Schizophonia

There is a difference between wanting to keep your country's integrity and being a lunatic dictator who puts people in ovens.

Sweden must remain Swedish. But Sweden is still largely white from what I saw even in Stockholm

Already 22 posts. I should transmaxx for more posts on my topic too.

I imagine the YouTube shorts with phonk and his “you don’t know me son” when his decapitated head appears with a judgmental look

We can say there is but it’s an illusion, a sleight of hand like everything else.

I’m agree but plenty of time the opposite happens. Like people who suffered a lot and become very neurotic and full of ego in every sense. It seems to be a cope like I can make suffering profitable, by becoming awakened or getting another kind of esoteric knowledge (“Me at least at the opposite of NPCs I suffer so I know that blablabla so somehow I’m superior to NPCs” 🫨).

The sugarcoat’s loop

I will take my time to do a topic i think eheh

"Be vegan, eat my baguette not corpses"

I'm very receptive to women, what they radiate, and even what they can show me/help me discover. For me, there's nothing better than a girl who comes up to me with an ice cream or a sandwich she likes, saying, "Try it, it's so good, it's just [...] 🤗😋"; so I wouldn't place gender differentiation on this word. An emotionally dominant woman can also turn me on terribly; like a girl with a bitchy or tough mommy energy, very emotional, even aggressive, who sexually enjoys cowgirl or milking your cock hard while looking at you with a serious expression while she squeezes your head to trigger orgasm; an angry girl phenotype can be a pain in the ass, but it's still feminine. What would be truly unfeminine would be a girl who looks like a calf (overweight, with a masculine physical distribution) who tries to tell me how to live my life, yell at me, or simply talk down to me, or something like that. The woman dominates me as an emotional structure to which I dedicate myself; I dominate her as a symbolic structure. She dominates me through her inner dramas. I dominate her as the one who will "fill the hole".

Walnut oil taste good eheh, i sometime put some in my pastas. Rarely because it's expansive.

Because you forced yourself, because you've seen articles or videos saying nuts are awesome for some reason. You instinctively know what's good for you; you'll know what's completely incompatible and therefore disgusting, you'll know what's compatible and good but overly processed and therefore not interesting in large quantities, and you'll know what's totally good. If you do this, you'll naturally return to the foods you loved as a child. Not only is it satisfying, but even though many of these foods are processed, you'll still have better gut health, more energy, etc. For example: Breakfast: Two large slices of bread with butter or pork fat, with a little garlic rubbed on the bread. With that, a coffee with sugar and a little rum, or a glass of fresh orange juice. Lunch: Plate of buttered pasta with Parmesan cheese and 125g of ground beef or a few fresh sardines if you have less mony, a green salad with a little olive oil and balsamic vinegar, a small glass of red wine if you want. Snack: Fruit if it's summer, otherwise a piece of bread with dark chocolate. Dinner: A truly traditional dish like cassoulet. With all this, there's no intestinal problems or malnutrition, it's not that expensive, and it's very good. Whereas if you listen to nutrition gurus, you'll be doomed to dissatisfaction, stress, and various problems (because you don't follow your intuition). Like dating actually lol.

The other is a mirror, so If you really want someone loving you'll tend to come across girls who want children. Because everything is possible but it's less probable than someone loving say you in the same time "oh i hate children it's boring and and a lost of time and money".

At beginning i was going to link femininity to emotional fragility but there are actually plenty of men we would characterize as particularly manly who are also sensitives, so it's not that. Same about "stoicism", so even if i talked about that it's not about stoicism at all, it's again something else. It's not even being decision-maker, there are plenty of very feminine girls who have a strong self who get together with quiet men who don't have much and who remain masculine, it can be organized like that. What I think I see most commonly among men is the tendency to "disidentify from the ego." Imagine that the ego is a hole and that women identify with this hole, while men prefer to distance themselves from it and therefore find themselves systematically identifying with the "border" of the hole; what Lacan would call the symbolic order. Woman = Imaginary Order = Hole Man = Symbolic Order = Border/surface that allows the hole to exist. So women will achieve intensity by generating this "hole," and so it's as if their life were more like fiction or a film. It's too boring for a man, so to regain some intensity, a man will generally identify with a spectator and a player who uses his ego; the ego is, as it were, "objectified." For example, I have no desire at all to play the bullshit dramas that women tend to play. However, I can enjoy being the one who comes to comfort her, tease her, or whatever. The ego, the karma, is the same, except that I play it through her. So, as I said before, a man will generally seem less emotional, more cold, stoic, etc., because it's no longer "I'm suffering" but "it's suffering." "It" may contain "I," the avatar I play, but it's always treated like an object. I don't know if I'm being clear. When I think of a very feminine girl who attracts me, I imagine someone submissive, especially sexually, who smells good, wears pretty clothes, likes to cook for me and taste things, loves cats, demands lots of cuddles, is sensitive, and is a good mother. Of course, that's a shopping list, lol, but the main point is that she's not brutal or stiff, like the symbolic one. Like a fat farmer's wife, lol.

My sleep has been poor this month, because I was too stressed or whatever, and that kick-started the process even though I no longer have sleepless nights, but these days have been better, even much better, by applying Neville Goddard's advice. No worries about sleep hygiene or medication; here, we're working on a more holistic scale and eliminating insomnia by removing the very idea of ever having been insomniac, and it works! It even works very quickly. Of course, there's no need to resort to Neville's mystical paradigm; a skeptic who prefers to stick to a down-to-earth, meta-logical paradigm could talk about neuro-linguistic programming or whatever. Of course, it's much harder to say than to do; the ego has taken to complaining about being insomniac (in this case). The ego is the supreme capitalist who wants to continue using a damaged and dangerous but still profitable nuclear power plant and, if possible, reuse the nuclear waste, not for environmental reasons, lol, but for business; the ego doesn't want to have to throw all that away. Of course, the ego is also the one who wants change, but mine has a particularly strong conservative bias. At the same time I'm going nofap again; I don't see the point of simply ejaculating without at least one loving partner, it's a significant waste of energy for a stupid little orgasm lasting a few seconds, even smoking is more profitable. This morning I almost broke down after just one day, lol, looking at pornographic images, but in the end I stuck it out. I must be lonely or something, I'm missing things and I'm avoiding the pain by numbing myself with orgasms.

I see girls as giant lollipops or cakes; something that feels good because it smells good, because it's soft, sweet (or spicy, that can be good too), because it makes me feel important by giving her hugs or things like that, attention in general. It's not much different than a big car or a video game; they're generally fountains of attention/energy; so it's no surprise that men are more stoic because it's not about me but about "it." Then they are human beings, so it's important to be friends with your girlfriend, but no one gets hard because their girlfriend has leadership.

None of these things are particularly feminine

God google says it exists but you must have a stroke, an accident, suffer a cardiac arrest or something like that. My mom told me i'm the more handsome of the boys and you're just jealous.

Do you think Leo would really want see us ahah

AI will have to be requisitioned from large companies to prevent even bigger monopolies.

"Yea i am a fascist" laugh* Guy has something to prove.

Caution: Non-autistic advice: Go see a psychologist and/or psychiatrist.

lol

Yes it's hard to not move. No plenty of people are immobilized for way more than few days for exemple because of an accident and they don't die. Moving is good for lymphatic system and maintaining muscle mass but not for living. It's basically impossible to not have enough bloodflow to your brain except if you hang yourself or your suffer from very low blood pressure for some reason.

Infertility No more condom needed top cool