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Schizophonia replied to thenondualtankie's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I'm for the death penalty, but not for "just" scammers. -
4 HO MET, 40mg with an empty stomach.
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I saw somewhere the fluoroalkyl group makes it less strong and neurotoxic. It was about the 4FA, from what i remember.
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Yes
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Why are you so involved in a random on the internet? Even if you are a moderator. Is this a good idea? What really motivates you? That said, you do what you want. 👍 But in my world, trying to save someone who is aggressive is a way of keeping complaining acceptable in the tacit hope that people will put up with my neuroses, thus avoiding confronting my fears of being abandoned, left to my (self)destructiveness etcetc.
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To meet Satan in transcendental meditation.
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I have 11 warning points. I am the wish mace windu of actualized.
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Do you watch incel content or stuff like that?
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I buy it.
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Do you think that this forum overall has a good influence on you or others?
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Schizophonia replied to thenondualtankie's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Lol Since when have you been a fascist? -
Schizophonia replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I dont know how to do that, i probably changed something somewhere. 👨🏻🦳 Yes but this is about getting it with a first class ticket. Having a goal and asking God to lead us to it are two different things. -
Schizophonia replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No, it's really about asking providence to lead us to some goal. -
Schizophonia replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
hhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ABjeKMq8I0&t=103s -
You're doing him a disservice by not kicking him.
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If he really wanted a girlfriend, he would have a whole agenda about it and would go as far as possible, even if that included tricky decisions like cosmetic surgery, hair implants, or whatever. Or at least he would complain "genuinely". As I am chronically hypervigilant (to the point of becoming severely insomniac), I remember having these quarrelsome and hateful tendencies a few years ago, largely because I was purely and simply jealous of their lack of vigilance. I mean I acted like some sort of robotic fascist on a daily basis, and I was naturally annoyed by people with a more butterfly, safer, humane, light, biased, inconsiderate, neotenic, whatever you want lol, personality. Op looks like my exaggerated mirror of this phenomenon, how we can see his pleasure in "cool down" attractive people, somehow bringing them back "to his survival mode". Except that in fact his attavistic will, of his "true self", is ultimately precisely to disidentify from this survival mode. Given that this is prohibited by his ego ("tyranistic, archaic superego", typical of paranoia and traumas associated with paranoid symptoms) he projects all of this outside and will in fact have a natural tendency to recreate the traumatic scenes until to capitulation. @NoSelfSelf is right, because if you drown the fish like @Thought Art, well that preserves the status quo. Whereas if you bring him back to his negativity and punish him accordingly, well he will occasionally suffer from the confrontation with his own destructiveness, from his traumatic fear of being left to his own devices, etc. But once this has passed, he will have at least partially healed his trauma and will be more inclined to resonate pragmatically, be honest about his interests etc etc. I don't know if what I'm saying is clear.
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gay
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No i take nothing whatsoever. Not even psychedelics. Spot on
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To sleep well for a whole week after 2 years of having 3 to 4 sleepless nights per week
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Sometimes.
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Schizophonia replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
To make the experience relevant. -
I ghosted most of those around me and limited the internet. Outside of work I play video games, I watch long format videos. Sleep is still not great, with regular annoying nightmares/dreams, but at least I can sleep most of the time. I never party and I don't do drugs, ultimately I have very few things to reduce anxiety. I read "plug" lol. Is that the impression I give?
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There are plenty of possible attack phases. 👍 There are the usual things (sleep, varied and high-calorie diet, supplements, etc.) but to give more based tips: -Testosterone cream (pm if interested) . -Cycling of MAOIs (e.g. harmalans) -T3/Pregnenolone mix -Raw food diet (Markus Rothkranz/John Kohler style) -Liver cleansing. -Tantric sex. -Megalomaniac daydream.
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How could I know? 🤔
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Schizophonia replied to Paul5480's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Beginning the question Nobody denies that the brain (and/or "soul", whatever you want) constructs all of reality, including others. This does not mean that there is not an objective reality somewhere which conditions this construction. What are the names of both my parents? The name of my mother's cat? The lottery number? After all you are God, so on your next 5 MeO trip you should be able to be conscious enough to respond to me right? Or you're going to act like jowblob , and explain to me that as luck would have it there was a problem that prevented you from proving that you are anything other than in a in a state of semi-dementia due to a heroic dose of psychedelic or MDMA ? No, everything which can be perceived is your conciousness. God tells me that so many people claiming to be God and "imagining others" after using a type of drug with biased pharmacology is a big red flag. Then, like everyone else, to try to make sense you will switch to “YOU are God”. Well no, either you are God and you are imagining me, so talking to me like that has no meaning/interest, or I am God and everything you say is false. Non-duality doesn't make you God, it's a fundamental mental construct that allows you to function normally in relative experience that's it. Petition of principle + misplaced pride. Smoking 5 MeO here and there (I did it several times a few days ago), and reading Ken Wilber's books for 12 year olds is not investigating. Most people here are lazy, think they're intellectual and based because they watch 3 hour YouTube videos of Leo with a pretty thumbnail and take LSD. Well no. How does this prove that you are God? If you sleep yes you no longer perceive the outside world, it is logical, it has nothing to do with God or even solipsism. Ditto Just say you don't know how it all basically works.