Schizophonia

Cyproheptadine (5ht antagonist) turns you into the most phlegmatic guy on the world. 🤔

If you want to understand why women during follicular phase, some homosexual guys, and leftists after trump election are so boring and disdainful, take something that increase serotonin. SSRIs, 5HT2A agonists, oestrogenic compounds (e2, testosterone without anti aromatase, zuclomiphene…)

I pm eheh.

@Nilsi Btw if you look for a S tier french girl to complete your orange stage arc lol 😂

My sister is an 8/9 out of 10 who does pool dancing on Tik tok.

Ahahah. Why the phenibut ? Just for sleep ? I like coffee but i don’t want anything who would reduce sleep quality.

I see.

“Sugarcoat’s chest Sugarcoat’s chest Sugarcoat’s chest Sugarcoat’s chest” 👉😑👈 … 🫡 … “Humm still not… ☹️”

I already have synchronicities here and there, but it’s still random stuffs. I already clearly manifested people but it wasn’t really a clear command, it was after disinterested (view from the ego) visualizations ; I don’t master the process of creation but i can perceive it.

Eheh, there is no two nat. Both.

Usually you just go for "lol" or "cool" but now you combine the two. You progress my little robot, so smart.

You should already try it before buying it. And still, often something looks cool when you buy it buy it become meh after several days.

It feels like i'm teleporting to the next day, it also suppress my libido and mental flux.

I don't will give details but i tend to ruminate on some subjects, but in a same time i can see how it's fundamentally a fantasy to feed my persona and i actually systematically also have the prove of the opposite. It can be about myself, relationships, politic, evolution of the world, even spirituality whatever. That's why for exemple my consumption of music has significantly decrease, because the vibe it push me towards seems too ridiculous or at least useless. According to Joe Dispenza, Franck Lopvet, Bashar and company, i should be able to become absolutely who I want to be to the point of manifesting synchronicities at a certain point. Can't wait for my half million euros.

Cool ; Can't wait for forming the 4th reich, conquer the whole forest and process to the annihilation of all the other ant races.

Because spirituality attracts leftist people. I hung out on a forum mainly dedicated to nutrition and biochemistry and everyone was pro-Trump.

I see very well, but i meant the substance of the layer you dissolved, which believe was concerned. I am learning that there is no objective reality and the process of creation; I can take a position and even ruminate on a number of subjects, compulsively, but I always slide towards a dissolution of this illusion and so somewhere it quickly sounds like something ridiculous. If what i say makes sense.

You wear what you want. I love derbies, i have a pair of chukka boots for summer.

You mean you shifted to a more non dual vision ? 🤔 Otherwise could you describe a bit ?

pinch* 🤏 You mean your awaken you talk about sometime or something else ?

That's precisely why i'm not conservative. I love meat and I have no problem killing an animal to eat it, i've already done it. But I can't come after that and act like a tender idealist explaining that a fetus is a living being that must be particularly protected lol. It would in fine be inconsistent, i chose my paradigm.

You just wanted bullying me eh. Mhh Are there differences with a normal long meditation at once ? In the result.

gnegnegne 🤔 I would say simply dissolving the ego, the persona developed to guarantee my survival in the context of my experience to accessing a more holistic paradigm, persona. For exemple, my biased life experience conditioned me to develop a a right wing archetype. ; I can maintain and even sink this archetype, become a right-wing politician and focus on right-wing issues, wear gray sweaters with a crew neck, smoke cigars, praise Catholicism, etc ; Same thing for a left wing persona. In this case I will curb my conscience, if I don't curb my conscience i will quickly tend to see the flaws of this paradigm and tend towards something more nuanced, holistic. But if I do that i will have an ego crisis, because of the unconscious fear of dying/being nothing. Because again, this archetype and my persona in general is a construction that allowed me to survive within the framework of my life, my traumas and the history of my ancestors (collective unconscious). Many things you thought when you were just now seem stupid, because of the evolution of consciousness.

It was an excuse.

You are Trump