Schizophonia

He just meant being excessively argumentative in inappropriate contexts.

He sometimes makes mistakes, like when he says that testosterone makes you "want to fuck and kill" in A-Brief-History-of-Everything. He is still cool to read, I can feel and imbibe his light "green" energy, it is felt in his concepts and his paradigm in general.

A little bigger by a few minimeters I think, but above all rounded more often rather than "drooping". Probably because of a higher blood flow.

When I was high I was like the most outgoing guy in the world. But the next few days I felt autistic and sociopath. 🤔 Good if it worked for you, maybe smaller doses, idk.

Ketamine is dangerous and gave me craving after a single dose (maybe it's individual here)

Nietzsche, Evola, Kant and many others are much more difficult to read.

It's true but it's the only advantage of Windows. I think. Insomnia probably has little influence on testosterone, probably much more on spermatogenesis. I noticed larger testicles with the improvement in my sleep. I eat well, around 2500/3000kcal on average, I take 10,000 steps per day, a little muscle strengthening, and I sometimes take a B complex. My diet is centered on meat (poultry, beef and pork, mainly), dairy products (especially goat), pasta, potatoes, a few vegetables here and there (especially onions, cucumbers, peppers and sometimes spinach), fruits, fruit juices, chocolates, sometimes sweets/cakes, and a relatively liberal amount of butter, olive oil and sugar (if possible unrefined like muscovado/panela, molasses, syrup of maple...) There is probably a deal around the prolactin, I have no post orgasm sedation. Maybe you'd like to try cabergoline if you want to experiment and see if your testosterone increases lol, or even some atypical antipsychotics, idk.

I have the same pc (macbook pro 2013, around those years) except that mine is disgusting, I have to clean it. Much better than Windaube.

I must have failed like 5 minutes after posting "I'm starting nofap"

KB is super easy to read.

What field do you work in?

@Princesse Arabie I just hit, are you on some sort of paleo diet?

wtf

Your healthy weight would perhaps be an extra 10kg.

It's just a fu***** game, a way to pass the time in the material. No one cares about you and your life, stop believing that it has the slightest importance. Btw in a few decades and maybe even days/months/years depending on your bad luck you will die and all this will disappear.

Team stick insects, yess When I was really thin, I often had hypoglycemia. Like the need here and there to lie down on my bed and feel “pulled down”. Now that I weigh 75kg I don't have this problem at all, just like that do not make an anti-vegetarian pamphlet do not make an anti-vegetarian pamphlet do not make an anti-vegetarian pamphlet do not make an anti-vegetarian pamphlet do not make an anti-vegetarian pamphlet do not make an anti-vegetarian pamphlet do not make an anti-vegetarian pamphlet... lotus position*

Are you slim ? Do you have insulin resistance ? What do you eat ?

Do you mean you suffer from chronic hypoglycemia ?

It's precisely why dr Robin Carhart-Harris recommends at least pairing psylocybin with MDMA in a therapeutic setting, or even just taking MDMA. Psilocybin is relatively neutral (although...) but LSD can give me a powerful feeling of love easily, and it's probably safer than MDMA.

God imagines the pleasure/pain duality, that there is an avatar and that this one wants to get closer or avoid things. This duality can also be blunted during the dream, when you were little nothing could make you cry in pain or joy, now the illusion is less strong for your normal paradigm and you are probably more "badass", the Pain seems more like a “manageable reflex”. If God is truly infinite then there must be dreams based on forms of illusion that have nothing to do with it.

I don't know what you're accusing me of, because for the 10th time I've never recommended a weird diet. My own diet is very balanced, basically what everyone eats more or less where I am and the people are healthy. All I said, in case it wasn't clear, was that stressing about the diet is useless and that you had to have a holistic and open view of things, in the long term. People also underestimate many other factors like psychological state, you can literally die of sadness, in a kind of super nacebo effect. Brief 🤷‍♂️

My pleasure. I come to Kingston with my barrel of Haagen Dazs vanilla

The more time passes, the less I bother doing (pseudo) psychoanalysis to avoid this loop and I just suggest playing Minecraft or something like that lol, the most effective/direct and energetically balanced form of love between the two parties.

@trenton Observe the mirror effect: your positions, the words chosen, the way of articulating your sentences, the substance of your statements etc etc make us "want" to communicate with you in a cold/directing manner. That's what you call it. You think you deserve to be spoken to coldly so you will manage to make that happen in the matter. The fact that I'm telling you this is also a mirror effect on my part, I'm only talking to myself because I'm at a point where I'm conscious enough to know that I don't want to give the love that I would like to (theoretically) receive because I'm too attached to my current character lol. Just my 2cs.

Don't try to make a career out of it, do it for free alongside a source of income.