Schizophonia

Lol. Afterwards I trolled a little with the dog story.

Yes and if I lived in Darfur in a trash can I wouldn't complain about not sleeping.

I love meat, fish, sea foods and dairies ; They are the most nutritious and tasty food. I have myself killed and prepared some hen some years ago, i understand breeding conditions can make our ego tick for certain reasons but i don't care about animal life. There is something strange and hypocritical about claiming to "love animals" (what does that even mean?) when often the people concerned do not want to have real responsibilities like starting a business, a family, having friend and sometimes are not even able to find a sexual partner yet. Same story for the guys who gorge themselves on psychedelics, talk about love all the time, i see it as an easy strategy to gain power and play the "savior". Beans, grains and most of vegetables doesn't taste good, in all cuisine of worlds they are well prepared (soaked, fermented, well cooked...) and are served in moderate amount in a complete dish with animal products and fats. Unless having low calorific needs, basing our diet on those products is unbearable. This is what I experienced when I was in high school and not only it was bad but i also developed irritable bowel syndrome attacks from beans and whole grains ; Directly stopped after having returned to a normal diet with plenty of meat as the main source of protein. Vegans "cheat" all the time and stuff themselves with tofu or tempeh, to get a decent amount of protein with a relatively pleasant texture.

If you care about your dog you don't feed him on enriched kibble. Humans can live a long live even with a bad hygiene of life, so it's reasonable to think you can life and function on Feed bars. Doesn't mean you want to feed yourself with feed bars, doesn't means it will optimal for your well being.

Psychedelics are almost always very erotic to me.

It don't seems you resonates like someone awakened even a a bit.

You mean someone with high testosterone

Op isn't awaken.

We must succeed in installing a new belief and in fine identity as deeply as possible in the eye of the needle of being. Monism goes both ways, so on one side it opens the possibility of siddhis of clairvoyance, voyance and by extension telepathy, and on the other side manifestation; maybe even materialization. It's not easy, because as soon as we give in to the truth accessible in the eye of the needle, lots of obvious truths that hurt the ego arise, because you fool yourself. So we come back to the cerebral cortex the rationalizing part of the nervous system that makes experience tangible, like a child who flees from his parents' anger by locking himself in his room, or who hides under the covers because he had a nightmare, because it allows us to further distort reality and avoid ego crisis. I can see everything, but I'm still too cowardly.

Ego's catch 22

Acting, confronting the fear, the compulsion. Then neuroplasticity does its work.

@Razard86 Joe Dispenza explains he cures people and triggers synchronicities in their lives for some reasons by manking them changing their persona.

Yes, i talked for op and most of people.

By natural, i mean being exposed to a similar setting to the one to which we have been exposed during our evolution. Yes from a certain point of view everything that humans do is natural, humans do humans things just like beavers do beavers stuff. It doesn't change the fact that you shouldn't eat random mushrooms in the forest because you risk dying. +In case it wasn't clear i was agree with you.

Yes but op isn't a bodybuilder. Actually he already posted videos of him and he looks skinny.

Around 80g of animal proteins is good for most people. I must be between 60 and 200g according to the day. Counting calories and macros is useless.

And me i want to become a fat lesbian black woman.

Lol. Are you on steroids, clomid. SSRI or drugs ?

It’s a lot of effort for not that much, i just would take LSD lol. I know Joe Dispenza sells (and share in his book) guided meditations and techniques for trigger « mystical experiences ». Activating pineal gland by pushing spinal fluid in head and this kind of thing.

Working.

Ask for some psychedelics + eventually a trip sitter.

@Nemra You can go for a trip to another country and ask for a local psychonaut of here.

The setting looks beautiful 🤔

Be aware, if "low self worth" was only negative, there wouldn't is interest for the CNS (to take a physicalist pov) to keep this operation. Talking about trauma and low value caused to explain self-destructive behavior is a useless demagogic trap, which is why you have all these people who spend their lives eating magic mushrooms and personal development books only to end up staying in the same pattern. The reason someone "has low self-worth" is the same reason he accepted to be bullied as a child or whatever; And that reason is that they were overprotected and still resonate narcissistically; He think we have to take care of him and he is willing to spend is life "daydreaming" and basically doing nothing so he don't have to face the crisis, the narcissistic rage that they are not the center of the world. This is what is holding him back from moving on to the stage of "ok I'm going out to work or do an activity that I like", he is waiting for the carriage. He wait Godot

Living in unnatural conditions creates degenerations, whether they are supposedly favorable or unfavorable conditions. Traumatized people end up most of the time weaker and less mature than "normal" people, "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" is false in this context. But at the same time, men who didn't do sports during their youth and/or were stuffed with comforts are also physically and physically damaged (smaller brains, less androgenic behavior and physique etc).