Schizophonia

You may be a little hypogonadal. Try cabergoline or meteroline to decrease prolactin, and push the positive feedback loop: more testosterone <-> bigger dopamine/serotonin ratio. Can synergize with high niacin supplementation and other supplements to decrease methylation and increase dopamine + acetylcholine dominance and decrease serotonergic (which increases prolactin), noradrenalinergic, and adrenalinergic signaling. If that's not enough to increase libido, go for trt. like 100mg testosterone cypionate + 250ui of HCG, HMG if you have the money. Two intramuscular injections per week.

Some people think they can't be scam.

What is the point ?. I walk a lot and my feet are strong despite i have random low cost shoes.

Can a mere human brain really understand God?

I feel like there is often a balance in suffering. Like incarnating yourself in a simple life but ending up on bestgore, or in a Westerner bathed in comfort but ruminating your whole life. Something like that.

I believe that you did not know "bestgore", no ?

Women want to show off their whole body, men just want to show that they are lean/have a good body composition by possibly wearing skinny jeans, sweaters that widen the shoulders etc. Make-up is also a way of pretending that you are more estrogenic than in reality. So there are more men's clothes that look good on women than the opposite.

Evil does not exist. Gilles de Rais is not "bad" as we can hear, he's just a human with an excessively anti-social and sadistic mental programming. Humans aren't normally sociable and kind because that's good, it's just a survival strategy. You would have been a lion to take pleasure in tearing the belly of your prey to nibble on its organs while it was still alive and dying.

Why be so concerned about awakening and spirituality in general if there are so many pitfalls and side effects? what is the benefit? You don't even have concrete proof that you are right and that you are just not crazy on a forum lol. It would be too easy if "the crazy people are just the others, I have deciphered reality and the traps under x substance". But to come back to my real question: Why not just live your life like a normal human, and see what happens when you die?

Yes, but no fap can make you do unreasonable things.

I wouldn't be so sure

Ty, I will see ?. I tried with oatmeal porridge and lots of sugar No, it’s rather a kind of OCD, and probably cortisol (circadian) issue. Too awake/euphoric on afternoon, too sleepy on the morning

Why would anyone take such a hepatotoxic substance orally. Rather than ordering a straw on the internet and snorting.

easy answer

I already tried and it didn't work

Ty, I'm going to try these videos before bed. Right now I'm listening to Mozart, doing pretty well I think

Larger doses seem to work better. 4 HO MET was the best for introspection, LSD the worst.

For example if I want to come back to a childhood memory or even in utero (as it has already happened to me), the fact of wishing it very strongly will it allow me? Some people tell me yes, others that it is useless and that the psychedelics will decide where they will take me.

You suggested that the benefits of chemotherapy are due to the young. I contradicted

Psychedelics are the most dangerous drugs to handle. Lawmakers don't think like autistic people, just because lsd is technically non-lethal doesn't mean taking LSD is any safer than smoking a few cigarettes

How does God choose which new life he will embody? is there a logical sequence? like incarnation in ever more complex forms? If God works like that then there is a moment when he "incarnates" me and the other "you", which one would he have played first and why? Why couldn't God just stay in god mode? I have a lot of questions

There's something in a 3 dimensional universe that thinks it's human and posts on actualized.org as "Schizophonia". What will happen to him when what he thinks is his "heart" stops?

Already done. I just want to return to a more basic state of consciousness for now. edit : To be more specific I want to return to a state of consciousness that allows me to observe my own character, my own tricks, mental patterns, jux of mind etc.

Depends on the domain. Military leaders are very androgenic Political leaders are often more mannered and feminine. Spiritual leaders even more so. In all coaches they have high energy and/or intelligence.

Why not change your diet rather than taking and promoting a drug that will drastically impair your recovery abilities.