Schizophonia

Oxydation ?

To flex* ”I have 17% Spanish blood 😛 😎”

Ketamine turns me incredibly sociable. The only issue is that if i take too much, i can’t move properly and i begin to say nonsense just as if i were drunk.

Ahah it was a joke. It’s a strong drug (very close of heroin) that give you a super intense feeling of pleasure and detachment of usual objects of your life. Even if you od and are close to suffocate with your own vomit.

What’s the point ?

Which work ? Serious question.

ewok growl*

Lets say not really serious people eheh. With lots of oxycontin maybe.

@NoSelfSelf Anyway, we don't care, we judge a tree by its fruits. Just look at the kind of persons this forums attracts. Period.

Work is play, and play is work, it's the same thing. The persona of "I'm a good boy, I'm serious, this is not comedy, blahblahblah" is still a game, and by the way a feminine one. I broke my Oedipus complex (it's not about wanting to sleep with your mother!!!) gradually from high school onwards so I no longer feel the need to play this kind of game (well, a little bit, otherwise I wouldn't be able to see it, mirror effect, monism, blahblahblah). I just want to have fun, and therefore obviously work towards my survival and the only thing expected of me as a man is to provide a certain amount of work. It's very simple from that point of view.

Why ? 🤔 I have some salvia (15x) btw.

It's essentially a place to have fun between psychonaut and people interested in personal development.

Stop ruminating it will pass.

You are regularly on a forum, behind a computer, living somewhere in a great european city. Why do you talk like a theravādist monk? I'm not interested by this paradigm anyway.

✌

Ketamine.

yes

yum

I'm currently massively training my oral English and i need something to increase neuroplasticity. If yes what dosage ? Was it useful ? I'm afraid of 5ar inhibition so have you lost libido ? Lion mane is the most easily available common nootropic.

Yes you will die. So what ?

Unless you're a monk i'm talking about the attachment of the pleasure felt. As with any object.

She lives at London, it seems she benefits well from capitalism Let me smoke my dunhill international red. Yum

What does that mean? I don't flirt to have validation, i flirt because i like having a submissive sexy acolyte.

Love her like a BMW

If you aren't "attached" why would you have a gf in the first place ? I think the only problem is thinking that we have to gain by being too submissive, pretending not to want her ass, etcetc. It's basically learning Freudian phallic dynamics, the passage from the mother (who expect a feminine behaviour, especially if she suffers from hysteria or a disorder like that) to other women (who expect masculine behavior from us). It's a question of belief about how to approach a relationship, not attachment. If we don't understand that we're stuck in strange clichés like "follow me I'll run away, run away from me I'll follow you", pretending not to be attached or whatever. Because it become the only way to not fall again into the pre-oedipal dynamic, and behave in a submissive manner.