Schizophonia

For me it's more like "speculoos spread" and some red fruits for "more flavor".

It's wrong, it's not true, my parents' generation is much more mentally ill than mine. The aggressiveness dissipates over the generations until a particularly stressful generalized phenomenon relaunches it and relaunches by extension the cycle of generational transfer. (war and lack of water or food, general loneliness...) Neurosis (what you probably mean here by "mental illness") is an illusory way of organizing the libido in a sense of pleasure in times of stress and libidinal dissatisfaction in general.

It looks disgusting. Why not add something sweet?

Neither

No

@Jowblob Are you the only person who died after taking a psychedelic? @Inliytened1 Freedom is an abstract concept which ultimately, rests on nothing tangible.

You do not understand. Neither did those who answered you. Most of the time these guys don't believe what they're saying, it's kind of like obese, neurotic women who engage in nasty, pretentious behavior. It's just a pathetic ego boost for some mentally ill people. But don't be fooled, you are at least a little in this business. I'm sure you're able to say to yourself "well these are stupid randoms on a random social network" but you choose to use the overvation we were talking about as a way to ruminate. It's always the same problem: Will you have the courage to recognize your misery and work on your agenda, or will you give in again and again for the benefit of being a victim. TIic tac tic tac

So I highly assume it's basically some 5HT2 receptor antagonists.

wtf How it is possible ? Have you tried ?

But hunger is an emotion It still doesn't tell me how my nickname got into the DSM

Because human is largely skewed to allow access to important peaks of enjoyment, of "small death of the ego" only in the event of reproduction. But fundamentally the libido is independent of the sexual act and omnipresent at some basal level. Eating, smoking, crying, laughing, playing sports, being jealous of someone, being melancholy, being sad, doing housework, reading etc etc, all of this is in one way or another the expression of libidinal tension and emotions are totally the translation. I believe that if you were really unable to experience emotions you would not be on Actualized but rather died of suicide/anorexia, or in a psychiatric hospital. Your profile picture shows someone sad and melancholic, which is not an expression of apathy at all.

@KatiesKarma Your profile picture does not show an absence of emotion. Even if it's morbid, it shows that you have a libido, and therefore emotions.

mhh... What do I must understand ? + She's a woman, her profile picture is a woman, there's a woman's name in her nickname and there's the gender "woman" on her profile.

ItS RaCisM eVeRyWhErE

I don't know if I understood correctly but if it wasn't clear I didn't take you for an idiot. I just allowed myself to be more emotionally explicit and wacky because it's a subject that I find light, it's not like it's something "tense" like politics. I don't currently have the ability/inclination to clarify myself again and again but I hope you see where I want to go.

I can find people on every side who think like that.

Because it's fun and helps me convey more complete non-verbal communication. It's not as if your questioning was very serious or of fundamental importance, it's above all a question of etymology so I allow myself.

Yes, but suddenly everything would be more or less art, depending on the point of view.

Unfortunately people are also in their own neurosis and being surrounded by people like that revives performance anxiety and therefore libidinal repression. That's why I stopped going to certain forums or simply rubbing shoulders with certain groups of people, they make me want, in case of insecurity, to abandon my agenda and ruminate over and over like them, a form of infection.

Thank you very much, you are a nice person. I would like to be a little more emotional support but it's always my Achilles heel, so for now that will be it. ... ... grab a benzodiazepine*

My ultimate goal is to live in the forest in a caravan, go to town be the village fool who makes jokes and gives candy to children (without ending up in prison)

It's fantastic, you've been too lazy to shoot yourself in the foot while others spend their lives with "friends" who don't like them and are mean to them, others who spend their life with a partner who is with them because he hasn't found anything better and are constantly cuckolded and despised, others who spend their life in a job they don't really like for safety etc etc. You have more effective pellets. You can't fail because there's nowhere to go, of course we can declare that being unhappy/unfulfilled is a failure but you know very well that it is not in this semantics that we invoke the notion success/failure divide. You're just afraid of letting your libido swing into its "schizoid", rebellious position. What you say in Newspeak is "Hey, I'm supposed to have a shitty life by the pressure of a nebula of injunctions registered in my subconscious, but you know what I don't/no longer have the energy because about my traumas and other stuff! Tell me how to accept having "failed" and have the energy again to pursue a shitty life to cure my ego". Note how impersonal it sounds, both in substance and in form. Ps : I'm not trying to be conscending, it's just my way of expressing myself and loving, in case it's not clear. Not matter.

No, it's a science. The final cause is the understanding of reality, not its contemplation (even if ultimately one is de facto the door to the other).

Yes he had surgery (stents + bypass). Statins are a last resort, because of that he has trouble healing and it probably lowers his testosterone.

How do you react to benzodiazepines?