Schizophonia

I am the most illuminated person here, i've access to the best in psychoanalysis, spirituality and philosophy 😉

Op is already a bit boring, if i read that i'm going to have a stroke 😉

Yes. I want be a jacked 300iq genius and feel like 24/7 on trenbolone and weed at the same time ; I'm making my life an incredible adventure full of intelligence, feelings and libido

You visibly don't talk English well, but have a very good drug dealer (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞

Contrary to what we believe, you can be very high in testosterone and be very quiet or even shy, in general testosterone has little to do with the propensity for aggression or on contrary calmness, extroversion or on contrary introversion, autism or neurtypical etcetc. The common point between people rich in testosterone is mainly their blunted stress response (because of a stronger GABAergic, dopaminergic neurotransmition, weaker serotonergic neurotransmition, etc.). Men who have had little exposure to testosterone will tend to be morally masochistic, that is, submitting to authority to feel strong. They will be more involved politically, socially and in a more authoritarian/humanistic way. If they break the law then it is simply because the influence of their group is stronger. Their aura will be lighter, you will have the impression of walking on "eggshells" so as not to annoy or shock them, they can be annoying because of the possibility of hysteria and their instability in general. Because of their strong self-awareness, they are very prone to stress and even self-hatred, hypersensitivity, hatred... (If you recognize yourself, you can PM me, i have solutions btw ) The more a man has been exposed to strong peaks of testosterone, the more he will tend to be liberal and not like authority in general. His consciousness will be heavier, anchored, simpler; Given the blunted stress response in various ways, they will be overtly much more interested in playing and sleeping, if they are to be interested in "abstract" stuff (politics, social, spirituality, intellectual subjects... ) then it will be very pragmatic and without qualms, openly selfish and in search of a "simple" paradigm (which is not particularly stressful). As he is not easily shocked, you will be able to talk about everything with him without stressing. If you really go against his interests, he can on the other hand go much further from time to time in physical violence.

It looks like psilocybin, but more visual and more goofy, no bodyload at all or almost. It can be serious and very introspective, but it's a bit more recreative than shrooms, in general.

How what you say contradicts what i've wrote ?

Lmao. With enough MDMA maybe.

Maybe in the future. But for now, i’ve just done a big order of 4 HO MET, way better

I feel i will still not be understood lol humm...

It looks good.

5 MeO DMT which is used for ego death is a powerful 5HT1A agonist who deletes stress response. Ego is hypertrophied by stress response (it's a defense mechanism for survival) and stress response increase 3d depth, libido and so on (to survive). "Life drive" is technically a stress. A drug that decrease the activity of the nervous system and the energy perceived. Like benzodiazepines or dissociatives.

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Yes i have that more and more.

It depends of people. I don't do well at all with it. Lots of nausea, heavy bodyload in general and It's just too psychologically destabilizing.

If the "awakening" is actually provoked by neurological factors yes. 👍 Most of sedative will both decrease sense of self and 3d depth.

I’m not optimistic, i just don’t care. I don’t have the control on everything.

Lmao, what a big sloth. That’s say, that’s not cleaved. You can demand tranquility from an animal or a children. They also don't want you all the time neither and fortunately.

Why not just admit that you like to sleep with lots of Latinas. Humm…

You get too carried away with stories.

No, i don't care, you do what you want of your life. All I'm saying is that there is a lot of love in having children and a family in general. It's always selfish, the goal is always to please you.

Didn't you want a cat ? It is sometimes easier to give love to an animal than to family because of issues in the collective family unconscious.

What wouldn't be fundamentally selfish ? Nobody care about all of that, we love you because of what you bring on the table within the limits of what is legal. And fortunately !

No, i would be less able to love these children if they aren't mine, even less if they are racially different or something like that. I don't care.

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