Schizophonia

Some associative studies

Yes exactly

i was kidding Well i would say not at all, even if it's very unconscious because It involves deep-rooted layers of ego.

lol Look at mean @Sugarcoat who doesn't want other actualized women to know how great I am 😾 She didn't end up on bupropion; she ended up having to take, or manifest, a situation where she takes antipsychotics, which is in line with her persona. Her depressing PP, her antipsychotics, her health problems, her writing style, etc, all of this is a projection of her persona; it's perfect. I'm being teasing, but I'm not saying that to attack her at all, just because I know her well. I'm going to change what I said; it's not about the difficulty in recognizing that I am the cup of coffee in denial; it's also about the denial that I don't want, don't desire, to be (in the sense of embodying, of feeling, precisely not of projecting/objectifying) the cup of coffee. I don't want to be in a frequency where I am directly energetic without a cup of coffee, because, for example, I'm playing at "I'm the worker who has to get off my ass and work hard to support my family." If I'm playing at being whipped, I'm projecting the whip (the coffee). I don't know if this is clear, I could clarify all that.

Indeed somehow lol; you've internalized in your self-concept that you're not coffee, and so you project "coffee." The effect, of course, but also the taste and apparence in general of coffee, milk, etc. Because if "milk," "coffee," and "caffeine" were integrated, there would be no reason to go out and drink one.

There typically my joke wasn't funny, it was a bit simping. To draw a parallel with my topic; I could marry my anima but that would mean stopping forcing things with you or anyone else and therefore taking the risk of being abandoned.

Too bad it was funny and boosted a bit my ego lol Nevermind Of course, everything is projection/reproduction.

He was mystical and got close to non dual philosophy.

@Sugarcoat I saw the comment. You don't want other actualized women be interested eh 😾 Yes. What I think about women is a projection of my relationship to the internal phenomena that I associate to them (emotional...) If I don't allow myself to be emotional and my life is boring, I'll think that women are distant, if I'm angry, that women are annoying or even hysterical, if it's generally negative, that women like bad boys, etc.

Better than that, love is about recognize (so project) of a lack in the other and wanting to fill it. So you will love someone for things that are going to be redflags for people that dont have the same karma.

Ok

@AION @Natasha Tori Maru @theleelajoker There's no point in telling me about a contradiction between "theory and practice". I'm writing this thread for the pleasure of intellectualizing things; that's the point in itself. I don't have a problem in practice.

I didn't say or suggested that; anima is just my feminin side. It's not even the sharing of the same phenomenon between two polarities, as if I were 70% masculine and 30% male. In the Lacanian epistemiology that I love, the anima would be the imaginary order, the emotional, the movement, and my masculinity the symbolic, with which I identify because I am a heterosexual man. The more I embrace, feel, my anima, the more I am in fact masculine because I am projected into the symbolic. A bit like a camera, there is where the camera can film and where the camera is; the more I film the feminine, take it as an object, the more I am in the place of the masculine.

Typical nolife sentence

@UnbornTao Do you know William Blake?

Philosophy, remotely. Blond swiss cheese feeded women. 😏 I can't work at the border like this.

I live with my parents. I've had temporary assignments here and there but it's rubbish, I'm going to take advantage of the seasonal workers leaving their positions to see if I can find one.

Yea but opioids are bad for hormones and digestions.

He probably invent lol @Leo Gura

I almost never saw anybody progress with psychedelics. I can have good ideas under psychedelics, but it requires a lot of thought and planning before and after the trip. So for most people, just doing whatever they want during the trip will be useless, just a roller coaster. Then, it's cool to ride a roller coaster. I'm not against having fun/experiencing things, but it's still a roller coaster. People who say psychedelics change lives, are more effective than therapy, lol, are essentially neurotic and need excuses to take psychedelics, like those who used to say they play to "software" instead of video games when it was still a bit taboo, lol.

No pb it takes more than that to hurt me eheh Thanks You have a bit of a mean/violent way of sorting lol 😹I don't think in terms of trash or low-level. In any case we attract people who are like us yes. Yea but it's linked to my vision of masculinity, but nevermind I don't operate with this limiting belief, it's something that hangs around somewhere in my belief system that could limit me, but it's not central at all, I found it interesting to talk about it.

I dont have this believe. Yes

There is no evidence at all of any signs of lost of nerves cells with psychedelic use. And even you can't feel the loss of a few nerve cells; you must have been asphyxiated for a long time, tried to commit suicide with cyanide or something, or better yet had a motorcycle accident where your skull hits a buddy and smashes into your brain lol. Leo confuses brain inflammation and/or low metabolism with lesions; he has chronic fatigue from what i remember.

It's true i'm pretty hot

He doesn't have brain damages at all he just have brain fog or something.