Schizophonia

If you grew up with a mother who was very demanding of the phallus, sometimes hysterical/narcissistic, this can make the phallic position intimidating because of the expectation. If you ask yourself why you are shy, why you rarely appear in public, why you deleted your pp eheh etc, you will see that if you are honest the ultimate fear is that your mother sees this as an opportunity to use you as a phallus ("ohh my child has this account updated with this photo 🤗, that's funny !") This is repressed in the unconscious because of the pain/ castration axiety ofc, and the repression is maintained by an "overlay" self-imaginary, maintained by rumination based on the "inverse" belief of not being capable, particularly in the female gender, of course, but in life in general. Anxiety, paralysis, inferiority complex, etc, unconsciously serve to avoid the phallic phase and the opposite situation of the weight of the maternal figure's desire for the phallus. Phallic failure induces chronic boredom and a resort to anal and oral sadistic regression; to make a shortcut to sadomasochistic tendencies (not only purely sexual), an inclination to see the world in a performative way, too personal, feminine ways, over-preoccupation with scrupulous subjects (personal development, religion, nutrition...), addictive tendencies especially oral (cigarettes, cigars, vaping, biting one's nails, always eating...) And obviously, this is reflected in the material, maya. There are sons of single women who have no problem with women or self-flagellation in general, but this is because their mother is less intimidating, or at least they have managed to move past it and allow themselves to go into the phallic stage.

No 5 MeO Mipt has a tolerance of one to two weeks

Having no character doesn't make you right, it's a neurotic illusion.

@Davino Did you ever go to their shop

@Sugarcoat 19:50 You see, they're not all skinty I will be able to make you some confit de canard avec pommes de terre sarladaises so.

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You don't need to read anything to improve your life. I don't defend Tik Tok, Tik Tok is bad. So much the better for you I'm not criticizing reading in itself, just say there is few good books in the in the fields I have mentioned.

Most people don't really like reading because it's not natural for humans to read; books don't exist in nature. I don't use TikTok, but I'm not even sure that reading books is better than using it (btw contrary to what one might think, Gen Zers have a larger brain volume than Gen Xers https://www.sciencealert.com/younger-generations-have-larger-brains-is-that-healthier), because at least TikTok is fairly ego-neutral, whereas a book pushes you to side with the author's ego; their positions, their language elements, and their persona in general; it's anti-holistic; when it's not just common sense for 15 euros; at least if we talk about personal development, spirituality, religions, politic; yopics like that.

Most books are pointless rubbish.

All trips are different so it's basically impossible to associate a substance with a specific trip. Aside from 5 MeO DMT, which has a truly unique pharmacology, and lysergamides, which are a bit longer and more stimulating.

No only 5 MeO DMT create a short tolerance because its tolerance is also short; 5 MeO Mipt creates a tolerance similar to all psychedelics with a similar half-life.

University, sports clubs etc, work, or even internet (forum, discord...) I've already created a Tinder account and I've had matches, but 1) The girls were of lower quality than what I can get through other channels, and 2) The interactions were annoying; it's a laborious way to socialize. Maybe it would have been better with great photos, but I don't have any. I'd rather stay a virgin than get bored with girls who aren't right for me; i don't fight for short ribs.

Plus is not better, and dissociative suck a bit, not very different from being drunk.

It's very easily available and offers powerful psychedelic experiences, close to psilocybin. It doesn't go as far as LSD or 5 MeO DMT, but at the same time, it's safer and easier to think on it; for me it's the "perfect" psychedelic. I need to try a small dose soon.

Take 4 HO MET. 40mg on empty stomach

I can't think of a worse way to meet people of the opposite sex than Tinder.

Look at the pain he's going through making himself eat to finally suffer from premature aging and had to have his gallbladder removed; like many vegans he's also developing this weird estrogen-manic behavior.

Human biology and microbiota evolved around hunting and more recently starches. If you indulge your true nature, you'll crave bread, animal fat/butter, and possibly bread, rice, etc. Most dishes are a combination of well-cooked meat and starches; if there are vegetables or fruits, they are well-cooked and/or bred/hybridized to be more palatable and digestible for humans. Veganism is horrible if you need a lot of calories. You'd have to be very disconnected from your body to eat 2,500 kcal a day as a vegan, unless you're loaded and can live off "lentil shells with cashew cheese." You have to see what some slightly orthorexic bodybuilders eat; it's a delirium.

Men don't sacrifice themselves in the sense of going against their own best interests, that would be neurotic. Men sacrifice themselves out of love for the object, out of "libidinal excess." Shutting into an American boat is a particular kind of madness yes but it's in the same vein that men tend to take more drugs, engage in extreme sports, etc.

@Princesse Arabie My favourite city : @Manteau de sucre 😏 harasser's gaze

So basically everything went weel even when they went to a poor neighborhood full of africans. They feel attacked by street vendors who do literally nothing, they are victims and since they are Americans they should be more afraid at home, since there are almost 4 times more murders in the United States than in France. But if you're afraid of Paris, there are always plenty of other places. I think I mentioned it somewhere in my journal. Self-promotion 😏

@Alexop Maybe it's because you dealt with people who grew up in big cities. It's the same everywhere; Like if france in Paris there will be a lot of "leftist metrosexual man-childs" if you want lol, and the more rural you go, the more virile men you will have.

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Everyone does what they want, but if you want to rebel against the human ego, you shouldn't be surprised that you attract people or people who do the same thing themselves, i.e. men who don't maintain themselves/poorly, who stink, etc. I want a girl who is at least flirtatious and smells good.