Schizophonia

I was pissed off and down benzodiazepines, the aggression I get is the aggression I send and I deal with that. Even if it is subtle in communication By autism people mean low energy OR, depending on the context, anxious hypomania. So basically not saying anything or being social, but the type to be only interested and obsessed with their own interests as if it were of crucial importance to the point of not caring about non-verbal communication (boredom ) of his interlocutor. Autistic people have too much serotonin (which partly opposes dopamine) which is implicated in anxiety (SSRIs like Miztazapine actually decrease anxiety by antagonizing certain 5HT receptors, notably 5HT3C memory), and are often rich in histamine (anxious phenotype, OCD, rather beardless, often more mucus than average, sometimes bone abnormalities like small wrists, excessive ossification in certain places…), histamine is also "in balance" with catecholamines. I don't know if increasing noradrenaline too much (as with bupropion) is too effective because it can increase anxiety and ADHD. From experience: -Psychedelics tend to create/worsen autism while on the trip, depends on the psychedelic and the affinity for this or that 5HT receptor. -Cyproheptadine decreases autism overall but makes it even lower in energy/excitement. -Tobacco is very depressant both thanks to the high dopamine/noradrenaline, adrenaline ratio and acetylcholinergic agonism, a lot of tobacco all at once totally suppresses autism but tends to make you nauseous and basically turn you into an energetic caricature of a "dry" businessman in a round neck sweater lol. -Coffee works very well in high doses, but makes you too combative and/or stressed. -Benzo is kind of like cyproheptadine, not ideal. -Ketamine is the best of them all, turns me into the most social guy in the world, makes me maybe a little too ruthless to even realize it lmao. Case to follow.

The more "feminine" a woman is, the more likely she is to be attracted to me and vice versa. I do not know why.

Not true Not true either The porn actors end up because the pervy viewers want to see him cum on the girl's head, or something.

Am I the only one who doesn't like blowjobs?

All my LSD trips were very different. Starting with the hallucinations.

All three at the same time

Holism, something like that.

Nothing. Really

I wanted to say it, I did not find an appropriate category Really The eyes are too long (vertical) and should be rather round. The smile is too big and rises too high. He doesn't look benevolent, he looks more sly. the kind of smile you give to someone after you have punctured the tires of their car, or having made love with their partner, something like that. Am I the only one seeing it? @Leo Gura

a giant family constellation ? (it does not have to be the family in particular, in the absolute) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Family_Constellations

5 meo is not nice to me : (

I know, I'm naturally like on cocaine *grab a benzo

Ketamine is even better, because the NMDA antagonism gives the dopamine rush, energy, a much more chill dimension. Cocaine like a big dose of coffee is a powerful glutamate releaser, so you can get violent or just be too combative. Coffee turns me into a soldier; ready to contradict everyone on any subject. The best thing is obviously to find a longer-term solution (through food, supplements, etc.)

Talking to people is by definition sociable behavior. I didn't say taking cocaine, I said dopaminergic signaling reverses Asperger's syndromes. Incidentally, I don't see where the problem is with taking stimulants here and there. People here are busting their brains and endocrines with magic mushrooms and nobody bothers them because it's "spirituaalllllle"

Your truth =/= the truth for most people. I have aspie friends whose cocaine makes their ass fuck sociable, and that's the result of cocaine in general, neurodivergent or not. Your brain can react in a strange way to a substance, depending on a variability of receptor concentration (AMPA, NMDA, Dopamine, Nor/adrenaline, Acetylcholine, histamine...) in x regions of the brain that can be agonized or antagonized by cocaine .

Asperger syndrome doesn't exist, it's an energy failure in certain parts of the brain, probably due to brain inflammation, snort some cocaine or bath salts and watch your "neurodivergence" disappear in literally minutes. It's not a question of being too logical or I don't know what.

"I want to become the most famous gigolo in the world!!!"

Not quite true. The more energy you release, the more manic tendencies you will have, you will want to put everything away... The best way to get chaotic is actually to take a benzo

Autism has nothing to do with schizophrenia. Schizophrenia has nothing to do with a simple view of life or not. Besides, that doesn't mean anything.

Your reading remains useless if you do not put this at the same time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsROO8jt0CA

To create an image of "the depressive who always says how bad God is" is a form of prostitution.

I like my face, overall.

This is a good opportunity for a "dopamine detox". Especially alone, when I'm with friends I want to do bullshit.

Lol What timing ! @Enlightement

There are no really crippling issues here, your only problem is you want to be right. It paralyzes you because you put yourself in action to face how much you have """wasted time""" and done nothing with your life, that you have no companion, no activity ... It's basically the same as not going to the doctor "in case he finds something", if you see the logic. The good news is that basically only the future and even more present time matters.