Schizophonia

I have, in general, no real consideration whatsoever for others, maybe with the exception of certain very specific energies here and there. Otherwise I could very well live alone in the woods all my life and live off theft and cannibalism. In fact that would be fantastic.

Of course you do I like mature ones.

I'm literally the opposite of needy lol + when I say I don't have self love, I mean it's just weird and unnecessary. It is like insisting on the need to fill a glass that does not exist. I don't objectivize myself like that and all my attention (and love?) is directed outwards. I don't know, there is probably confusion about the use of the self love notice.

Give them to me

You can leave TRT whenever you want and quickly regain your normal testosterone levels, maximum a few months if your testicles are atrophied but the gnRh returns immediately. Fertility (certoli cells) takes longer to recover. There are eventually bodybuilders who become hypogonadal and depressed after long courses, but this happens because excessively potent steroids or even SARMS induce additional oxidative stress in the leydig cells and even the pituitary glands. Some like nandrolone even have inactive metabolites anyway but that will act like SARMS and more or less block the recovery of the gonadotropic axis. The real problem with trt is the side effects and uselessness if you're not hypogonadal, which OP seems to be.

No, not in adulthood unless you consume MONSTROUS amounts of exogenous hormones.

I really can't understand the principle of "self-love." This is not a subject for me, I may be disappointed with my ability to move my agenda forward for x reason but that's it. We're just having fun. Don't forget that you don't have the same biology as me, that you haven't been exposed to the same culture and upbringing, haven't had the same life lessons etc. What you consider virtuous is a problem for us, that's all. Ha ha, why not.

https://raypeatforum.com/community/threads/elevated-serotonin-5-ht-and-norepinephrine-ne-drive-nightmares-in-ptsd.49526/ Seems logical, I didn't use cypro but the benzodiazepines transform my sleep into a teleport until the next day. The days following my nights are restless and I have nightmares, after cutting cold turkey from large doses of alprazolam I was actually able to sleep but I have horrible nightmares like being murdered, smelling "the smell death" etc. GABA agonists are potent agonists of serotonin and all stimulatory neurotransmitters/modulators in general. https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/242201/#:~:text=Although central serotonin neurons are,indirectly to reduce serotonin activity. https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/6814196/#:~:text=In view of the fact,HTP in three regions of People also report nightmares or at least dreaming faster after high choline intake or at least after taking substances that increase acetylcholinergic signaling.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/No_true_Scotsman

I see, I believe I "semantically" translated "to want" by requiring. Maybe the language, idk.

What prevents you from having a child and treating it "well"? You are not your father, you are two different entities as far as I know. At worst you have a few biological links that may give similar tendencies here and there, but that's it. Everything else is pure neurosis.

You are quite right. Isn't that why a lot of girls including you stay single? Are you up to it? I see few women with a sufficient pedigree, but it may be your case! 1)Authentic means nothing. 2)Ambitious too, and, etymologically speaking, ambitious is not the opposite of lazy. You can be ambitious and lazy and vice versa. I don't have a problem with any of that, I don't care, I'm pretty sure I'm one of the most nihilistic, down-to-earth people, call it what you want, on this forum. It's not you who are going to unleash me ah ah. The problem is to water down your need for a man with a good pedigree to subconsciously ensure that you or those who read you do not allow room for the possibility of a more essentialist diagnosis of the reality of the environment and human relations in general. It's not just you, many here are doing the same to safeguard their progressive and liberal paradigm downstream. Nor is a man's beauty fundamentally controllable. For breasts and vagina I was trolling you.

To do what ? It depends on your problem.

lol You forgot the daily ice baths while listening to "sigma grindset music compilation" Incidentally the guy you posted is not very masculine.

Am I allowed to say that I want (require) a witty, smart, funny, pretty woman with big breasts, who goes to the gym on average at least an hour a day, who knows cook, who makes love well, with a tight vagina etc etc? Or am I, strangely, going to be taken for someone delusional?

nothing

You talked about how some people can suffer being unhappy etc without having sex. And several times to show how dramatic it is. Looks suspicious. It doesn't matter.

Lmao For a few tens of seconds I wondered if you really got up to drink hydrochloric acid or something like that.

You speak as if you are essentially trying to divert a subject as a means of projecting and making explicit your self-destructive fantasies. It's not like prostitutes are going to reassure your ego, what's underlying it doesn't have much to do with it. Are you incel? I wish you a lot of fun soon

I see I was asking how big the loss of control was but you answered the question ah ah. Thank you for your feedback, I'm thinking of trying 20x to start. Have you tried 5 meo DMT? How do you compare the two in terms of feelings?

The owners can't take care of all that for several reasons.

Is he able to describe how he was aware of this or is it beyond our current ability to comprehend ?

Lmao If it makes you feel any better, you're a waste of nothing at all. A shitty residue of nothing at all who is completely delirious believing himself to be superior to others when like everyone else he likes to fuck asses and eat burgers and Coke fries. You can continue in your delirium and torment yourself with your very very very important divine goals (not to say that you don't need a goal, of course), you will still die like shit in a few years in a bed in the hospital after you got kicked in the ass by your nurse because your brain was too destroyed to even wipe your ass on your own.

So, cool Psychedelics are also very weird at times, but ultimately it's always structured and makes sense in some way. That night god spoke to me about a substance and showed me a state of being that was particularly strange, like a total collapse of reality. Literally SKJBKDGKAHAL%%%%%DDJAZOIDA%%, lol. It was intriguing and even frightening, but at the same time with a strangely certain "strident" (sexual) enjoyment to go into it But what you say scares me, because 5 meo DMT literally raped me, I spent 20 minutes fidgeting all over the place trying to "hang on". Even small doses feel purely unpleasant and put me in a weirdly nauseous and oppressive state. What is the level of control under salvia? Compared to 5 meo?