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I'm currently looking for the most delusional/deconstructive/allien substance possible, I wonder if it's a good candidate.
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Schizophonia replied to Holykael's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It looks funny. The more meaningless it is, the better. -
It's true if you pay for an ugly and stupid Romanian whore. There are "high end" prostitutes who specialize in providing real companionship. I went to see escorts but I regret because it sucked and I certainly fed the mafia, lol. If I had to do it over again, I would do it differently.
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Lmao This guy is stupid, spending millions on useless supplements. The real elite must be laughing out loud watching this guy torture himself while they sip their cd34-enriched fetus soup.
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Schizophonia replied to Romanov's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I'm not American, can you explain how come Trump can win the Republican primaries? Isn't he less likely to win the elections than De Santis for example? -
Schizophonia replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Not only free will but also the concept of "freedom" in general is an illusion and leads to nothing. Your life could never have been otherwise, you never really make a mistake or make the right choice in absolute terms, it makes no sense if you think about it. -
Schizophonia replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Javfly33 What do you think of BIG coincidences? -
It's okay if you REALLY have symptoms of hypogonadism. (no libido, erectile dysfunction, crying regulary...) Otherwise even with monstrous amounts of testosterone in the blood you will not turn into a hulk, even very powerful steroids in high doses (like derivatives of 19-nor-testosterone, halotestin) are more likely to make you stupid and excessively aggressive for no reason other than to make you more confident and less anxious. You should also inject HCG to avoid testicular atrophy and accompanying azospermia, and because stopping the HPTA axis without HCG will reduce your DHEA/Prognenolone to 0 and decrease your adrenal function. Avoid making such decisions on the sole account of certainly entirely mental insecurities if you do not want to end up with REAL problems in the end. I always had very good testosterone and yet I was quite anxious and inhibited. If your testosterone is average (like 400-600 ng/dl) you can easily increase it to the upper end of the range with b vitamins, very good diet, weight training, good sleep etc.
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Lmao You forgot to put this music at the end of the post.
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You explained that a woman's body does not excite you that much and that you are above all interested in proof that you manage to give her pleasure and that you are important. It is literally narcissism and yes it is within this energy that authoritarianism takes root. Whether it's conservative or progressive authoritarianism, it doesn't matter, taking pleasure in being seen as one who "does well" is the direct projection of this sexuality.
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It's at the biological level, you can be as green as you want if your endocrine profile is ok you will fantasize about a woman's body like a child likes to play with some toy. You do and think what you want but it seems quite obviously a problem for your well being if your ability to be exiting depends on some form of servitude to the point where it totally eclipses your ability to take advantage of women as an object of satisfaction in itself. I asked for your diet because a diet high in certain immunogenic fibers, starches, or proteins or with opioid moieties, can cronically send your serotonin (and prolactin) through the roof and sharply lower dopamine if you're sensitive enough. . I remember when I was vegan, I had a lot of gas, bad concentration, and especially aggressive behavior and typical ADHD, I liked to be sexually submissive if I abused porn and even when abstinence I I often fantasized about things that included a "diminishment to..." dimension, I instinctively fantasized about ugly or Asian women because I imagined that it was easier for them to have fun with them. Me. On the contrary, when I did a carnivorous diet, then rather "ray peat style", I became much more stable and focused on work, but above all, I had one erection per day (very strong) and for the first time I instinctively took quality porn videos with very pretty girls. Just my two cents.
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Schizophonia replied to StarStruck's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
"Conservative" literally means nothing. The majority of conservatives are in fact liberals who see LGBT organizing as a mixture of symbols, codes and above all as a lobby, as a potential threat of alienation for children. There are also authoritarian tendencies, how to force football players to put up signs of support for LGBT people, etc. -
Schizophonia replied to StarStruck's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Are there people on this forum who are still aware that Spiral Dynamics is an arbitrary sociological concept, not a universal truth? -
What you are essentially explaining, without watering down, is that your ability to be sexually excited has become overly dependent on narcissistic drive. It's a sign of excess serotonin/cortisol, not an evolution of consciousness, and it's actually the breeding ground (on a collective scale) for authoritarianism. What is your diet?
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The photo was already censored at the face level, for some reason.
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I mean I literally can't click "Submit vote" if I don't choose an "as a female" option. Too much for you? I obviously censored the image, lol.
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Hormones will do the job anyway
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We always have what we want. I regularly play at being childish and argumentative, and I have a lot of fun. But I sometimes get hostile reactions and that's normal, that's the rule of the game. Your reaction isn't stupid, you're just sending me back a fragment of the energy I send myself, it's a mechanical process. Incidentally, even if I made the mistake of making a remark and breaking my word, I had in fact regretted having hijacked this topic and I had explained in a post, a few days ago, that I no longer wanted answer on this topic precisely because of the hijacking. I have my own topics where I can work at my pleasure, and it will be exclusively like that in the future, do not interact with me on some of my topics if it annoys you. But maybe you will, because it's fun to get annoyed, it's love, lol.
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Your poll requires you to vote on both sides, in doubt I put "other" in the part for women. Otherwise yes the ass excites me less and a small ass is actually easier to fuck. A c cup is above all to be able to lick them and take them in hand when the girl is in cowgirl. A little fat is good too, a little overweight girl is better than a skinny one. Btw for a girlfriend, a thin ugly but nice/pleasant and relatively still better than a turkey that will break my balls, of course
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I'm not on a carnivorous diet, I'm a student and don't have the money/logistics for it, so I include carbs like lots of oats, honey/molasses, and fruit. I will try to buy a goat this summer and kill/cut it up.This afternoon I ate half a pound of beef heart and 50g of raw butter, it was incredible. I look forward to my meals and am gas free and my cognition is superb, sleep is better. No spice/seasoning needed, even the salt gets nasty little by little, just that super juicy, greasy taste. Nobody wants to eat cabbage, beans and brown rice, it's incredibly boring and even disgusting, all the vegans I see have to do fancy dishes to be able to eat their "food". Your excuse to repress your instincts and obey Dr. Greger, McDougall or another fallout ghoul? Before you start commenting: I saw several keto and carnivorous youtubers doing blood tests and mri, everything was fine. I'm too lazy to find the videos but if you type "carnivore diet arterial calcification score" or something like that you will see that many (well, relative to the size of the community) have good scores, despite what we could believe.
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https://www.gawker.com/5785199/scientists-turn-mice-gay-by-depriving-them-of-serotonin
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For me, pornography becomes weird or even disgusting under psychedelics, including afrodissiac (2cb, MDMA). It is a serotonin (feminine) energy, where by the way it is quite difficult to get an erection due to vasoconstriction. I have a study where mices were exposed to a product that totally blocked the synthesis of serotonin from tryptophan, the mices became hypersexual and bisexual, even tried to sleep with other species of animals, lol.
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Schizophonia replied to DieFree's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I see it here and there on forums -
I'm still waiting for you to explain the final problem to me.
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