Schizophonia

It's true that this is an important and controversial subject, but I have a question of greater importance. Can I call you by your French name? ? Léon Goura

Of course, biology is not a signifiant factor in people's behavior and political opinions, its EVERYTHING. Put a lot of clomid in your town's running water and watch it become the satanic town of Outlast 2, lol.

Even in men, aggression comes from aromatase. Exemestane transports you into a very calm, even downright candid, and not very serious mood. Conversely, very estrogenic compounds (like clomid) make you very aggressive, emotional and impulsive in general.

Lol

I started experimenting with 5 MeO DMT by trial and error, currently I'm at around 10mg. It may be different after a breakthrough, after the dissolution of the ego, but I see no love, no pleasure, no joy. This is basically tending towards the electroencephalogram with zero results. All this seems to be a prerogative of dreams, delirium, and mental hubbub. After all, if God chooses to be human, it's not for nothing, right? Why are you taking 5 MeO, what is the treasure in there?

Feels very nauseous, stupid, and confused.

It's starting to add up to a lot of supplements, lol.

My pleasure. ? Not necessarily, it's directly cerebral, most of the time. Just a clarification. “Stress” does not necessarily mean a state rich in adrenaline, if you suffer from loneliness you do not really perceive “stress” as we can understand it but nevertheless it is indeed one, with serious consequences on cognition and the the nervous system. If I have been excessively alone for a long time, my libido crashes, my cognition is weaker, my voice is excessively low/shy, paradoxically I am more conflicted, etcetc.

No, plants do not contain: -B12 -D3 (an exogenous source is important if you live outside the equator) -EPA/DHA -Taurine -L-carnitine -Iodine (except if you regularly eat seaweed, and there is no archaeological evidence that this is something "natural" for humans). No lol. Unless you are faithful to some theological system which condemns and especially punishes the consumption of animal products, ethics is only an abstract and relative concept in your head. Obviously, a diet without animal products is a nightmare for anyone who is in tune with their intuition. Yes, but why ? Cognitive dissonance also works the other way. I can say that Vegetarians are Westerners (Hindus are vegetarians for another reason, theological) who grew up in excessive comfort and are too fragile to support a potentially ego-damaging reality. So they create a neurotic delusion based on morality (even if they are most of the time atheists lol), try to disgust themselves with animal products by manipulating their jargons, for example by calling meat "corpse", or milk “animal excretion”... An authoritarian upbringing or certain traumas can also play a role, some people are stuck (out of fear) in sadistic-anal regressions and have the impression that they will hurt themselves if they give in to their libido. It is not really “veganism” that is concerned here, but hygienist motivation and in particular anti-fat positions. It is common knowledge that the typical McDougall follower is a mentally ill person obsessed with his weight, and believes that comfort foods (basically fats) will make him gain weight and harm him in some way other. But again, it's a mentality that we find in all hygienist circles, the biggest French bodybuilding YouTuber grew up in a Jesuit-influenced family and was a scout. He regularly says that he eats his oatmeal breakfast without a sweetener because “if it tastes too good, it’s not good.” Say it clearly, a daily supplemented and without deviations diet. I too can do very well with a diet based on white sugar, if I supplement well. It doesn't mean that the sugar packet diet is the optimal, natural diet, or simply a pleasant and sustainable diet. You may be anti-SFA, but even then most animal products aren't even that high in SFA. Why ? If it's a good diet then you're naturally supposed to be able to eat enough, right? yes It's not ridiculous, it's just kind of giga cope. Often people who are not misanthropic/self-flagellationist enough to inflict huge plates of disgusting whole grains on themselves, and who at the same time are too afraid of having a high-fat diet. Epidemiological studies have little value and serve a political agenda. Yesterday I saw an anti-smoking video which claimed that smokers had a loss of gray and white matter. Intrigued, because I had in mind a study showing that tobacco users were half as affected by Parkinson's disease, I went to see the study, and it showed that smokers drank on average twice as much alcohol ( which is very neurotoxic) and practiced less physical effort (neuroprotective). If I had continued to follow what you think is the advice of the scientific community, I would still have massive brain fog, lots of aggression and lots of gas. Btw, the medical order in my country does not recommend veganism, "in particular for pregnant women and childrens", the Belgian order even made a report openly condemning the promotion of veganism. Who represents science the most? The order of doctors from several Western European countries or a gang of oddball outsiders, mainly confined to the United States? Franco-German doctors making an Arte documentary on how the consumption of fish is neuroprotective and helps reverse diabetes in synergy with a weight loss diet, or the other madman of Neil Barnard who explains in a sensational and conspiracy theory Netflix documentary bogus on diabetes by roughly extrapolating the Randle cycle? Linking veganism to science is false. Whatever ? Why such a scarcity mentality? This is exactly what I was talking about before as the toxic result of a toxic authoritarian and guilt-ridden upbringing/culture. I also wonder if this is why there are many fewer vegans in Catholic cultures than Protestant ones.

Yes, I'm a very cerebral person, but I think it's basically a way to "hide" in the infinity of imagination and mental noise in general. 5 MeO takes that away from me, it's not only unpleasant because I feel stupid but above all there is nowhere "to hide" and reality becomes very anxiety-inducing. It's basically LSD in reverse. real You haven't done enough until your eyes look like this:

Is a typical Jamaican dish ? it looks like a Creole dish. All that's missing is the dog sauce

Snorted, but it wasn't pleasant so I'm going to see what happens by plugging it in.

I was on Mirtazapine to treat my chronic severe insomnia. It works quite well but there was one day when it wasn't the case (too nervous during the day I guess...) and I took the opportunity to go for a blood test prescribed by my doctor. Against all expectations, my testosterone increased slightly despite the sleepless night and the previous sleepless nights, to 964ng/dl. I guess with good sleep it could be over 1000ng/dl with a series of good nights. Is this a coincidence? I'm a little "afraid" that it comes from a reduction in DHT or even estradiol, I don't feel very impulsive/libidinous and the LH hasn't moved, so there's little chance that it comes from an intensification of the hormonal cascade.

Yes, but I wonder if ketamine blocks part of the experience.

why ? ? Unless you are already in a precarious situation, why not take advantage and play? You will have plenty of time to suffer in the future, even more in a future life where you will be a Ukrainian under the holodomor lol.

A loss of cognition is not brain damage at all (unless autoimmune diseases or serious accidents), it is a reduction in the activity of the CNS due to a surplus of inhibitory neurosteroids/neurotransmitters (cortisol, serotonin, in certain cases and in certain contexts GABA), and a reduction in neurosteroids useful for cognition (DHEA, allopregnenolone, etc.) and ultimately (or directly) a chronic depletion of dopamine, noradrenaline, acetylcholine, an alteration of the glutamate/GABA axis , and an alteration in the functioning of the nervous system in general. Again, the main cause is stress.

You greatly underestimate the capabilities of your body. I've had extremely severe insomnia for a year now, my last blood test was perfect (high testosterone + almost hyperthyroidism) and my qi + ability to retain information returned to exactly what it was in just a week of good nights. In fact the body is so enduring that it often takes decades and decades of a horrible lifestyle to develop a real problem. On the other hand, what you are obviously not aware of is that worrying regularly very significantly increases the activity of your HPA axis and most likely causes a large part of your problems. Go for a week without any stress (easier said than done), eating and doing what you want like when you were kids, and see how your cognition is doing with all that cortisol removed.

Lmao, if you have significant brain damage you would already be in a wheelchair and/or unable to do simple calculations. This only happens in the event of a serious accident. You have nothing, you are panicking for nothing.

I realized that insomnia basically made me crazy lol, like mega impulsive, delusional, unpleasant, petty...

why ? I suspect it's a joke that I didn't get, lol.

Simple ! Dutasteride + Minox + light doses of cyproheptadine. If sexual sides effects -> Enclomiphene citrate or HCG monotherapy

I only measured testosterone and LH. The last time I measured E2 and DHT, both were in the middle of the range, a little above. 5HT2A decreases testosterone, but Mirtazapine blocks it and increases 5HT1A signaling, which actually decreases cortisol, overall serotonin release, and increases dopamine release. Probably Mirtazapine actually decreases Prolactin (in men), unlike SSRIs. Maybe Precisely, Mirtazapine decrease cortisol ? Mood is generally good, although I generally feel lazier.

Why ketamine?

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How will you reincarnate?