Schizophonia

Why do you want to see immaturity?

Stop drinking coffee ?

Yea, I too am an anxious angry person who watches manifestation videos to wonder if God is with him, I like these strong musics 😝 But now I'm moving towards a calmer and more grounded concept of self, so I'm not really in the vibe anymore, I prefer listening more soft stuff.

In my maya i only see mature women, everywhere.

I've been openly flirted with by several very pretty and nice girls, and I've refused them all, even though I'm still a virgin. I don't see the point of sleeping around; it seems like a delusion driven by twisted people who own the media, film production companies, etc.

I've also heard "an intelligent woman is boring" many times. Also if a girl can't have the best sex possible with you because of your "quality" then it's crap and it's better

Yea it's a fantasy, a kind of pornographic film for women, except that there's only one book and maybe a few similar books for millions of pornographic videos, which concentrates the sales. I've known plenty of very pretty, kind, etc girls who are desperate and even think about guys who aren't great. The guy wants to see what suits him, and directly arrange his life to be able to project his childhood fears, it's always the same story.

He is turbo delusional.

Eheh. Indeed i especially talk about french speaking websites, maybe it's different for english one. I just saw ygg is still here.

It's been a long time since I've found a streaming site, by the way; it seems they've all been deleted. I remember a decade ago, it was easy to find full-length movies on YouTube.

Did you do several blood test before and after ?

Don't self-lacerate for women ahah.

Turbo cool

And this is how Natalia once again begins a "new beginning" for her weight loss 🫡 Ahah yes i noticed that for a while now. Maybe i should try the next time i go to restaurant, i'm just afraid it's a bit "bland". Obese face Cool, you shall show to me if you go for it. It's been a long time since I've been to a hotel but I remember yea, It's always pleasant even if quality isn't great. Idk if you eat it sometimes but i love pain au chocolat too, roughly equal. Pain suisse too eheh, i recomand if you fall into it; it looks like pain au chocolat but with a kind of pastry cream inside, you should like it.

@Sugarcoat Croissants also taste good with savory things in it. Typically ham, cheese or butter; it's done.

Eheh, no it looks good. Not very skinty-compatible that said.

Yes, I would say through the mirror effect. By recognizing that what I see on the outside is actually a projection of what's inside; this shatters the character. The goal of being a victim, beneath the apparent pain of such a character, is to be a hero; the hero and the victim are the same person. If I recognize that I'm a victimizer or whatever negative thing I usually project onto others, then the victim position is no longer possible. But it hurts because we've learned to be good people, which means tacitly embodying something that people respect and avoid bothering because of its legend (victim/hero). We're afraid of being selfish. Indeed, everyone engages in negative mental discourse. If only by definition, the positive is acceptable and accepted without resistance; it therefore does not need to be regularly symbolized or symbolized throughout (except perhaps in narcissistic personality disorder?). The maintenance of identity, of the ego, is essentially based on the symbolization of the negative polarity of (limiting) beliefs about ourselves.

What are the alternatives ?

As i said in another topic, your stiff stance isn't just a true identification with the phallus, but also a defense mechanism because of anal sadistic tendencies. And since you attract what you are in denial, you attract non-phallic people, wallowing in regression, who therefore watch black pill content. Not just black pill content, full of behavior you would consider infantile.

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Sparkling water

Yea but precisely they are women eheh. In fact, I've never met a woman who liked men who were too well-groomed. The times I was most frequently complimented were when I was unshaven, badly groomed, and looked like a construction worker.

Neurotics will project hatred onto women or the opposite sex in general, and what they unconsciously believe to be the reason why they couldn't sleep with their mother. "Alpha male" generally means "dad" unconsciously. Of course, there's some truth in blackpill: it's complicated to find love when you're ugly, but there are also plenty of unattractive people who find love, everywhere and all the time. Unattractive people generally form relationships, and at worst, even if you're cynical, there's plastic surgery. But overall, blackpill is essentially a compulsive projection of the "Oedipal trauma." The weakness of the phallic dynamic, due to the fear of castration by the father (and his surrogates), generates tendencies toward homosexual effects and mannerisms. The absolute desire to be dry (physically) is typically a neurotic tendency. Leo (I like him, I talk about him because he's the admin) isn't interested in looks, but he still has strong anal tendencies. He's torn between his desire to take the father's position and his anality. So sometimes he's a redpill leader in a white shirt obsessed with being "mature" (because of his archaic superego, inspired by the overwhelming father figure), and sometimes he becomes blackpilled, responding only with jokes and that sort of thing (anality); there's a split. The older he gets, the more anal he'll become because of the loss of energy, and the more he'll say blackpill things; you will see.

For me psychedelics turn music either boring/unpleasant and/or changes the "affective" meaning of music.