Schizophonia

I would be wary, Ketamine induces serious neurological deficits, and has a very similar pharmacology.

(pressing at the level of the vein in the forearm, a little before the wrist)

I stole the acupressure technique to sleep bette, we never know

Typical residential suburb of an average equatorial country

I'm for the death penalty, but not for "just" scammers.

4 HO MET, 40mg with an empty stomach.

I saw somewhere the fluoroalkyl group makes it less strong and neurotoxic. It was about the 4FA, from what i remember.

Yes

Why are you so involved in a random on the internet? Even if you are a moderator. Is this a good idea? What really motivates you? That said, you do what you want. 👍 But in my world, trying to save someone who is aggressive is a way of keeping complaining acceptable in the tacit hope that people will put up with my neuroses, thus avoiding confronting my fears of being abandoned, left to my (self)destructiveness etcetc.

To meet Satan in transcendental meditation.

I have 11 warning points. I am the wish mace windu of actualized.

Do you watch incel content or stuff like that?

I buy it.

Do you think that this forum overall has a good influence on you or others?

Lol Since when have you been a fascist?

I dont know how to do that, i probably changed something somewhere. 👨🏻‍🦳 Yes but this is about getting it with a first class ticket. Having a goal and asking God to lead us to it are two different things.

No, it's really about asking providence to lead us to some goal.

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You're doing him a disservice by not kicking him.

If he really wanted a girlfriend, he would have a whole agenda about it and would go as far as possible, even if that included tricky decisions like cosmetic surgery, hair implants, or whatever. Or at least he would complain "genuinely". As I am chronically hypervigilant (to the point of becoming severely insomniac), I remember having these quarrelsome and hateful tendencies a few years ago, largely because I was purely and simply jealous of their lack of vigilance. I mean I acted like some sort of robotic fascist on a daily basis, and I was naturally annoyed by people with a more butterfly, safer, humane, light, biased, inconsiderate, neotenic, whatever you want lol, personality. Op looks like my exaggerated mirror of this phenomenon, how we can see his pleasure in "cool down" attractive people, somehow bringing them back "to his survival mode". Except that in fact his attavistic will, of his "true self", is ultimately precisely to disidentify from this survival mode. Given that this is prohibited by his ego ("tyranistic, archaic superego", typical of paranoia and traumas associated with paranoid symptoms) he projects all of this outside and will in fact have a natural tendency to recreate the traumatic scenes until to capitulation. @NoSelfSelf is right, because if you drown the fish like @Thought Art, well that preserves the status quo. Whereas if you bring him back to his negativity and punish him accordingly, well he will occasionally suffer from the confrontation with his own destructiveness, from his traumatic fear of being left to his own devices, etc. But once this has passed, he will have at least partially healed his trauma and will be more inclined to resonate pragmatically, be honest about his interests etc etc. I don't know if what I'm saying is clear.

gay

No i take nothing whatsoever. Not even psychedelics. Spot on

To sleep well for a whole week after 2 years of having 3 to 4 sleepless nights per week

Sometimes.

To make the experience relevant.