Schizophonia

agree

I see. Are you close to your mother? you have a sister?

Are you anxious/obsessive?

taré

You can't claim to know the current "game" if you're not in it, that's elementary logic. All I see is you raging and rambling on a tik tok eco+ video made by 3 randoms that nobody cares about. If that's enough to convince you, it's natural selection. blablabla Yes, they are women. It's like raging on pets because they can get plenty of attention and companionship. After if some men are mops it's not my problem, lol. Yes, women can be abused in sexual relationships. But above all, it is not because they can theoretically have sex easily that they want it and especially that they can really have a serious relationship in return, not at all. Men do the same thing, it's an error of approach (according to you) that you try to graft on women. There are also many women who rarely go there. All you do is seek to enrich your delusion. Lol. Has nothing to do with what was mentioned but not surprising since your only business is to use the topic of op to ruminate. Topic which, as a reminder, has as its main object a shitty tik tok video. Curious accusation for a guy who now hides behind an avatar

Happiness is to be in a homeostatic state, but you have to know yourself. My ultimate goal is to live like a tramp in a caravan or in the forest.

Yes, but women tolerate loneliness much less. And even if they can get fucked that doesn't mean they're going to enjoy it and not prefer having a "normal" boyfriend. Lol, actually you just talk like someone with brain inflammation. "gnegnegne look at them and I am alone because you see gnegnegne"

It's bad misogynistic pornography, even in times of absolute hate I couldn't fap ruminate on it so badly it sucks and makes no sense.

Lmao I don't think we can speak of a "trauma". I have literally spent my entire life at best constantly brooding in solitude, at worst literally swimming in HUGE levels of stress. Fortunately everything has gradually improved and I currently feel relatively well apart from this problem of insomnia. Maybe a little too lonely and bored, but that will change. I think I have mild ADHD or something, I think I have mild ADHD or something, people with ADHD have weird reactions to "stimulants".

Sometimes yes.

The author of the book is very ideologically biased.

This is only true for mild sleep problems.

White men who intentionally want to date non-white women are mentally ill. Many are isolated, desperate, sometimes just plain crazy people, who believe that they cannot be loved by the white women they really esteem, as they have less esteem for non-whites this gives them, paradoxically, a feeling of enough influence to afford a more or less normal relationship, especially since the cultures of Asian and African shitholes condition these women to be diminished.

Lmao. I would like to be more friend with God, but right now he's mostly like sometimes: "look look, lol"

Maybe Sometimes it's quite disturbing.

Ditto

I don't want staying with a girl who cheats on me hurt my reputation. Sorry I wrote the wrong word, I'm not an English speaker. It's not because you cheated on your spouse, or the opposite, that the rest of the relationship will mechanically unfold differently. I can cheat on my girlfriend and still interact with her in exactly the same way as if nothing had happened, she won't suspect a thing. I didn't say that accepting to live in a lie was the ideal situation. Incidentally, even if I like the truth there are contexts where the lie, the omerta, is at least punctually preferable. People want a faithful partner because it makes them feel absolutely necessary. If the person you love lets himself be fucked by another, kiss him, hug him, squeal while letting himself be penetrated by any guy, then you become replaceable and you find yourself faced with this narcissistic rage of being insignificant. I say it is an illusion because you are indeed insignificant and replaceable, you see.

What does this change? If your girlfriend is cheating on you but you don't know it, your relationship will be the same. It's just that people are weak and like the illusion of having a person assigned entirely to them, it meets atavistic needs. But this is only an illusion.

Yes, it is 5-meo-DMT. Apparently N, N-DMT is milder for most people. I will try it in a few weeks.

Where I am, not only buying on the internet is possible but I can find the tree planted everywhere.

Can you give examples?

No matter the dose, including small/normal (5 to 20mg), it is purely unpleasant. I feel no stimulation, just puts me in a weird state like I'm very sick, nauseous and likely to have a panic attack. I just want to go to my bed and curl up until it passes. I went up to about 30/35mg as an op and it was pure terror.

I don't care, my girlfriend could cheat on me, it wouldn't matter to me. I would leave her so that people don't see me as "the one who agrees to be deceived" but that's it. It's all a mind game.

Why ? The synthesis is the most complicated, everyone makes extractions with mimosa.