Schizophonia

We all have fairly gigantic coincidences on a regular basis. Are these just coincidences like others or complex attraction/energetic games? (I do not know if it's clear) More than that, is it just God who divided himself into a finite universe in such a way that such a perfect logical sequence faced so that his limited avatars (human consciousnesses or not) lead the most complex existences possible so that God can "have fun"? Which would give us as an ego, in fine, the regular sensation of being subject to a superior interventionist entity?

lol I imagine a pedantic guy logging onto a personal dev forum with an avatar of a buddha, going to a topic about political opponents scolding certain leftists, reading diagonally, and basically posting the most insulting and condescending message in the whole topic. "You guys are too selfish to see beyond your own bullshit" Ironic

does anyone has any proof of the veracity of his experience ?

No. The vast majority of my advances in life have been made through experience and/or a lot of honest introspection. The real breakthroughs that psychedelics allow have actually been, for me, very subtle.

It just feels like some psychotic delirium you had on a psychedelic.

The children are mean or even ruthless, they used your origin/your culture to be mean, that's all. It could have been any other singular characteristic, you just want to inflate your ego by talking about "white supremacy".

I did the first time with 5 meo dmt (40 mg in snort) and instantly regretted it, basically spent the 20 mins of the trip fidgeting around lost like I was going to die. I redid a smaller dose of 20 or 10mg (I don't know) and it had absolutely no interest, just ended up putting myself in a "fetal position" in my bed as if I were very sick, a kind of very weird and unpleasant bodyload/feeling. Am I a big fragile or just not ready for the 5 meo dmt? even huge doses of lsd weren't as bad.

you're french ?

Is it supposed to have a "use"?

What I don't understand is where consciousness goes when the body "better", when the brain becomes hs. Where is "God" the projector going?

I tried 750ug, and had a "blackout" somewhere around the board, only to "wake up" mid descent. This is common when I do heroic dares. I don't really know why.

I want your TR With you tried ketamine? how would you compare it to 3-meo-pcp?

Masochistic and misanthropic message.

Lauric acid is a strong 5ar inhibitor. I've seen some people getting less powerful erections and globally seems less androgenic because of abusing coconut or sub-products. Incidentally, some countries having high consumption of coconut also seems having higher percentage of transexual people with again, globally, less androgenic population, typically thailand and polynesians. Polynesians mans in tributs with very high consumption of coconut seems fat, beardless with a unchiseled face. Also, the poorly prepared coconut will quickly turn your ass into a volcano.

Intuitively I might avoid psychedelics with high affinity for dopamine and glutamate receptors. So typically lysergamides (LSD, al LAD, LSA...) They're very effective at high doses are very effective in inducing a strange state of psychosis/acute schizophrenia, for me.

@OBEler I will eventually drop 10mg of 5 meo mipt this weekend. I want it to be less strong but more manageable, try to handle the energy in "meditation" to enter into ecstasy. I had a feeling of ecstasy/bliss under lsd, I want to recreate it by going further. do you have any advice?

Idk, all of my psychedelic experiences have been enjoyable. But I have this strange head... I find myself most physically agreeable and confident the next day, when I'm much "drier" with low serotonergic activity, small pupils...

Free will is an illusion

You're right, I thought a significant portion was going to go down the throat. But even 10/20mg feels like pure psychic and physical poisoning. That's mostly what I wanted to say.

The visuals and sensations are very similar

I really like 4 HO MET, I take 40mg each time for a good trip. + Quite erotic, round, enveloping, with a feeling of bodily pleasure, especially in the legs. + Very visual, especially internal visuals. + Difficult to have a bad trip, unless the conditions are deplorable, psychedelic euphoric/funny. +Mental, allowed me to realize things about my life in a very deep way, so good for introspection. But don't wreck your psyche and make you drool on your bed like LSD for example. - Didn't take me very "far" even at high doses, unlike LSD, magic mushrooms... No seeing God, no unbelievable feeling, no ego death, no reverting to childhood memories, past life or that crazy stuff. But maybe it's just me.

They make me ugly, especially LSD. A kind of crestfallen face while being stuck in an exaggerated smile.

SERMS + more food

I watch hormone levels closely, one to two years ago I had normal testosterone levels and estrogen (or at least estradiol) levels a bit high, I was also skinny. I was much more afraid of women, other men and confrontation in general. But I had no problem doing high doses of psychedelics, at best hyped and at worst "neutral", I never did bad even with huge doses. I felt the "cool"/interesting sense of transcendence. The only exception was the 5 meo dmt, which was very tough. In the meantime, I have evolved a lot and without going into details I found myself with very high testosterone levels (around 1300ng/dl), also very high DHT and much lower estrogen, to the point of having problems like dry skin, more fragile joints, frequent urination etc. I'm much less afraid of direct confrontation than I used to be, I can talk to other people with no problem, I can be intimidating etc and I generally have less of a problem with self-expression. BUT -I have never been so uninterested, even scared at the idea of taking a psychedelic or any product that alternates consciousness. I want to have control. -I've never been so afraid of death, it didn't bother me so much before but now I'm very frustrated at the idea of my person disappearing. What do you think of it? I saw a video of mckenna where he said psychedelics are feminine because it's about letting go.

If the human is basically just a robot but still "aware", then could it be that divine consciousness is literally in everything on different scales? Do all of the electrical circuits in my macbook form some form of consciousness, just totally different?