Schizophonia

Ps : Aggression comes from the pleasure of hurting the signifier on which the castration anxiety is projected. It is a mechanism inherited from the anal sadistic stage, where Freud noticed that children could obtain power and differentiate themselves (build their ego !) by refusing to shit where they should and shitting where they shouldn't.

Something (Oedipus complex, trauma, authoritarian education, modern comfort...) happened in such a way that the psyche developed around a significant castration anxiety (fear of being destroyed, amputated, humiliated...). As the post-phallic phase libido generates castration anxiety, it is diverted towards lower but effective schemes so that the psyche can function in the direction of pleasure. To speak very concretely, this means that instead of essentially enjoying through sex, food, sport and "normal" things, you will behave more like a psychotic person and invest your libido in imaginary signifiers and in general imaginary games, far from the principle of reality ; Hygiene, politics, personal development, spirituality, humanitarianism, all these are fields of activity rich in neurotic people. We are all more or less in "regressive psychosis", in the imaginary, otherwise we would all basically be psychopaths but an overinvestment in the imaginary indeed generates very "idealistic" people (vegans, religious, political activists) generally with "paradoxically" a aggressiveness because the phalic desire ("egoistic") is transferred, projected because repressed by the anxiety of castration. One thing that must be understood is that the egoistic/altruistic split and the split of the object in general is an illusion, the nervous system is nothing but logical, rational when it comes to guaranteeing its survival. It is in fact a defense mechanism that allows one to project one's castration anxiety onto the other. But fundamentally there is only selfishness, the real divide is "objective" and dichotomises phallic people, especially men (money, sex, cars, watches, love, manual work, passion...), and people who prefer to enjoy themselves more via regressive schemata. This is why you can turn a vegan into a meat eater, an anti-racist into a racist, make a religious person abandon his religion etc. with enough xanax or alcohol lol, because whatever the ego thinks in the end all that is only anxiety, and coping with it.

Op doesn't want to work.

Thanks for your pov.

It looks like a Weston Price recommendation ahah.

Sorry if i sound stupid lol 😅 but i can't seem to get it, to connect to your way of thinking and therefore paradigm, if you see what i mean. I see things like that : In one way or another "i" (god ? consciousness ? divine camera ?) arrived in a field of experience, i can more or less "grasp", discriminate, recognize these dimensions of experiences. These experiences are made up of other experiences that are also conceptualize. For example i have to deal with "3D" which itself is made up of "Euclidean geometry", "distance" etcetc and is intertwined with parallel games like "color" or "song". At the moment the most apparent big game is that i am an "human" who "posts" "from" "a" "computer" "on" "Actualized" "while" "drinking" "an orange" "juice", and sometimes use "google translate" when tired which means that like @Sugarcoat my "i" in my sentences are mysteriously capitalized. (👀) Jokes asides then i can play try to remember why and how of all this mess and why not change the game by manifesting stuff, it also seems that if "me" dies i will change the game. I have games that I can easily leave because of my level of consciousness ("I" as an adult do not play the same games as "I as a child"), others that sometimes come back in force without me noticing and sometimes seem uninteresting (political example) but this concerns very imaginary games. Classic games (3d...) always seem very real/relevant, it's here. Do you mean that with enough consciousness 3d will disappear? Or rather that it will become intangible? Like i will see my computer, my house, the city, the maya in general into its usual form insofar as normal human experience, but the "logic of 3 dimensions" will seem unreal and lose its substance? Is this what you call emptiness? Why are you looking for awakening? Is it a game in itself or is it ultimately always part of a usual game from a human point of view? (because it would help you feel good, to manifest things in one way or another)

Even hyperactive and/or seminal-retaining people wouldn't do something like that, regardless of the amount of women or the fact of lying like that. This is manic behavior and it's not surprising because Huberman has a history of playing with nootropics. People who are particularly attracted to hygiene and engineering tend to be neat freaks ; Look at Connor Murphy, Tony Huge, Leo Longevity, Elon Musk...

I had the more advanced insights on 5 MeO MIpt. 5 MeO DMT seems to be the best, but i'm too afraid by past experience.

Clearly Turquoise if we put aside ego backslash.

@Breakingthewall Can you describe what you mean by self, self dissolution, void etc ? I am not interested in spirituality from that angle, so i fail to understand, but i am interested. I need to be accompanied in understanding.

No.

Not a problem given that the quantity. In this case yes, but actually i don't see the point of using fake sugars.

You're not supposed to swallow it anyway.

@Davino A few minutes after a bdsm transsexual voice explained to me that she was "my sexual energy", feeling extremely horny in the process, i have become a planet (gaia ?)subjugated by the cosmic rays of what seemed to be my star or even the center of the solar system. I was completely floored and yet i could perceive how i was only on the far periphery of what seemed to be a divine energy tsar bomba. I have other similar experiences on LSD like becoming an ouroboros, feeling like i'm going back to the "safe mode" of my operating system (like MS DOS)where i want to do weird things in a primitive frequency of "ZZZZZZKUDKGDYGKDG%%%%%2222333..." Yum.

You whippin, what do you concretely reproach to psychology. The goal is to help damaged or non-functional people in general.

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It's possible ofc but as they say, there are flying fish but it's not what you find most in the ocean.

They are a bit hard to find you can by inquiring on reddit and other websites. These supplements rather act on neuroplasticity and neurogenesis rather than neurotransmitters, they have a medium/long term effect on cognition and humor.

You do what you want but supplements are just a crutch. But otherwise the best supplement i know are : -Cerebrolysin -Semax -NSI 189 -Dihexa -Methylene Blue

It is you who will have to decide between sleeping comfort and the layout of the room. Personally i would choose the 180cm in any case.

Forgive my wife, she's learning. We can't all be professional bastards like me; it takes know-how. 👷‍♂️

He explains how ego works.

@Leo Gura SOLIPISM ! If you don't believe that this is possible at all (or rather 95% let's say), then only a marginal minority of your mirrors will even talk about it, and even less the direct demonstration.

Raw milk is quite more nutritious.

Benzodiazepines/barbiturics, gabapentinoids, dissociatives, antihistamines, opiates and even some neuroleptics such as quetiapine are used recreationally to reduce anxiety.