Schizophonia

So Natasha's ex is presbyopic 🤔

Have you had any experiences of non-duality awareness through smoking? Just now I was with a friend and I smoked a good amount of cigarettes and a little beer. He was telling me how he would like to have a new girlfriend or things like that, and at the time I didn't want to join him. I could see how it could be "fun", but it didn't matter anymore because I could see how "fun" was just as much an ego play as anything "unpleasant" was. Maybe it's just a coincidence, but at the same time, smoking puts you in a less egotistical frequency than average, so it makes sense.

Because I find it ridiculous and so I tacitely suggest you get closer to my superego which I value better.

What makes humans happy is having a barbecue with several people. Material goods probably won't make you happy because they don't exist in nature. You can have fun with a car and enjoy a nice apartment, but to take a materialistic view, you don't have dopamine neurons associated with the recognition of a big car or an apartment, so it's far from being systematical. Happiness comes when you do what the human structure is made for, which is to live in community, live close to nature, kill animals and eat their flesh, make music and do creative things. Basically there is no need to do personal development/learn anything to be happy, understand women or whatever; it is about surrendering to our true nature.

Breasts are a private joke. E2 does indeed increase emotions; It's basically the ego hormone. When i tried clomid, it had some estrogenic effects and i was angry and emotive, with agressive libido (in the sense of more charged with agression) and low appetite.

@Sugarcoat I saw your response There wasn't anything weird from what i remember.

It looks very good

In reality even men want long-term relationships the vast majority of the time.

The video gives the idea that men can't express their emotions, but I believe the truth is that men pretend to have more emotions than they actually do because they believe they'll be let down if they're too stoic/self-centered. And they're surprised when they see that they get more results by being detached. We could look at this from a perspective of non-duality, the law of attraction, etc, but more simply, to revisit the story of evolution, men are supposed to carry the weight of a tribe's survival on their shoulders. There's a demanding/authoritarian collective (the tribe) that automatically propels men into the phallic position where they are most comfortable because they evolved in it. In a modern liberal society, it's the opposite; nothing goes right for you; you have to look for a job, look for a wife, etc which, quite logically, pushes men to become more feminine (the most feminine men, with the most gender issues, are all from countries without strong community and/or family structures, particularly Anglo-Saxon countries) and, by extension, to assume that this pattern also works for finding a girlfriend. Except that women are individuals and their brains are still in the paleolithic period, and a real man tends towards a state of detachment, stoicism, because he is crushed by the weight of the community and his own survival, his own impulses. The complete opposite of a liberal civilization where, in addition, men are disconnected from their impulses and true desires because of a puritanical cultural heritage.

No ban hammer scares Frenchy Wily. Batman theme

As a reminder @Natasha Tori Maru has bdsm fantasies. Great idea from Leo to give her the warning points hammer What could possibly go wrong

I am a potato

Estrogen treatment for bigger breast and biggers emotions.

Can you give an exemple if you don't mind 🤔👺 I insist on having specific examples, as much as possible, to target the limiting beliefs that generate wacky behavior. I don't know if that's it, but for example: OK, when I'm anorexic (I think that) it pushes people to be nice to me, whereas if I'm healthy they'll allow themselves to be harsher "because after all it's okay, she can handle it"; something like that. Something that also comes to mind is the belief that physical maturity is the abandonment of innocence. A slightly chubby girl who loves to cook and eat cakes 🤗🤗🤗 is also very "innocent" and cute, even if she's overweight and full of estrogen. Even a guy, even a virile guy! There are even plenty of kind and simple androgenous rugby players. The "softness" frequency isn't systematically linked to physical appearance. It is you who are experiencing a frequency of control that is the opposite of innocence. Maybe, indeed, if that's what happens when you're anorexic, people are a little more lenient with you, and they'd be more harsh with you if you're healthy because "she's healthy now anyway," even if it sounds a bit paranoid, but you'll gain a lot more in the exchange. Because suddenly, you can socialize more (because you no longer need to police yourself about your diet and your physique); you can easily develop a social circle who like you and then maybe get a boyfriend (more difficult, but honestly, it's the same everywhere, and you're not ugly at all, so with a little effort, it won't be too complicated, eheh). I see. Good 👺

I hope it doesn't trigger, but I would like to know if it says you something. Indeed you may appear less "cute" in the photo you looks healthy in the sense that given that you are healthy, you appeal less "energetical charity"; you makes use want to save you less, because there isn't something to "save anymore". The question then becomes how to attract attention, enjoy as a woman in general, without being in an emergency situation; and this strategy is adult female sexuality. And it's there, in genital sexuality (in the sense of Freud's stage of psychosexual development), where there is the most pleasure, the most love. That is to say, okay, when I see photos where you're skinny, I have a reflex to find you cute, to hug you, etc.; but that's poor, it's like giving 5 euros to a homeless person. Whereas if you were healthy and this time you act more (you can always play with slightly childish postures; women are generally more like that anyway) in a mature way, that is to say, for example, by keeping a journal of yourself where you wear pretty dresses, where you smile, etc. So here you'll be playing at a clearly higher energy level, but because this time people will want to hug you/caress you voraciously, make love to you, etc. Sorry if I sound grievous, but in the end, we always come back to archaic, universal sexual issues. I haven't read much about anorexia but I remember i read that it's essentially a fixation on childish strategies, which is in line with my idea. Not necessarily prohibiting yourself from playing at "being saved," but adding more "voracious" masks to your persona that will make you tend towards a naturally "bigger" and healthier character; if what I'm saying makes sense. A bit like with food when you leanr to eat more healthy: don't remove the pleasure foods you're attached to; just add salad on the side.

Ditto

Can you give examples if you don't mind

I respond tomorrow I'm not forcing myself, I'm just curious. A mixture of savior syndrome when it comes to women, and my clairvoyant Inspector Gadget game. I guess

Yea but I'm racist so I only eat white baguettes.

Can you explain what you mean by being in danger/vulnerable No pb eheh

Worked for what

Projecting

Tell me if I trigger things, if you want details...

I write this because I am probably mirroring you, in the more masculine polarity automatically.