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If I understood correctly, the rats having undergone a single injection at 5mg/mg actually have less signs of neuronal apoptosis (Caspase 3 cells) than the control group (see fig 3). I'll take a closer look at it tonight or tomorrow.

@Michael569 @undeather @Girzo Is there concrete evidence that dissociatives are neurotoxic to humans? The only relevant study I've seen on ketamine was on rats, and it involved sometimes huge amounts (The smallest amount was 5mg/kg of body weight which is practically, more or less, double of it would take to reach a k hole, the largest quantity administered was 20mg/kg! Up to 6 shots!!!) https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2721655/#bib22

Maybe there's something in there that influences the neurotransmitters somehow. I've seen people say they feel "like under lsd" after consuming certain vonderplanitz formulas (the one with eggs, milk and honey (all raw) from i remember). I wouldn't be able to tell if they are telling the truth or if they are delusional.

How did you end up in Montreal?

I think you must confuse me with another. ... Sweet potato > all.

One of the main French porn actors is a funny youtuber; a kind of andrew tate smaller but more intelligent and funny. https://www.jmcorda.com/en/ lol, small pub if there are interested

I know he made a "Why Breeding Doesn't Matter" video or something, but I haven't seen it and haven't seen anything else from him about it.

ty ? He could be a good father and having a family is a long-term benefit.

No, it's a "personal development" forum, so the "spirituality" category is one of 13 others where you can post. I asked him if he had kids, not how he scratched his balls or if he has ass cancer. edit : In fact, I see posts all the time about his health issues. To answer the underlying questioning, I am interested in the lifestyle of whom I listen to, yes.

What is the point ?

And ?

@Leo Gura

Yes, but I can't do anything about it

My brain says otherwise

Not my experience at all, but I'm still missing pieces of the puzzle. I always attract girls who have a similar energy to me.

As long as I'm relatively functional.

Can you give an example? It all depends on the context.

What medications are you taking if you don't mind? ?

True, but what does it matter?

It's too complicated, I don't know if I've already told you (probably) but at this level you need a dedicated therapist.

mhhh... I will ask the moderators to nickname you "Martin" (edit), like on Candide.

When someone says who they want to remove the ego, most of the time it just means that their libidinal fulfillment (in the holistic sense as in psychoanalysis, not just "sexual") is a source of guilt, and who wants to transform into a narcissistic, non-human thing that enjoys being some image.

It's rational.

Your message is constructed in a rather occult way to camouflage facts that could hurt your ego if they were revealed publicly. All you will get (or almost) are messages of congratulations, encouragement and witty chatter that may reassure you for a day but will ultimately lead to nothing. Do you feel able to give concrete examples? It's a way of saying that since you can't evolve certain faults in a conscious way, then you want to evolve them "energetically". But that won't happen, you can evolve into more natural/homeostatic tendencies if you are prone to certain excessive compulsive behaviors (addictions, weird sexual fantasies, neurosis...) but you won't win against your relative nature, never. It doesn't matter how much meditation and how many blotters you can swallow. I would like you to feel life for a few minutes with my "psycho" glasses, it would make you vacation in drastic ways lol. Unfortunately this is not possible.

lmao