Schizophonia

Stand up is different from mutual exchanges.

Yes.

Not smoking, drinking coffee and consuming too acidic or sweet things.

Normally you have the ability to limit, sort and prioritize information to stay grounded and functional, here i was so overwhelmed and trapped in a kind of mental bubble that i looked like a completely insane person walking around in a straitjacket, wondering if he was going to end his life like this. Like being completely wrapped up in yourself and disconnected from the outside world.

No it's a D2 agonist. Olanzapine is an antagonist of all dopamine receptors with a similar affinity, it also blocks serotonin, noradrenaline, adrenaline, histamine and acetylcholine receptor. All that is needed for motivation and good cognition lol

No, it’s too selective for the D2 receptors (the dopamine receptors which downregulates prolactine). The opposite of anti psychotic would rather be LSD, or an harmalan. I’ve fallen into a psychotic state on LSD once, i can describe.

More simple :

DMSO is super irritating.

Metocin generally gives me a very pure form of eroticism, it's round, smooth, it's lolypop and carnival, whereas the libidinal sensation of LSD is more electric and aggressive, it's more masculine.

It is a joke ?

You're sweet.

You don't please people, you don't share anything, so you then find yourself and feel alone. After the reasons why you don't give it's another adventure; I don't think I'm lazy because I don't wipe the ass of a random on Actualized. It's up to you to go do your research, go see a psychiatrist or whatever, otherwise it's just victimization; But it will never do you any good, it's a bad childish reflex.

Ahah, this tacit exoneration. Never mind, i'm a chadlite anyway

That's what I would say if I was selling marijuana lol

Because you don't give.

Enlightment =/= falling in depression.

Because.

No. Also, ofc it's cool to have common points including spirituality but it's not the core of relationships.

lol Yes, i should visit it one day. Some places seem to look nice.

I understand you all want to escape Croatia if the national dish is a sausage grilled on the barbecue. Pad Thai gives you the shits but at least it's starting to look like something.

I am currently travelling so it will be for Tuesday or Wednesday. A true tutorial on what is and how to be masculine 😉

@Leo Gura Today i've did a small solution of approximately 10mg of 5 MeO DMT, 0.25mg of physiological serum, and 0.25mg of Isopropyl myristate. I've applied this solution on my clean arm and about 10/15mn latter i've almost have a panic attack because i could feel the 5 MeO DMT. It could be nacebo effect but 5 MeO DMT is a small molecule, below 300 daltons, so there is no reason it shouldn't easily cross epidermis. I could try again by replacing the physiological serum by pure ethanol, or simply dissolve my 5 MeO in DMSO.

Ahah

I would say 40mg of 4-HO-MET gives a trip of a « power » (if you see what i mean) equivalent to 150/300ug of LSD, to give a broad range.

I manifest a such reality because it’s what i still tend to play. I am the samsara.