Schizophonia

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  1. Good ty. Even if i "cheated" and did 4 sessions of 30 minutes lol.
  2. This is an English peculiarity, I always make the mistake of writing it in lower case unless I use Google Translate since the software understands this rule. ich is lowercase except for the first letter if it's at the beginning of the sentence. Nevermind i teased. Oh ok. These don't seem to be particularly "mind-numbing" games. Yes. Have you used medication?
  3. It makes no sense to talk about AI programmers because value is purely subjective, especially when you are a man. You have to build a life that pleases you.
  4. I was kidding.
  5. Day 10 When you are a child, young in general, your neuroplasticity is very high because you seriously need to assimilate as much information as possible to build survival strategies. Then, after adolescence, as you get older, neuroplasticity decreases significantly to make the performance of default mode tasks more efficient; this is why you become much more patient as you get older, the brain does not seek as much information, in fact it can even get used to seeking dangerously little. This is what happens to some traumatized people, neurotics in general, who start to suffer from senility or even who have suffered brain damage; they become particularly slow and repetitive and actually push away new experiences, they will spend a lot of time in front of the TV watching the same things, playing the same games, cooking and eating the same things, etc. Once again i blame Leo for being content to play his "super serious" persona and never trying to theorize maturity; Why do people become mature or on the contrary seem to maintain a childish behavior. So i asked myself the question and contemplated a little on what sometimes prevented me from reacting in a rational, calm way, with the objective somewhere of guaranteeing my long-term goals, and reciprocally pushed me to react in a "deliquescent" and therefore ultimately rather destructive way. I came to the conclusion that the part of me that pushed me to deliquescence was the one that refused, certainly a residual phenomenon of my oedipus complex, to take the father's (=powerful) place. To put it simply, when you are a child, you are, "your mother's wife", your mother's substitute phallus. From this position a feeling of libidinal omnipotence (and enjoyment) will be able to be expressed. However, with maturation the libido will become sexualized and you will come up against the impossibility of sexual relations with the mother (= integration of the prohibition of incest) and competition with the father. The father will therefore "castrate" you from this omnipotence, to fill the gap and find the power in question, you will have to capitulate the idea of being the center of the "absolute" world and rather conceive of yourself as the center of the "relative" world; In other words, rather than seeking to be powerful by being the cog of a higher force of unconstitutional love, you will rather find (and anyway be pushed by your male nervous system) enjoyment by playing on the contrary the "master", the pillar of energetic phenomena more fragile than you (women, business, maintenance of a big car... having a newspaper?). To be the one who has the phallus rather than the one who is the phallus. This is why, for example, women mainly seek to add things to themselves (long hair, long and colored nails, dresses, red lipstick, suspenders) while men will rather physically castrate themselves (go to the gym to be thin, shave their head or have a haircut, dress in black at least with simple clothes), because associating the phallus (the "more") with the identity directly associated with the subject would imply seeking to be a bigger substitute phallus, a substitute phallus for someone else; This is precisely what men do not want, men want to have power and therefore have power and therefore, once again, the anchoring, the center of gravity, etc. To seek too much, voluntarily, to have the insignia of the phallus tacitly means that one does not work for oneself, hence the cliché of pseudo-virilist repressed homosexuals. Everyone is more or less neurotic, that is to say in cognitive dissonance having been separated by the oedipus complex from the feeling of omnipotence. If the confrontation with the complex went badly, for example because of a bad relationship with the father or the father's substitutes (and this is certainly the case for most men today unfortunately), the personality may not succeed in identifying with the father, with the phallus, where however our libido expresses itself best and is normally the strategy automatically chosen with an equal system of limiting beliefs (superego), and curl up in a so-called neurotic functioning where the libido can continue to express itself in a regressive manner. This is manifested by a so-called split behavior, articulated around the avoidance of the phallic position. A "basic" part (which would explain why the vast majority of BDSM followers are essentially masochists lol, this time it's Freud; He who refuses to be phallic, including and especially women of course, also automatically unconsciously refuses through narcissism to dominate inferior subjects, and prefers even if it is less intuitive and satisfying to be a (submissive) cog of more phallic entities) which is passive and repetitive, and another "explosive" part, which "releases excrement" reacting to the injunction to adopt phallic behavior, because of the ingrained fear of adopting phallic behavior (serious, ingrained, reliable...). So when we understand this, we understand that making men more mature essentially consists of making them understand that there is no advantage to functioning in a regressive manner, that it is an illusion due to cognitive dissonance, and that it is much more enjoyable, much more profitable to function in a phallic manner in any context (varies according to the people and their belief system).
  6. Everything is polarized, it all depends on whether you prefer to look at the "positive" part or the "negative" part.
  7. It's the mirror effect; The reason that pushed you, unconsciously excited to respond to this topic by talking about him like that is that you recognized a part of yourself in denial. You can keep this duality on life support, and thus not confront the conscious or unconscious limiting beliefs that make your life what it is, from the way you manage your hygiene or work to your sexual fantasies through your favorite foods; Everything is linked in the constitution of the persona, and even by extension, automatically, what is projected in the maya. Or you can choose to love Bryan, to stop judging him or people with a similar energy, and finally marry this energy; Identify with it. And ultimately you will change duality, the game will change.
  8. Ok, i see he means by that.
  9. Lol. It's a bit vulgar and all women are different, but i know a guy who is a seduction coach who said on his college telegram "Deep inside every woman, there is someone who wants to be fucked like a dog" 😂 Something like that.
  10. Yes, it was caused by legumes and milk, especially legumes. It's not "scientific" but i strongly believe that if a food is really bad for you for some reason your instincts will refuse it and you will feel that something is wrong when you eat it. The food will seem "heavy", "not very appetizing", "tiring to eat", something like that. Some will say that the human senses are too primitive to detect that Coca-Cola is inferior to a bowl of beans, but this is false; Coca-Cola is more digestible, will not produce intestinal inflammation, is not shielded with copper, actually contains a stimulant and anti-estrogenic compound (caffeine), and other possible reasons that in a certain context would make it more favorable for the metabolism and the body in general than these beans. And me i realize that everyone here uses google translate all the time since there is a bug that automatically transforms lowercase i into uppercase lol Jk. I don't know if i have ADHD but i have lost attention since i was a child because of the computer and even worse because of music and youtube shorts. Luckily I'm not the worst. What are you playing? There are games that are probably good for cognition like Paradox Interactive games ; Strategy and management games in general. Yea stress inhibits the neo cortex. I also noticed in high school that sitting down and clearing my mind helped dissolve brain fog. Eating a lot was also my defense mechanism when i was in middle school when faced with stress and i didn't have brain fog yet, despite the intense stress here and there. 🤓
  11. Ahah. Because her energy matches you in some way.
  12. Day 10 Tomorrow i will have time, i will be able to write my topic quietly; I try to synthesizing a psychoanalytic explanation, rather Lacanian in inspiration even if i will automatically whip with what i found interesting from other psychoanalysts (Freud, Fromm ...), to masculinity and by extension to maturity in general. Leo has made videos, but it is never really theorized, most of his efforts are put into the creation of a particularly digestible and concrete message, it is like eating at a restaurant: The taste and the service are satisfactory, but it tells you nothing about what makes a good or bad dish, how it works ; That's not the same work. I had started learning electrical engineering, but it quickly becomes very heavy to not say boring even at a few hours a week, and even if i want to show off on how intelligent and curious i am to be interested in this lol i don't want a priori to become an electrician either; So i returned to my usual passions, i also got back into meditation, today I will do 2 hours, that's the goal. In terms of sports, i have started to work out a little more intensely, with a session every 2 days instead of every 3. I also plan to try English boxing for at least a few weeks next fall, and possibly continue; I was advised to try sambo, so that is also a possibility. I like the completeness of this type of sport, it requires and develops discipline, courage, and the taming of violence; It is also and above all an art form, but it is physical.
  13. Lol you must be his biggest fan at this point.
  14. Neville Goddard and Franck Lopvet.
  15. I didn't know you are also into curry foids lol.
  16. What is the purpose of this topic?
  17. Yes, i know there are plenty of galaxy available
  18. I'm also 21 eheh. At 18 i didn't pass my driving test and i couldn't read a book because of a huge brain fog, because of combined food intolerances. https://darktka.github.io/ There is a ranking of drugs according to their influence on memory, it is a qualitative study so it is worth what it is worth but it is already that. The drugs that dominate the ranking include cholinergics, (racetams, nicotine, certain antidepressants) and drugs that increase dopamine like adderal or modafinil. It is not very well known so it is not displayed, but NMDAR agonists should be effective since glutamate is very involved in memorization. Otherwise i would be content to take "light" nootropics like lion mane, eat plenty of choline (eggs, meat, organs, wheat germ, soy even if i would avoid eating them too often, sunflower lecithin supplements), proteins for neurotransmitters and a good diet in general. Obviously sleep well, avoid ejaculating too often because sperm has a composition close to lecithin and you need to keep your choline reserves, and of course energy in general.
  19. Most people will be happy with a partner, if possible, and a few friends. If you want friends to go to a sports club, like boxing or climbing, that's great for men.
  20. You're right btw, it's mainly police officers who shoot to scare people. Even though there are a lot of sociopaths in the police or military most would avoid literally killing people even if it was allowed unless it was a last resort, for obvious reasons.
  21. Dw probably just some french guy stalking your legs from the astral world not a big deal. Was it recent? I know someone who met an avatar of "Jesus Christ" in his hotel room followed by several synchronicities, it can go far when you go enough on this kind of spiritual rabbit hole.
  22. Ok so how do you stop thousands of migrants from advancing? With pepper spray? You're also going to risk the safety of your border guards by preventing them from using their weapons? It's like saying "Mom pried open her cat's mouth to make him swallow medicine" or "Mom spanked and deprived her son of dessert because he was insulting" and then adding "this is evidence of low conscience, it's not a good sign". The stages of conscience integrate the previous ones, they are not opposed; You must act differently depending on the situation. Even if you are a very kind and intelligent person, if a psychotic madman wants to attack your mother (yes this is an exaggerated example to explain my logic) you are not going to treat him in a particularly "highly conscious" way, you are going to do what it takes to put him out of harm's way and get yourself to safety. Yes Firstly you probably don't know your neighbour yet, so don't pretend that Middle Eastern migrants are brothers. Secondly, it's not the Poles who attack the migrants, but the migrants who try to invite themselves to Poland, sometimes violently, with all the consequences that come with it. There is no mother's point of view here You are delusional. You are not a mother who manages her sons, you are a random person who is a fan of psychoanalysis on a forum who judges the decision of the government of a third country on its migration policy. Dont whippin I also see it the opposite way. Did i forcefully cross the border into another country when police officers told me not to? Poland lives by the sword ? The samaritan occasionally helped a man in danger, he did not put himself in danger by helping thousands of migrants from another country. The two situations have nothing to do with each other. It's done. Source ? + There are many migrants who are accepted precisely because they are particularly qualified and therefore will probably never commit any crime, less than the local population. Indeed it seems that the white (non-Hispanic) American population is on average more criminal than the Europeans. Even if I think that the problem is essentially sociological studies on the ethnicity of criminals would be more reliable. Just look at this, I didn't even bother to see if there were studies, I just remembered that this list existed: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/FBI_Ten_Most_Wanted_Fugitives There is only one white person among the 10 people. Again I don't even have a racial view of things, I'm not a white supremacist. I'm trying to give points against uncontrolled immigration. https://bjs.ojp.gov/library/publications/prisons-report-series-preliminary-data-release Non-Hispanic whites represent 31% of the prison population in 2022 while they represent more than 60% of the population. Black people are not directly migrants, but they have always been socially and culturally isolated from whites No it's probably not. You have studies that show that most crimes in Germany are committed by Algerians and Albanians, who are a white ethnic subgroup. Yet they represent most of the crimes committed in Europe where this kind of studies are legal? You also have to get scammed, i knew someone whose tunisian father did burglaries when he arrived in France, and also scammed a lot of people during his professional career. The culprits of most crimes do not get arrested. No, it's very simple, you don't do anything, even in a group, when faced with armed people. It's up to you to give me your solutions. 👍
  23. It was futur @Salvijus gun resistance noise* Jk.
  24. Cool. Indeed it's a very small dosage. Have you tried anything else? In moderate doses seroquel is essentially a powerful antihistamine.