Schizophonia

No he/she is not. Throw a piece of baguette on @Princess Arabia face*

Indeed eheh. Done

I had to film myself some months ago to do a video in English to improve my oral, and maybe to posting here. I was lethargic and looked weird anyway because of sleep issues so it took a while and in the meantime my computer battery has grilled and destroyed my motherboard, so now I find myself without computers or my crushes (shitty lol, ok). Computer butted aside, i need a camera and I have no idea what to get. I have let's say up to 500 euros of budget, I think that's enough. If there's a john video engineer who wants to boost his ego a little by enlightening me.

Ohhhhh. So that's you who has retrieved OP's 5 MeO. Mhhhhhhh, i understand now.

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Tyson was disciplined because he was very motivated to, at a neurotic level, fight and giving the impression to be a tough guy. Why aren't you disciplined to drink celery juice every day ? Because for NOW you don't SEE the POINT ! Discipline = Unconscious motivations = Ego = Survival.

Ahah. That's what i actually did but the result wasn't so good.

You has taken too much edibles again 😂

I've responded.

I've never noticed anything. Maybe it's somehow true but we have to put in perspective with what concretely kills peoples. Nobody "dies because of eating cashew", just writing that is a bit funny lol, i'm sure yourself doesn't trust that. But, there is plenty of people who die because of cigarette, alcohols, drugs in general, sedentary lifestyle and deficiencies ; That's what i want to concentrate myself on, i don't want to worry because of eating cashew, because it certainly don't will have any significant, virtual consequences and in particular bad ones. "fly fucking' as we say here 😂 https://dictzone.com/french-english-dictionary/enculer les mouches

The main difference between genders is that men have a lower perceived stress response that women in a same context. So men can accept bigger problems, bigger truths, rather than resorting to denial (to avoid confrontation, active passive)in different forms of psychical defense mechanisms (because accepting to contemplate the truth would induce too much stress on the system). That's why mens' ego generally finish by limiting itself and therefore structuring itself around more complicated subjects (in "macro" in a fractal logic, from a holistic point of view, if what I say makes sense lol) that are hard for the ego to swallow in relation to women, such as spirituality, philosophy, or to a lesser extent science or even politics ; And omen will therefore prefer "smaller" problems, in relations to men. But, for some reasons (oeudipian complex, lake of experience in general and/or lakes of testosterone spikes), men eventually can prefer acting feminine in some context. So basically op has relationships problems, but rather that contemplate the truth ("I am unhappy of love, i need help, solutions"), he goes into denial. It's very simple to understand : What is accepted, understood, by the energetic structure lose its tangibility and isn't a subject anymore, what you see and are concerned by are the "projection" (to take a comprehensible dual pov) of your ego's structure. So, automatically, each declaration that you do is fundamentally a recreational formation to avoid the truth. Your whole ego btw is a deny of the truth, and the "self" deception process is certainly infinite. I've never say or even think "i have to blink" because it's very obvious, but if you say "i am heterosexual" while you're actually not, something like that, well you will see this subject put in the table everywhere, you will ofc compulsively talk about it. I know that if i'm currently compulsively respond to op, it's because the mirror is somehow strong ; It must be still a part of me which want to go to denial on some subjects, here by rationalize by insisting on the so called secondary benefits of a problem. BUT,it's still deny, because if his being was really agree to think that he wouldn't talk about it because the boarders of his ego would have evolved towards others subjects that separate himself from a more absolute truth.

Oh ok, a bit like ramana maharshi it seems. I see. They are all with mooji eheh.

Yes, stress is precisely the motivation of "taking" control ; It's the same thing. Otherwise, you would simply give up.

Lol, wtf are you talking about. Whta does will happen if he eat 4 bananas. So what ? It was just an example of side dish. He can replace it with lamb salad if he likes. Again, so whaaaat ?? He needs way more that 20g of sugar, or calories under other forms. Yes, it's dried beef with salt, spices and a bit of sugar. Where does it come from ? Again, you don't listen op and just poo your ideas on nutrition, the most important objective for op in his context is gaining weight and especially lean mass. Cashew are both nutritious and rich in calories. Yes, for extra calories and helping digestion. No it don't except maybe if your dental hygiene is terrible and are depleted in proteins and some minerals. I've always eaten plenty of sugar but never had a single one cavity. Brown pasta + some butter. Parmigiano reggiano.

Ok ty, i didn't know him.

Who is it ? Ken Wilber ? 🤔

Motivation = stress. Everything that decrease stress response (ejaculation, downer drugs, comfort...) decrease motivation. What decrease stress response is what put you in an acceptable position, on a monist pov push "you" to accept a new version of yourself.

"Discipline" are just unconscious motivations.

I like the style of Sadghuru, but he isn't non dual "enouth" for me. He is still full of his in hinduism stories.

1)From Buddhist pov, wanting "be an amazing philosopher" is still ego, a samsara's distraction, and is undesirable by nature. 2)It looks life from your pov being in relationship is essentially an effort lol ; The goal is precisely to growth and having fun with a partner. Honestly it looks like you're still too feminine and prefer denying the truth of your present reality, and so by extension cope with coarse retroactive formations that you don't even trust yourself ; Maybe i'm wrong but from what i remember of your post you are basically incel. What needs to be clarified is what is subject to doubt, because that is really accepted simply disappears.

Not if you're very lean and/or never did sport.

What energetic difference between Andrew tate who smoke a cigar and a girl who wear a garter holder ?

I cheat meal at every meal lol

Effective for what ?

You didn't learn your monism lesson comrade It's YOUR world, and automatically still a bit of mine insofar as i still come across a mirror like you.