Schizophonia

lol You know someone is a regular when they start slipping "my" in front of the relevant product.

The real question is do you know what you really want and what are you going to attract? Do you know what this will require as an event.

You can directly try to negotiate with Indian or Chinese wholesalers. I've done it for DHEA before, even though it's legal in my country they changed the label "just in case". Just avoid getting screwed by choosing a trusted laboratory.

It must be boring to wear that, plus it's probably quite expensive.

I understand perfectly that a criminal has become what he has become because of an infinite series of determinisms of any kind, but that does not prevent me from being for prison. The reproaches are not against the individual in itself but against his infertile attitude which loops permanently. edit : After reflection the problem is not even really the loop itself or even the words but the intention. He does not try to be helped and therefore loved, he poses his point of view (which he systematically raises as a petition of principle) to attract attention through provocation. The problem with this game is that the energy you harvest is in the form of, at best, misunderstanding/support that actually goes nowhere and is useless anyway (because you can't really respond to someone). 'one who does not ask questions, even in an underlying way), at worst aggressiveness. It can be funny if you are aware of the game you are playing but it seems that is not the case at all and he will do as usual, ie not answer his own topic , ruminating thinking that everyone is against him and that God is horrible, and in the end redo a topic to explain how bad God is because he creates bad scenarios somewhere or something like that. edit x2 : I note how what I said to @Holykael is technically similar to what I said to @Enlightement, the words and pragmatic background are the same, and yet one has drawn a load of animosity, and the other of benevolence. It's an excellent demonstration of the mirror effect, and it's all the more interesting when you observe it in real time, with such timing.

It's okay to be stubborn when you're desperate, and I'm willing to be patient with despair. But this guy isn't desperate or actually sad, he doesn't even ask for help he's just blasé and melancholy and doesn't want help, he's just trying to suck up the energy because it's a relatively stable position . Do what you want.

Unconditional love is like pretending that sugar will always taste so good by eating a spoonful every minute.

You can wonder all you want, the reality is that it's just the fear of being seen as mediocre by the people you like or want them to like you, especially women. Note that you want women in part to satisfy the looks of others etc in a potentially infinite loop to feed you energy. lol

@Holykael There is no direct relationship between understanding total determinism and not wanting to listen to advice. All you do is masturbate in your melancholy assuming that others will read you and pay attention. I would have been a moderator I would have already banned you, if only to make you understand that you cannot suck the energy of others in your attempt to maintain yourself in a pseudo-victim posture bathed in jargon, a nebula of spiritual galore terms and concepts.

Seed towards where ? How?, "Mais où est donc Ornicar ?" You have just created purely arbitrary ideals in your imaginations to escape stress or trouble, and above all to calm the fear of not obeying injunctions coming from your upbringing. But since it's not you and you're not crazy, you "can't" point to this delusional and narcissistic goal so you feel guilty. There is no question of overestimating yourself, when you talk about overestimating yourself you are still in your tyrannical delirium. You're just not that, just this funny, wacky guy who posts about psychedelics and dissociative on Actualized, among other things. You are never something to become, there is a more or less moving energy according to an infinity of factors and it is expressed in matter in total determinism, from A to Z. I could be more specific but I think that'll do, also note that I'm just a random on actualized.org and I don't have the truth, no one has the truth.

You actually debunk the op by taking this example. Have you ever interacted with children?

I see Ooh You have no idea how testosterone alters the worldview and is generally powerful for the mind. It's very good, but to be happy to have a Peugeot, I don't mind wishing for a BMW It was nothing ?

Most of the time spiritual people are just very curious people. Otherwise society is not materialistic, without food or home you are not going to be spiritual for very long.

interesting, can you explain this metaphor? Where I am it's often not expensive or free, I understand.

Androgens act much like ketamine on the brain, drastically increasing gabaergic and catecholaminergic signaling over time, partially suppressing cortisol and significantly decreasing serotonin release. The more you are exposed to high doses and in a recurring way, the more you will become phlegmatic, without the need for recognition/validation, without stress etc. Under high doses of testosterone or derivatives, everything becomes progressively simpler. Your appearance and your way of expressing yourself leaves the possibility of a low androgen level, there are many young people who are a little hypogonadal without knowing it and this can cause problems of mental instability, despair... Just my two cents after, that doesn't mean it's the case, but if you want to dig I guarantee it might be worth it. Just be open. ?

Have you thought about testing your testosterone? edit : I insist, maybe doing what I tell you will partly "save" your sanity.

Projection is a fallacy, we are all the same. It's all just a puzzle piece. It makes sense to place an almost $200 order of obscure dissociatives/psychedelics on realchem rather than proceed to proper psychiatric treatment. + Why "do you hate euphoria", this may be the first time I've met someone who hates happiness.

You are right. I said that because he seemed to consume these substances, in particular dissociatives, for his personal pleasure or in any case his well being. I think it's not much different from cocaine or heroin.

All you mentioned are recreational substances.

lol Looks like random shit that nobody wants but resold for gold. Why not buy some cocaine or heroin from an onion market, as long as you want to use recreational substances. The products I mentioned may be scary, but they are actually very likely less dangerous than dissociatives.

No, that's not how it works. It's a delirium of spiritual gogo, who wants butter, money for butter and the ass of the creamer.

Even in the West the elites like it. I wonder what energy play this involves.

You are desensitized. Go nofap + no porn for at least two weeks

Don't want to buy, especially since I have several grams of ketamines left haha

I want to try ketamine in the next few months but I don't want to snort because the taste is too bad. Don't want to swallow it either because of the hepatic risk. I was wondering if some people here had tried intravenous or intramuscular injection. I'm afraid it will rise too quickly and I won't be able to remove the needle. I still have one of the insulin syringes, having already made the intramuscular injection of a home-made solution based on DHEA + C8 + Benzyl Alcohol + Benzyl Benzoate in the hamstring for the experiment. I could also try to do a transdermal solution but the Ketamine is probably too big.