Schizophonia

100/150 mg of esketamine (supposedly) felt like the best relaxation close to the fireplace you can imagine ; With some hallucinations like the objects that crawl endlessly, the impression of being in a cartoon, deformations of the room, etc. It also somehow break the ego. I've also felt a kind of samadhi on 150mg of LSD, but it was very different, more like an ecstatic state.

Why don't you look for something serious ?

You are christian ?

Yes, but does it worth a travel just for that ? It also seems to me that his main goal was to see if the grass was greener elsewhere, so the more logic would be visiting a big city and being welcomed by someone (of this forum ? for exemple) to both having fun and being guided. Imo.

Girlllllllls !.. (said with a retard voice)

I don't really like weed and tryptamine state of consciousness I largely prefer ketamine, for exemple ; It's way closer of what i could expect from a strong meditative state, even a samadhi.

I think meditation can has plenty of goal. To me, an it seems for most of people, the mains goals is to periodically breaking the ego's echo chambers ; Btw it has been a key of the resolution of my insomnias.

I've never did night game of my life. I suppose it can be more easy because women are here to have fun and you can count on their drunkenness. When I meet girls it's usually on the train, at their workplace etc and they are always very happy. But the best, especially if you are not very handsome, is to flirt with colleagues, whether it's at school, at an activity, or at your workplace.

Because of comfort.

No i've said it can be horrible, you can be turquoise and have a terrible life. It's not linked. Yes but why ?

You visit nature when you have lot of time and/or that you travel with your family anyway. Otherwise it will just be a lose of money.

Why so many croatians in this forum ? Muslims have traumatized you ? lol

This cash cow

If you become aware that spirituality is just a strategy for your avatar to gain/keep power (a persona) you understand there is no need for that in the absolute, because there is nowhere to go. Turquoise reincarnation can be horrible, actually.

Your story is complicated, what is this video for? It should be something natural, i guess neediness and unwanted behaviors in general come from low testosterone or unresolved Oedipus complex. But the first one is solved with an endocrinologist and the second one with experience...

You do what you want bro It just that i prefer drink a great very fresh coca cola, smoke some dunhill, and go back to shooting people with rocket launchers on GTA 5 with my friends.

No idea lol There are the dosages here : https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Phenibut

Effectively for what ?

"Your body is the accumulation of food you eat" Ok, so i'm basically a giant mix of chicken, olive oil, ice cream and bananas. mhhh

Why would it has any importance ?

Coffee is way less disturbing than psychedelics

I love mushrooms indeed, but rather pan-fried ahah. I don't really like psychedelics anymore, I prefer "soft" stuff, which reduces my stress. If I want to make an intellectual effort i prefer cigarettes or coffee.

I have the opposite issue, not a lot of appetite.

Your challenge.