectual », the kind of romantic and rustic guy dry but chill, who writes rather with this kind of emojis 😹😅🙂who wear shirts with rolled up sleeves, some cigarettes and drink wine, and talk about food sex and intellectual subject. The persona is cooler to me for some reasons but it’s actually more morbide; I feel less motivated, more prone to suicidal ideation (I’m not even suicidal at the base); It’s a bit the « country boy’s masculinity ».

Gnegne

revisited ?

I remember this music i listened to it in here and there in high school.

Love is the most conscious emotion. The weaker the ego, the easier love (or even libido, on another way) is; it is ego defense mechanisms that block it, even if it is not easy to see because repressed. It's as if a rat thought it had conquered life by isolating itself under an old cupboard while waiting to die. Low ego is not energy loss and calcification, it is actually high ego; Low ego is love and integration, like under 5 MeO DMT. Or closer to the state you were when you was a child/teenager; youngness, vitality.

Something I noticed, and my mentor noticed as well, is that the people who most pretend to be or seek to separate themselves from the dream the most are actually the ones with the strongest egos. If you had little ego you would be peaceful and benevolent, because you would seek to integrate; One can only touch the “1” by integrating, never by intersecting. But you are not looking for love here, you don't want to give love you are looking for a girl you can use as proof that you are powerful. Because "truth-seeking" is just a survival strategy, basically a way to show off in front of your parents, it's no more important than any phallic substitute. But since you're fearful, probably because of a poor resolution of the Oedipus complex, you try to foist the phallus on the woman, to use it to narcissify yourself. So when you think you're against the dream, you're actually being more narcissistic than most other humans. The only way to decrease ego, to « win » the dream is to stop fighting the dream. Because fighting the dream is in the dream !!

You will find it, just keep looking. Once on a forum I saw a post from a gay guy from New York who explained that he had been banned from Grindr for having explained on his profile that he had become a Christian and wanted a serious relationship; gays in particular are encouraged here and there by sick people to adopt a sexually manic and self-destructive lifestyle.

Be aware, it’s a believe in your persona to think that the opposite sex doesn’t want to commit with you; even if you have all the qualities (smart, spiritual, cook, caribbean cuisine wears high boots…), eheh. You don’t see for the same reason any limiting beliefs exists, but men also have this kind of persona. Not twisted on the same way automatically, because of gender, but close.

Tight-fisted You shall show to us. Tomorrow or the day after I'm going to my local market, I'm going to try this pistachio ice cream, among others. I come baby. Jk

Yamete kudasaiiiii

I want to do my pretentious French and make fun of what Slavs call marshmallows with chocolate as a pastry.

5 MeO MALT wasn’t sexual at all for me;,4 HO MET always feels sexual. Maybe the dosage was too high.