Schizophonia

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  1. Maybe he says the truth.
  2. non duality
  3. Yes, i talked about the manic libido that can push you to have the agenda of having several girlfriends in the same time. In other words, an ass is an ass, it's not like it's so different. 3 years of intense experimentations with different medications eheh. Nevermind, i half trolled here.
  4. Ahah what a nerd. Stage corail is about conscious non duality, synchronicity and manifestation ?
  5. Even higher self got brain fog and has manifested 504 error 😂
  6. Eheh, ofc i was teasing. In my race to simplify everything now it's like i have brain fog every time I see a tile like that, except when I'm turning in aspie mode because the subject particularly interests me. So that was a little private joke but with only me in delirium.
  7. What was the subject of the dispute ?
  8. Yes. By drinking less or at least with a straw. No. Except if the desired effect of your supplement is to sedate you ofc. It will potentiate them. LSD is already stimulating so it will be an increased risk of tachycardia, hypomania, panic attack and SEs due to vasoconstriction.
  9. No, it's because a video is fixed and therefore only conveys a limited amount of affect. With a “real” woman, it’s different every time. If like most guys who fantasize about asian women it's because they seem promiscuous/easily submissive, well you don't hold them in esteem and you'll always want to go see another girl, because there isn't much intimacy in your relationships. Estrogen makes you polygamous, wanting to flirt with women of all ages and ethnicities everywhere, because you become too anxious to let yourself go with someone you really care about.
  10. Ok it will be "She" Based on your pp.
  11. Choose a genre, that way I can at least easily qualify you.
  12. Ahah. I'm not at this level of madness, i eventually can have "visions" during present moment practice, some meditations...
  13. If you have 0 "discipline" you will finish anyway to become homeless and eat trashs lol.
  14. Yes. If you're like me and are too lazy to maintain a strict diet and very intense sport activity, you finish by having less stress,less hurt yourself physically, and actually shift your energy to more interesting things.
  15. Too much "discipline" also means wasting time turning away from a more absolute, more holistic truth. Also, when you are in good health and energetic, you become naturally more hardworking, more strict on hygiene and storage, etc.
  16. Which can be dangerous. If Adolf Hitler was French there would have been two death lol, because people would have been too lazy to make gas chambers and would have simply said “what is this crazy lol”.
  17. You while writing that :
  18. When you're "motivated" : "I will do some jogging, this way i will be able to lose weight !". When you're "disciplined" : "I will do some jogging, this way it means i'm not a shit who will never find someone" The mechanism is the same, only the affect is different. The discipline/motivation dichotomy gives the impression that by discipline you do something "without drive", which is dumb : There is still something, an energy which push you to pursue the effort.
  19. @RendHeaven The only time i've had fantasies about having an harem is when i tried very highs dosages of testosterone without AI at the point i looked like a muscular pig, and later (some months after having stopped my experience) when i've tried clomid and that the zucclomiphene (the more estrogenic isomere) started to hit from approximately one week. I also had fantasies on fat women lol. Now my testosterone is normally high (900ng/dl) but my estradiol a bit low, and i am much more attracted to a tender monogamous relationship. I can do dirty things to my girlfriend lol but i much prefer to be more stoic and stable, the prospect of polygamy is just annoying. It become even truer when i am on nicotine or psilocybin for some reasons, and even more when i've tried 25mg of exemestane one day.
  20. From an absolute pov, everything is a "placebo/nacebo".