Schizophonia

No, it’s supposed to be very pure before being cut with random products.

Medication doesn’t turns me into a planet struck down by cosmic rays.

Are they significantly psychoactive ? Also more is not better, it will just be a different pharmacology. Nevermind

Because i've meet plenty of short guys and they were just normal.

Indeed my son, i had to put a "has" after "everyone", but i thought that sounded bad. English is bad for humor in general 😉 You feel attacked because you don't take responsibility for your desires , i'm just a very direct mirror😉

Because it makes 0 sense 🤣

Lol.

everyone their own fantasies I guess 🤔

Yes, i mean for me the main goal of meditation is dissociating myself a bit from the ego. Everything that increases stress response (adrenaline) will revive and intensify habitual patterns. Very mental people, with a tendency to OCD, to rumination, are rich in adrenaline (or histamine...) Yes, because it presses the accelerator pedal of your ego, so it takes you out of learned helplessness. But precisely not only does it not move your ego but intensifies its usual patterns, because the latter are motivated by the perception of an energy surplus. In a normal setting, if your life (and therefore your ego) is not going well you end up triggering the energy crash of your system and you take a "dark night of the soul" until the ego agrees to evolve on new modes of operation, new survival strategies (personas). Now, under MDMA, with you literally press all the protection pedals of your ego at the same time, and you think that in fact everything is love, that everything will be fine and company. Well no, it is a one-off delusional state and how many people really evolve thanks to trips? lol. Now I increasingly think that the only way to evolve is through confrontation. That's true 👍 Which ones ?

Good food and good sleep.

You don't need much.

Did they make a mistake, or did they deliberately "misgender" him to attack her?

1)No, stimulants disrupts energies and increases ego ; It will make your meditation boring. 2)Why not just take a stimulant, including cocaine? It seems like you want to experience something because you want to, but since you are afraid of it or at least full of guilt, you sweeten your desire by changing cocaine to "coca leaf chewed by the natives" and then adding "people do it for fun, while I do it to meditate cross-legged, it's serious". But why do you meditate cross-legged if it's not for your pleasure? Lol; It's like saying "I don't take oxycodone, I take KRATOM" and then "I don't play video games, it's software". Same tacit blanket.

+ @Sugarcoat and his burger king receipt disagree 🤔

Lol, how stopping eating would increases your chi ? Its like saying my BMW will go further and faster if i don't put oil in it. IF is very different from long fatsing. I was brought up in a relatively manly way so it doesn't interest me, I prefer to be that rugby player who goes to war before eating 2000kcal in one go with his friends. Yes because it fucks up your testosterone.

I will explain that.

You lake self esteem, so you think you have to become an engineer to prove you have a brain and a work ethic, it's a form of paranoia.

Lol. You can have fun with testosterone if you want, this will make you more masculine, yes, but ultimately it is above all mental conditioning.

Look at that, LSD makes art really look good.

It looks like a nice town.

It's literally reversed LSD.

Ahah It doesn't matter

Not at all, i'm doing all this just to bewitch this big Swedish rabbit, to convince her to let me one day put my head in her chest and breath "BRRRROOOOUUUuuuuuuuu " Jokes asides, i just drop some Freud and Jung here and there, especially Freud here.

I wrote it quickly and it's confusing, that's why i want to do a very clear topic I'm both lazy and perfectionist so It will take several days.

You need to play this when you have an oedipal failure, because getting attached would betray your feminine or even homosexual tendencies.