Schizophonia

Yeah, never had a problem with her.

For real, I'm not "attracted to women", I don't have a chromosome detector. I am more likely to develop romantic/sexual feelings towards certain types of men with a particularly youthful or even feminine energy (and physique), than towards certain women. I don't think I can get an erection in front of a human barrel that picks up its twinkies every day at the wallmart in an electric wheelchair. lmao

Why not simply tell yourself that you can't do anything about it and finally live your life instead of looping over things that you don't understand anyway and which are beyond you?

He's probably trolling

Cocaine and MDMA have a reputation for making people "gay". I do not know why. What kind of girl?

Cyproheptadine is readily available and a good dose should do the trick.

Emptiness, mourning, is also love.

Sorry, but you're just trying to push back the grief. All you'll eventually get with some practices is a lucid dream where you see the person, but it's just a dream, and you're not fixing the basic hurt.

1) She probably talks to a lot of people. 2) She's too lazy to answer you and prefers to do something else. 3) You have no chance but you try to prove yourself wrong. At least one of these three possibilities.

Anyway even if my message was aimed at you, it doesn't matter. I too am unpleasant, in my own way. I take all this as a joke more than anything else, and it was not even directly related to the subject Which itself has nothing to do with the starting topic of the topic by the way

It is a bit more complicated than that really ? what substances if you don't mind ? I have several acquaintances, including a friend who has largely fallen into drugs (opiates, alcohol, etc.), I know it's complicated.

lol If I would have been in your place, I would have rather said "Sometimes I want to explode some people with a rolling pin, but as I am a moderator I have to control myself and avoid insulting the grandma of 'a guy in a private message'. ... Glad I'm not a moderator.

I recognize personal loops (because we can only observe ourselves, ultimately) in others and I try to piece the puzzle together to serve my own agenda. I could explain if you want.

@Someone here what relationship do you have with your mother especially when you were little? Have you been put in situations of extreme stress in your relationship with your parents in such a way that you had, sometimes on several occasions, the feeling of being totally helpless.

You're bored

Can you give a concrete example and explain its link to God-realization

I have no problem with you in any way, the message was not targeting you.

seems narcissistic

lmao You know you've interacted too much with the politically correct schizophrenic people of Actualized.org when you start putting warning paragraphs at the end of the post to avoid being blocked/ghosted because you didn't put a smiley or compliment on all the lines.

Are coincidences/gross coincidences a piece of the treasure?

I can't conceptualize a comment on becoming addicted to cigarettes. It's like the least pleasant drug in the world.

Because it's literally a form of "moral masochism", instead of advancing your genital agenda you delight in imagining your failure. That's what this kind of content is for, it's a form of BDSM porn camouflaged in a nebula of sociological ideas. I didn't really go down the rabbit hole and psychoanalysis is a huge mess, but every time I got into it it pointed to some form of parental guilt or something. In any case, I would go dig here.

Am I supposed to make my mojito with GHB?

Paradoxes are false, they are sophisms.