Schizophonia

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  1. I want to try ketamine in the next few months but I don't want to snort because the taste is too bad. Don't want to swallow it either because of the hepatic risk. I was wondering if some people here had tried intravenous or intramuscular injection. I'm afraid it will rise too quickly and I won't be able to remove the needle. I still have one of the insulin syringes, having already made the intramuscular injection of a home-made solution based on DHEA + C8 + Benzyl Alcohol + Benzyl Benzoate in the hamstring for the experiment. I could also try to do a transdermal solution but the Ketamine is probably too big.
  2. No, homophobia is before blue. 99% of the time it's an excuse to hit on another human being to get out of the deeply attacking and yet predominant tendencies in "these people". And yes, Africa is very homophobic.
  3. Men are less aggressive than women.
  4. It is precisely because you are feminine that you have such reactions.
  5. You're not the only one here with an inferiority complex. The strange and yet recurrent mania of linking spirituality to "personal development", should put you on alert.
  6. "Purifying" the mind makes no sense, what exactly do you want to purify yourself ?
  7. what is the relationship between the two? Do you hear "love" as we usually understand it?
  8. Yeah, never had a problem with her.
  9. For real, I'm not "attracted to women", I don't have a chromosome detector. I am more likely to develop romantic/sexual feelings towards certain types of men with a particularly youthful or even feminine energy (and physique), than towards certain women. I don't think I can get an erection in front of a human barrel that picks up its twinkies every day at the wallmart in an electric wheelchair. lmao
  10. Why not simply tell yourself that you can't do anything about it and finally live your life instead of looping over things that you don't understand anyway and which are beyond you?
  11. Cocaine and MDMA have a reputation for making people "gay". I do not know why. What kind of girl?
  12. Cyproheptadine is readily available and a good dose should do the trick.
  13. Sorry, but you're just trying to push back the grief. All you'll eventually get with some practices is a lucid dream where you see the person, but it's just a dream, and you're not fixing the basic hurt.
  14. 1) She probably talks to a lot of people. 2) She's too lazy to answer you and prefers to do something else. 3) You have no chance but you try to prove yourself wrong. At least one of these three possibilities.
  15. Anyway even if my message was aimed at you, it doesn't matter. I too am unpleasant, in my own way. I take all this as a joke more than anything else, and it was not even directly related to the subject Which itself has nothing to do with the starting topic of the topic by the way
  16. It is a bit more complicated than that really ? what substances if you don't mind ? I have several acquaintances, including a friend who has largely fallen into drugs (opiates, alcohol, etc.), I know it's complicated.
  17. lol If I would have been in your place, I would have rather said "Sometimes I want to explode some people with a rolling pin, but as I am a moderator I have to control myself and avoid insulting the grandma of 'a guy in a private message'. ... Glad I'm not a moderator.
  18. I recognize personal loops (because we can only observe ourselves, ultimately) in others and I try to piece the puzzle together to serve my own agenda. I could explain if you want.
  19. @Someone here what relationship do you have with your mother especially when you were little? Have you been put in situations of extreme stress in your relationship with your parents in such a way that you had, sometimes on several occasions, the feeling of being totally helpless.
  20. Can you give a concrete example and explain its link to God-realization
  21. I have no problem with you in any way, the message was not targeting you.