Schizophonia

I understand, insomnia puts the brain into a state of hibernation. Honestly everything I tried was a catch 22 at one point or another. What I found : --Sleep is not a drop in energy, it is a shift of energy towards a second state of consciousness via a reduction in alertness. The biggest bullshit is that you need to do more sport/physical activity. If you are insomniac this will especially increase adrenaline levels. I also noticed that fap made me lethargic (before cumming) because the increase in excitement greatly reduces alertness. Some antidepressants (especially Mirtazapine) or even antipsychotics (especially seroquel) because they reduce histamine and serotonin much more than they decrease dopamine signaling. Btw, noradrenaline is essential to initiate the acetylation of serotonin (into metalonin) and supposedly (if we are to believe the controversial work of Professors Fourtillan) of the acetylation of Serotonin into 6 methoxy harmalan OR valentonine depending on the moment of the day. In short, it is a state of high available energy, rich in dopamine, which will allow synergy with other neurotransmitters involved in the circadian rhythm and the accumulation of beta amyloid/adenosine due to physical and mental efforts (reduction of orexin, increased melatonin, valentonin?…) to plunge into this hypnotic, drowsy, cottony state where your mind loses and allows you to plunge into sleep, very close to what one would expect of a micro dose of certain opioids (which are VERY dopaminergic, cqfd) So you want to limit physical activity (occasionally) and drastically increase calories (at least 3000 calories? maybe more) to break the vicious circle of hypervigilence caused by the Histamine/Serotonin/adrenaline/cortisol axis. If in the evening you feel that you are wired, eat 1000 calories at once. Otherwise you expose yourself to an occasional situation of pseudo akathisia, in a situation of wiring and sometimes compulsive need to control reality by regularly checking your phone, fap/having sex etc. The second point is born from especially not underestimating the impact of having simple sentences/words in your head during the day on alertness. Just Googling “insomnia” at 2 p.m. can help increase your alertness and potentially screw up your sleep in the evening. For the same reason, too much effort in sleep hygiene can be problematic, I find that it must be a balance. The last thing is to try to learn, perhaps with the help of a sleep doctor, or a guru lol, to detach from control as a performative strategy. If you are like me and you go to bed quite late, you will quickly have the reflex to be a little afraid/to get angry and try to regain control to try to perform in your sleep. But it's a trap, the only solution is to be in denial and act as if nothing happened, sincerely, but this can be very counter-intuitive and frustrating depending on your traumas. This is where I am 👍

I wouldn't touch SSRIs. It's the same, maybe even worse than certain antipsychotics (seroquel?).

In my world, I literally never see anyone with a superiority complex, or even just mean, unpleasant people. 🤔 It doesn’t exist/anymore.

To be clear I lack willpower. There aren't many girls that I'm attracted to enough for me to say "wow" and take a chance on this thing. Obviously, it also has to be reciprocal. I need intimacy in advance to initiate an attempt at seduction. I mainly targeted dating sites where you have to take beautiful “energetically biased” photos, force yourself to start a conversation with someone with whom you a priori have nothing in common, etc. It's swelling.

the map : concept territory : experience

All traumas can really alienate relationships with others. I would say that the most likely in most people is either submissive behavior (shyness), or on the contrary psychotic relaxation depending on the situation, because of the need for control.

Or rather an equivalent in their system* Yes

Dangerous and uncomfortable practice.

Minecraft, gmod and eu4 👁

" and there you go "

Fenclonine Et toc ! Now pleases remove my warning points for (sex) life saving

But would he have the courage? If they are intelligent and more advanced, would the average alien take 5-MeO-DMT knowing that they have even more to lose and that it would be even more traumatic than for a human?

It's true. if we have fun digging into reality "enough" by peeling back the layers of concepts, the symbolism collapses and we realize that indeed "nothing makes sense". Sometimes I tell myself that if aliens are indeed more "intelligent" than humans, then they will automatically be actually crazier/more illusional because their paradigm will be even more conceptual. After all, aren't single-celled beings de facto the most "awake"? lol In any case we are here to dream so what does it matter?

What would be interesting would be to measure prolactin before and during. 🤔

I have the opposite problem, I could very quickly get into a relationship if I wanted to with a girl from my university, but I don't have the motivation to push things because I find few girls who really hurt me in the good sense of the term. I see this whole thing about pick-ups and dating sites as a mental illness, the idea of cross-dressing to try to please a random person is beyond me. It's not surprising that you don't have an answer, I find that it's even normal that a normally constituted human being is not interested in seeing someone with whom he has nothing in common in particular. Btw, I understand the need to "ride the tiger" depending on the context, but no one in their right mind and honesty will assert that the democratization of these things is a good plan for a civilization

Have you stopped Abifily? I wouldn't even touch this with a stick unless you have severe psychosis and it works for some reason.

wtf

I haven't found an ROA that seemed practical with this psychedelic. I thought about making an injectable solution, like 100mg in 1ml of solution. I would only have to add enough vinegar to dissolve it (and turn it into fumarate) and complete with a saline solution. Has anyone ever tried ?

No, the male equivalent of exition would be to cut off your glans. Which is horrible. Phimosis.

Being high in adrenaline/cortisol increases the prevalence and intensity of nightmares.

Back to the same thing, the injection into the fat just has a longer absorption.

I understand better why so many white men fantasize about dominas with such a culture.

Yes, that’s why homebrew must contain a little unmodified alcohol.

I expected to have insomnia again but in fact I was able to fall asleep for a few hours, I had the worst nightmares ever. The strongest image I remember was a human body without legs, shaped like bones/tendons like in a scanner, and so the trunk consisted of a monstrous face reveling (but with a look mechanical, not sadistic, oddly enough) of a large, very fresh and bloody piece of meat from a mercilessly killed animal. I don't remember the other parts of the dream, but it revolved around the terrifying possibility of being tortured/shredded to death in the worst possible pain. I also dreamed that I was being robbed and that I had to defend my house with two guns that I didn't know how to work. i hate my brain

Hello, I do not have the necessary tools nor the experience to do this kind of synthesis. If you are a chemist, or know chemistry or even pharmaceutical students who have access to a professional and/or university laboratory, I would like to provide a quote for the synthesis of imidazo[1',5':1,6]pyrido[3 ,4-b]indoles N-acetyl 3,4-dihydro ß-carboline would be even better, but I have not found any synthesis protocol and the only description comes from the University of Montpellier and a patent from Professor Fourtillan (valentonine), it's is supposedly just a further acetylated form of 6 methoxy-harmalan.