Schizophonia

"french" dJaNgO lE dOzO

lol

why ?

No way

Can bipolar disorder be on very short cycles? Like a few hours to a few days?

You can ask me anything. After all, I'm still the smartest person in the universe, that seems pretty clear to me.

I want to live like Diogenes the cynic

It's wrong. 1) Beauty is a judgment purely and simply relative to experience. Let's be clear enough, beauty is about nothing, absolutely nothing other than your ability to seduce another human (this also goes for "inner beauty") and no one would have this consideration if they were stuck living alone on a desert island. So yes there are ugly people that nobody wants, disgusting inside and out, and these people may never be liked by anyone (unless you really try hard). The first people I saw denying this OBVIOUSNESS on this forum weren't ugly, they were just protecting their egos trying to convince themselves that they weren't ultimately saved by their appearance at least correct, sometimes their wealth etc. 2) As the final cause of this enterprise is to protect the ego from an energetic charge that it would not bear, if only by proxy (it is almost always by proxy in fact, not for nothing that 90 % of vegans come from developed countries lol), this position is in fact an injunction and nothing else. I don't want to be beautiful, it's horrible to want to be beautiful because you deny a whole part of yourself (and of God). Everything else is basically an attempt to somehow self-convince yourself of a fraudulent paradigm that again is supposed to protect your ego and nothing else. Being aggressive and destructive is normal, in fact I even believe that if someone tries to humiliate you, you are allowing it and even asking for it. I see how some people around me are mean to others but nice or avoidant to me. It's part of life.

@Majed Are you Lebanese? Oui bien sur Omelette au fromage, baguette, tout ça tout ça

Maybe. Anyway OP didn't explain the semantics he applied to "succeed" so all we can do here is to stupidly contradict ourselves on a notion that we don't even use in the same way. There is no success at an absolute level, but there is success at a relative and subjective level, such as being happy, enjoying sex, being financially secure, etc. But I still reacted by answering the question of success on an absolute level because that's what people mean by "succeeding in life" in general.

I just think it's more rewarding to reserve your sexual power for a real woman.

A natural and healthy diet, no doubt about it.

Men should just quit pornography.

yes -Consent has nothing to do with criticism of pornography. It is understood that the problem comes from what can cause a person to accept this. It involves energies that anyone who is not totally hypocritical would recognize as disturbing and self-destructive. -There is no love in pornography, it can only emerge by reviving more attavic, primitive and undesirable patterns. So yes we have to talk about women in particular, everyone knows that men who sign up to become pornographic actors are much more in control or even downright psychopathic unless they are "submissive men" to be put in the same category of women. Women play the self-destructive position by getting penetrated, adopting a perverse and unworthy attitude, etc. "Misogynist" is a liberal excuse. The denial of the balance of power between agents of the social contract as a fallacious means of denying individual experience, including it as a simple sociological subject, is liberal delirium. This post and that of other people on this same thread is like: "oh yes, it's true, she had to go so far as to do pornography but she was CONSENT, and then (sophism 2 approaching), it's normal that there are difficult jobs. Look brainer is a tough job! or cashier! Btw (3rd fallacy) you have something against cashiers! you are a misogynist!" blablabla. From one: There's a difference between drinking a cup of Senseo coffee and being filmed licking a man's sex with the look of a bitch until internal ejaculation. And then it wasn't "self-rape." You basically do whatever you want with your life including self-destruction. The review is not here.

I could get married and have children even at 20/25, no problem.

What is a "quality" person? Where does it come from?

Nobody can "succeed" given that there is nowhere to go.

Beginning the question Why it would be the « cleanest » diet ? -B12, essentials fatty acids (EPA, DHA and LA/AA), Zinc, Copper, Calcium, Vitamine A, iodine etc etc And of course proteins : Even an adult and very sedentary person needs at least fifty grams of quality protein to balance the nitrogen balance. A young and active person will need double that. No most fruitarians look like crap. The only """muscle"""" guys I've seen (John Rose and Doug Graham) look retarded and you have no proof they aren't on roid. Otherwise the others (like Morse) look like human blobs or stick insects. You do what you want. In fact I am directly in mirror with you, I too tend to move forward like a stupid ram, lol. Not at all.

What interest ? You explained that you had discipline issues the other day and that you would like to improve your professional and personal situation rather than just working at Starbucks. Why spend your energy/motivation on such an unnatural and restrictive diet? Without even a real apparent reason? It's a weirdo's delirium to calm their food anxiety by eating "yin" foods, it will literally do you nothing and it will even be dangerous. In fact if you want I can save you 10 years of personal development in nutrition and all that: You can be healthy and live old by eating burgers, fries, coke, alcohol and even smoking tobacco tobacco here and there, as long as the lifestyle (sleep, stress, etc.) is good and the diet is globally balanced. Otherwise, see you in 10 years

To say that a person is mentally ill and is produced by a failing economic and societal system is not a reproach to said person. Moreover your comparison is misleading, there is a difference between working late here and there to give people cocktails and earning a living by being filmed licking a man's sex in front of a camera. No. People should get help from their family or the state so they don't have to go down that rabbit hole. I would be ready to become homeless and work 50 hours a week if it would allow my daughter (or my mother, my sister, whatever...) not to have to do that. Yes ok, It doesn't contradict what OP says.

Yes, it's a disgusting job, no mentally sane woman would allow herself to be fucked in front of a camera, it's rape.

Muscle wasting, low flow of thought,and even eventually dementia brain fog, low androgenity (beard that grows less quickly, less libido...) premature aging, loss/thinning of hair, nails etc etc etc. And no, fruit is not nutrient dense.

I can't make an uncertain psychoanalytical diatribe, all I can tell you is that you deprive yourself of desiring what you love and vice versa. Perhaps the trauma unconsciously causes you to believe that you have the world on your shoulders and feel unworthy to desire, and generally to indulge in a lustful and potentially "self-destructive" endeavor. I spoke of the mother because I suppose that comes, or of you even I do not know. It may sound pretty harsh, but maybe you would gain a lot by trying to understand that your mom is responsible for being submissive to your father and that in general the victims are responsible for their chronic abuse (including you). Also accept that your opposition to your father as a "phalic figure" is an illusion and that your enterprise is also fundamentally libidinal in nature. In other words, it's not you who are a kind of asexual ideal being against your libidinal nature father, you are also a libidinal nature which includes a form of kindness that does not like your father's behavior. There is no hypocrisy or inconsistency in wanting to fuck a girl by pulling her hair and being nice on the side, life is a total walking paradox and any belief to the contrary is delusional. I don't know if what I wrote is coherent, true or false, complete or incomplete, or even if it's going to be of any use. Just my two cents to break up my free time. lol

I've been severely insomniac for a year, nothing works except benzodiazepines but I refuse to take that yet. As of today, I haven't slept in three days, and yet I'm still in a sort of aggressive wired state. I've noticed that anything that increases dopamine (or noradrenaline, how do you know) puts me in a particularly strong state of torpor instead of stimulating me. -Sexual excitement tires me, when the excitement rises I almost give up the idea of fap because I'm always suddenly hit by a feeling of tiredness where I particularly want to sleep. Once the orgasm is reached I am actually stimulated. -When I smoke a cigarette or vape nicotine (cigarette is stronger because of the MAOIs), it "torpedoes" me to the point where I just want to lie down thinking about nothing, and even sleep. -Dissociatives are actually stimulating for most people, obviously it makes me very sleepy. -LSD makes me tired too, it's still physically stimulating, in a way, but I literally can't do anything except lay down and curl up in bed. What could explain this? For now my main theory is that dopamine actually calms the HPA axis by suppressing the "fry or fight" state of the vagus nerve, giving abundance info. I suffer from loneliness, I noticed that my insomnia was much worse when I no longer saw anyone, regardless of the apparent stress.