Schizophonia

@Sugarcoat It is clear enough this time long legs princess? 👉👈 I should do a quote every time I popularize stuff like that, I should be rich

humm😬🤨… Ok, imagine you have a box. A box is an neutral object, (it’s the symbolic). Do you will have fantasies of any kind about this box? No because you don’t have an opinion (an affect) on it. It can’t be an hardcore thing nor a cool thing or whatever, because for now it’s just a box. 📦 🤷‍♂️ Now imagine this box contain chocolates 🍫 You discover that and now you associate this affect (yummy!) to this symbolic, this and others affects create an representation. The box (representation) = 6 faces, can be open (symbolic) + « hummm, yum yum 😋 » (affect). Because of this affect you will naturally tend to think about this but and wanting here and there having fun with all this chocolate 🤫 So, normally you take chocolates here and there from the box and elsewhere, so the affect is relatively benign or even reversed by the "lack of lack" ("yuck, I'm sick of chocolate🤢"), there is always an affect but instead of wanting to eat chocolate, you want to play football with it to make sure it is elsewhere. That why women (or even certain men) want being sexually dominated, they have hypertrophied ego because of their neuroendocrine balance and want reject on the outside the weight of controle. Men are lazy and less anxious anyway so contrôle is less stressful and on the contrary playing ego games (so submit) is less bearable, so it’s more the submition which is projected on the outside. Let’s return to our box 📦 🍫 If eating chocolate is forbidden for some reasons (eating disorder, culture) it will reinforce the negative affect (« chocolate is bad 👺 ») BUT Keeping this affect is stressful, not only because you’re depriving yourself of chocolate (or rather the positive affect btw (« yummy! »)) but because you’re brain is stuck with this positive injonction to deal with. How do you calm this stress ? This obsession toward the « bad chocolate » (👺) ». Ofc by broking the affect which supposedly cause the tyrannical appeals of this representation (the lake of lake of what i talked before). So even if you actually don’t like chocolate, the simple fact of eating chocolate and say « Humm chocolate is good » will trigger and relieve you 🫠. That’s why people with binge eating disorder do that even if they don’t appreciate, that’s why people with paraphilia doesn’t even appreciate so much there fantasies. The goal is to relieve a lake of lake of an affect who is essentially « overclocked » by a twisted management of libidinal tendencies.

You don’t know anything what’s going on in his consciousness.

All of this is symbolic, they are random phenomenon in the 3D field. What really counts is the representation, in other words the attribution of an affect to the symbolic. (Judgment by the brain, and by extension identification). So if something is « hardcore », it’s because you attribute to that phenomenon an affect, and death drive push to live this affect to become whole again. How ? By calling the attributed symbolic! Yes, exactly 👉

But what does « Hardcore » mean ? 🤔 Preoccupation, issu, challenge…

I actually have a memory of fantasize about rolling myself in paint from my early childrenhood lol. Probably during learning of concepts of cleanliness, obedience etc (anal sadic stage)

Yes, this. Yes you’re right, but escalating towards what ? It must have an hole to have an escalade. You probably don’t sexually fantasies about you roll in the paint even after having watch tons of porn, because there is no subject here.

« POV Slavic long legs teen » 🤫

Inner tensions can be projected into sexual fantasies. The more your « normal » dopaminergic neurons associated to sexuality are desensitised, the more you will appeal other neuronal pathways to trigger exitation, and it can actually reveal issues in your psyche. It’s like hunger, if you’re really hungry you can eat anything but it you have already full you will be way more picky and deficiencies can induce specific strange cravings. i don’t trust the « slippery slope theory » at all, it would be like saying that a greedy person will finish by eating rock pebbles or gasoline, well no…

Incel should have 0 second dedicated to spirituality, philosophy, politics, and things like that.

Watching other people have sex is cringy and disgusting. The only pornography i watch is systematically POV because of that.

Just don’t smoke too much, you don’t will die because of a joint here and there.

Fart a shot, it was just two old persons walking around, it says nothing about the reality of the world and male-female relationships.

Mirror effect

It’s cool for him

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No, i will continue to « profit » of his content freely, it’s his problem. I’ve said 5 because it’s intuitively what it seems to me being one of the best price possible to bring the maximum of customers and money. No No, producing content and selling him is not scamming. Don’t respecting a contract, a commercial exchange is scamming

No lol. Just what i would do if i were at his place.

Make me thing to that, especially the end :

Stress is the biggest cause of low libido, the simple fact of being worried and making a post about your SHBG levels shows you are anxious lol. And when i say « stress » i don’t talk about an big stress spike like before an exam at high school or something like that, most of stress is very unconscious. High stress state (and low libido !) looks like an autistic obsessional behaviour lost in mental loops. It’s an intensification of the egoistic process. Low stress state is a playful, peaceful and eventually high libido state where the sexual energy in general is projected into the most essentials compounds of reality. Just touch a pillow is pleasing

No + low libido is not so much related to testosterone levels.

I’m pretty angry and stressed these day yes, maybe it can make my writing more « twisted » even if I didn’t think so.

I think dont recognise your « yin » part cause a preference for ugly girl because you don’t want to project this denied need into a girl you have esteem. I’m single but if i stress all the day and play the « fascist » persona, i will develop a « fetish » and watch porn on ugly, fat or non white (especially asian) women. But if i’m openly « yin » during the day, like being chill and playful, and doing monkey stuff that reduce stress, i will be way more naturally to the fact of dominate a cute women. I fact, the less i give a fuck the more i am dominant in general. The more i « play the lord » energetically by helping people, talking about politics endocrinology etc, the more I will be passive agressive in my behaviour and having a nazi face.

Isn’t already egoistic to consider the black field as purer? Each time try playing with my consciousness to tend to dissolve, expand my ego I just want to open my eyes and contemplate, it's almost like a small dose of 5 meo dmt and my ego tries to go into other three-dimensional worlds. Closing your eyes already feels like an ego trip (“I have to close my eyes to cut myself off from my environment and blahblahblahblahblah”), and it’s going nowhere, it’s just a relatively less egoistical position than usual stuff.

Notice how liberals and philanthropist « gurus » (I my case Joe Dispenza and Franck Lopvet for exemple) are healthy and even have the hability the recover from big issues (respectively damaged bones narrow and stroke).