Schizophonia

We're all someone's idiot It's relative.

That's right, the more eager you are, the more danger you are. I believe that regularly traumatized people get rid of the weight of possible loss, of helplessness, by dissociating (schizoidism, especially in men) or by going through it as quickly/brutally as possible (hysteria). But I'm not sure I understood your answer well so I'm answering maybe next to it, and then what I just came out with comes freshly from my imagination so it doesn't matter lol.

When I talk about libido, it's not just the desire to have sex, it's any type of desire, of impulse. Even a laugh is libido. Men on average have more need than women, not just of the opposite sex but of any object of desire.

It's exactly the same for men. The only difference is that for reasons of libido it is men who hunt and women who accept or refuse, most of the time.

You are brainwashed, and you take advantage of it as a way of viewing yourself as superior. To hear you say, everyone in Russia is mean and stupid, and you (and probably your family, obviously) are the chosen one.

I also try to eat well to reduce adrenaline/cortisol as much as possible due to my insomnia. Mirtazapine still works relatively well but it literally makes me stupid.

I need quite a few calories just to maintain my weight (at least around 2500), but I'm never hungry or almost, most of the time the food is not interesting and I force myself to eat, to unless it is very transformed. I tried Mirtazapine and it didn't change anything, same for periactin and fenugreek. What else could I try? @Michael569 @undeather

So it's basically an over-the-counter barbiturate. ? 🤔

No dude, I'm giga chad. I would even say Giga Frenchad*

Maybe this bothers you because you're afraid of gaining weight or something? In fact it can only be that, you project onto the outside what you deny, again and again this good mirror effect lol. I don't mind gaining weight (anymore) and I no longer have any food restrictions, and you know what? I never notice anything about fat people. On the other hand, I see taciturn people, who hide their intentions/thoughts almost everywhere. Hmm, I wonder why... 🤫

All I know is that I just don't want to be seen in mushrooms lol.

You're probably right 🤔 I like Bart At first I seriously doubted seeing his strange and aggressive behavior, but in fact it turns out that he suffers from autism. He actually did an interview about it.

Yes, I was talking about that, this idea didn't come from me but from a video from a bodybuilding YouTuber that I saw a while ago, maybe moreplatesmoredates? I do not know anymore. This is a trend among many billionaires and it is a possibility when we notice the evolution of Musk's physique and behavior. I'm not giving it up just to troll, I already used testosterone cream for a few weeks to try until I found myself constantly over 5000ng/dl with DHT through the roof, same for E2. Then I also experimented a little later with large doses of clomid. I also have in mind the experience of many people I have spoken to on meso rx and other forums. Large doses of testosterone will quickly transform you into a hysterical libertarian with little respect for authority and any form of self-limiting concepts linked to said authority, such as ethics, morality, etc. For example, you may very quickly find yourself wanting to scam/use people, doing illegal things and getting angry if someone tries to limit your scope of action. But above all it makes you delusional, for example if you receive a death threat from the mafia, with a normal hormonal profile you will just submit or at least manage to save your family, BUT if you are under too high levels of androgens (and e2) or even worse even more powerful steroids, you can for example get it in your head that you are going to take a gun and destroy the mafia all by yourself while listening to 2pac, even if it is completely irrational lol. The same goes for any other subject in life (women, business, etc.)

That could also make sense, yes.

I expected that the group with the highest glucose would also have the highest insulin. Usually one goes with the other, but maybe I'm wrong. For the TMAO, I haven't looked and so I don't know what it's worth but it seems to me that Bart Kay made a video "to debunker" that

Psychedelics and even amphetamines will make anxiety worse. You want something that reduces adrenaline and/or increases GABA. You can try fairly high doses of niacinamines to reduce adrenaline. To reduce gaba the most effective would be good doses of DHT creams, or (less safe and to be avoided in the long term) anxiolithic-oriented benzodiazepines, phenibut or even GHB/GBL. Supplements can help I suppose, but I don't know much about (NAC?)

I don't know, it's really very "yin". Even in a girl it becomes disgusting, the few times I saw her on MDMA she gave off this strange energy of "self-decomposition", a matter of grotesque and sexual behavior. If I really had to take something I would rather take phenibut, some benzodiazepine, or even a little PCP/ketamine. Even cannabis could give you a slightly goofy energy, but still more attractive (especially for a man) than that of MDMA, if you know what I mean.

He has Asperger's Autism and I'm pretty sure he jumped on the TRT bandwagon.

Europeans don't have much against Islam, they just don't like a significant portion of Arabs, nationals of Middle Eastern countries in general. The same goes for blacks, to a lesser extent. It's not even fundamentally a racial issue, there is a ton of sociological bias but the fact is these individuals are out of step with Western norms and their demographics are strongly linked to an increase in crime. But since Western Europeans have been harassed by anti-racist propaganda from a very young age, then the debate is naturally diverted towards more tolerable issues like "Islam" or at best "civilizational conflicts".

There is no universally "higher" goal and therefore hobby in life, What's the problem with talking about politics with randoms online? And the "make sure[...]" part is just ego, only the present and future time is important.

This problem disappears when we limit ourselves to following our interests. Here we might just be right.

I don't think you've ever used psychedelics, this classification is weird. There are three common classifications that work quite well : -Classic serotonergic tryptamines. (Psylocibin, N N-DMT...) -Lysergamids (LSD, AL-LAD, LSA, LSZ..) which act longer and are more stimulating. -Phényléthylamins (MDMA, Mescaline, 2cx...) with mostly additional empathogenic properties, probably the least safe given that most function at least in part as direct inhibitors of monoamine reuptake and/or by directly increasing their release.

So the postmodern paradigm is further from God, from the truth. Deep down, conservatives intuitively fear that society gets lost in additional layers of concepts.

Be careful, the monks are working.

Lol, dont worry. It's just in your head.