Schizophonia

Yea but opioids are bad for hormones and digestions.

He probably invent lol @Leo Gura

I almost never saw anybody progress with psychedelics. I can have good ideas under psychedelics, but it requires a lot of thought and planning before and after the trip. So for most people, just doing whatever they want during the trip will be useless, just a roller coaster. Then, it's cool to ride a roller coaster. I'm not against having fun/experiencing things, but it's still a roller coaster. People who say psychedelics change lives, are more effective than therapy, lol, are essentially neurotic and need excuses to take psychedelics, like those who used to say they play to "software" instead of video games when it was still a bit taboo, lol.

No pb it takes more than that to hurt me eheh Thanks You have a bit of a mean/violent way of sorting lol 😹I don't think in terms of trash or low-level. In any case we attract people who are like us yes. Yea but it's linked to my vision of masculinity, but nevermind I don't operate with this limiting belief, it's something that hangs around somewhere in my belief system that could limit me, but it's not central at all, I found it interesting to talk about it.

I dont have this believe. Yes

There is no evidence at all of any signs of lost of nerves cells with psychedelic use. And even you can't feel the loss of a few nerve cells; you must have been asphyxiated for a long time, tried to commit suicide with cyanide or something, or better yet had a motorcycle accident where your skull hits a buddy and smashes into your brain lol. Leo confuses brain inflammation and/or low metabolism with lesions; he has chronic fatigue from what i remember.

It's true i'm pretty hot

He doesn't have brain damages at all he just have brain fog or something.

Because I isolated myself due to very severe insomnia for several years. Right now I'm studying remotely from a small town where I basically can't get a job. I also invested a lot of time, talking for nearly two years, with someone who lives far away and who turned out to be asexual. I allow you to think that I'm a simp or something lol what can I do about it. This fits in well with some limiting beliefs I think I have, for example, sometimes I don't understand why a girl would want me. A kind of reverse god syndrome, like, okay, I may not be ugly, but I'm still just a tiny human, why would a girl want to ride on cowgirl and then want to hug, be romantic with a pathetic little human ? It sounds like a movie, a scam. I'm significantly exaggerating here to make it clearer, but I can see how there's a delusion like that embedded somewhere in my belief system.

Thanks 1)The world is a projection. 2)What happens on the macro scale is the same phenomenon as what happens on the micro scale, in a fractal model. 3)To think that women like x is to admit that the part of myself I project onto women (emotional world) likes the part of myself I project onto men (the law, the symbolic, the structure, etc.) when it is x. 4)In my case, x tends to be toxic, meaning I could have a super cool daily life, but I tended to prefer a boring, if not neurotic, lifestyle, with anger, rumination, etc.; the effect of this phenomenon can be projected as "women like jerks," omitting, of course, all the evidence to the contrary. 5)But in reality, it's me who has a masculine side that's too toxic for my anima, that's what I tend to be. If I want girls who like "nice" men, not to be dismissed lol, I have to put myself in a situation, an order, a daily life that corresponds to this frequency. Again, I'm not even that nice lol, I'm sometimes told I'm dry or something, but my attention shifted to that, and that's what motivated the thread. There are plenty of possible fixations.

Yes, once again, I'm not talking about toxic masculinity in the common SJW sense like not mansplaining lol, more seriously I'm talking about neurosis, about establishing a world, a delusion that is already toxic inside me. For example, Nazism or Salafism are delusions, symbolic orders that are toxic to my anima, feminin world, emotionnal world call that as you want; they involve a lot of anger and rumination. I could find a girlfriend by following these orders, but she would be angry and generally unpleasant, like my emotional side. And in any case, I don't reject such a functioning that is already within me, and the immune system is the projection mechanism. So I see and obsess over phenomena I see between men and women that are in fact the projection of what is happening internally; the link between my masculinity (order, law, the delusion in which we invest ourselves) and the feminine (the emotional world). Not necessarily because I naturally tend toward frequencies of kindness, phlegm, sharing, etc., internally. And at the same time, at heart, I'm a bit of a neurotic, Nazi type who enjoys anger, struggle, partisanship, etc. Right now, I'm naturally in a state of "purgatorial" stagnation where not much is happening. There's too much turmoil and contradiction at the moment to settle down anywhere. Not just a girlfriend, but life in general. Women come naturally, like a mirror of my emotional world, which itself corresponds to the symbolic order I establish.

In fact I don't have any problems talking to girls, except that I don't meet enough of them; here I play with theories about what's going on in my maya.

Thanks

It has happened to me here and there to be suddenly aware for a few seconds or minutes and feel bad because I realized that life had no meaning and that being there was so strange; if that's what you're referring to. I see. Cringeness is cute

My bubble will evolve eheh Can you give exemples if you don't mind

When i talk about toxic masculinity i don't refer to the sjw stuffs lol. I refer to the idea of a symbolic order who induces a negative imaginary and emotional world in myself that we can call my feminine part, anima as Jung would say. Exactly because it becomes the heart of your attention, which propulse you in the masculine position. I'm kind when I'm masculine. Btw the most masculine and strong men tend to be the kindest. On the other hand, I can tend to approach girls, or simply see girls in my maya, who don't like kindness. And then I realize that it's a reflection of my own desire not to be "kind," to enter that frequency. And so automatically, the mirrors aren't the ones I wanted. I talked about niceness lol but I'm not that nice, it was just an example I should rather say "the vibe I tend towards if my shadow is put aside" I perfectly understand but you don't propose to change the "Shakti". And so my masculinity, since "Shakti" is nothing but energy, the movement that inscribes itself on the throne of symbolism (masculinity). If I don't change my symbolism and just look for the right "Shakti" that's coming towards me, I'll end up with shit. I see

You don't have to make excuses if you don't understand it's essentially because you don't relate to my paradigm/language. Thanks, it's true i'm not only hot but also very smart (Joke did for the 100th time) I describe my current maya, karma, call that as you want yea. Ditto Ofc the goal is in fine to burn this karma and make all of these observations obsolete, so pointless and so non visible. Is this an insecurity for you Idk i didn't think about the question, my topic did not directly target this problem. 👍

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For some reason today i go through a state of self honesty, close to what i can feel on 4 ho met. When i read the topic here i feel like everybody is insane and unconsciously subject to authoritarian forces, archetypes lol. Like I'm coming from the topic about "should I have friends" and I just laughed to myself about the fact that op asked me that, and you answered something like it's normal to use people "to develop yourself". Everything sounds goofy and nonsensical; i crave beer, cigars and laughing alone.

Why do I have the feeling that behind this kind of topic there are quite simple realities but complicated by all the participants so that their ego can continue to identify with it.

It sometimes feels like returning where I were when I was a baby or even a foetus when my human brain was still in construction.

It’s strange I let a mea culpa response but it it has been deleted is it you I also saw a notification of you yesterday but their is nothing so

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