Schizophonia

Why in your case ? Would you feel able to describe a bit ? To me, it looks like i "take conscious" of reality more and more and it feels like an absolute loss of control, It's like being locked in the world's biggest roller coaster and feeling it go up, except that it's not the fall that's scary but the vertigo. If what I'm saying makes sense.

Why sadghuru, osho and these kind of gurus who eat a "high prana diet" looks so lethargic ?

What does that means ?

Ah mea culpa.

Ginger.

I've tried 5 MeO once (30/40mg by snorting from what i remember) and it was horrible. Now everytime i try again and feel i took an significant (still low) dose, i panic and compulsively try to wash my nose or something like that. I will try again, but when i will be more chill in my personal life.

It's an UFC commentator and self proclamed libertarian. It seemed obvious to me he was going to support Trump by looking at his persona.

I see, thanks for sharing. Psychedelics never helped me, it's always randoms experiences ; Sometimes very alien and interesting eheh, but random and impersonal still.

When i was in High School, i used to live in loops of studying, doing sport, listening to musics while thinking to random stuffs ; I precisely felt "neutral" most of the time. It was ok until i live a different thing for some reasons and when i came back to my normal "life style" i turned depressed quickly for some hours or even days, by contrast.

...🤔 Throws a piece of baguette at nat's face.*

What kind of blockages if you don't mind ? 🤔 For exemple.

It was easily to see that he is right-wing.

No, Trump is a very different persona from Hitler.

I don't know who should win, or even who I should make win.

@Davino I have the inner conviction that this election is macro reproduction of what's happen in micro in my mind, in fractal model.

The only time i tried an opioid i vomited mu gut lol. Never again.

Yet, the salvia visuals/delusions seem mocking, goofy, quite aggressive. Not as "round" and "organic" as mushrooms. 4 HO MET is a mushroom derivative, and yet to me the vibe is generally sexual, perverse, sensual, twisted, clownish, carnivalesque. No no dw. Ive seen here and there it was even worst than 5 MeO DMT, which is already very hard for me for some reasons. LSD is my favorite psychedelic, i can go very far and it always feels "good", maybe because of dopamine agonism idk.

Yea, i meant the internal visuals. A friend tried Salvia a bit and compared it to a cold and unpleasant mix of mushroom and a dissociative.

I was severely insomniac for 2 years, until 4 sleepless nights on a week ; Not sleeping is an absolute nightmare.

It curiously looks like most of my 4 ho met trips.

Biology.

It lakes butter.

Each time i watch a video from India it feels like most people suffer from hypothyroidism. They looks lazy, dirty, unhappy in general and they tends to be skinny fat.

Wallah eet's a wouman.

You're the big boss, the only thing that count in the whole universe. You want pussy, lots of money, comfort, and whatever else; It's within reach and others will have no say; Others have no importance; The judgment, agenda and even the lives of others have no importance. You want to be positive because Mario is the most important being that exists, who deserves the most love, power, he must have everything that makes. You will crush, push aside anyone who gets in the way of your agenda, because they are absolutely unimportant, like cockroaches. You don't ruminate on cockroaches, you throw them in the trash. You have to make Mario take a shower, clean room, cook good food or something like that to please him, and then you can give him medium-term games like managing to savagely fuck a Latina by pulling her hair or buying a luxurious car, or long-term games like a successful professional career, having a great networks of friends, why not an expatriation for exemple.