Schizophonia

Princess arabia is not what personnaly attract me, in the energy. I also don't really like non-white women. But objectively she has everything going for her. Yep By light i meant "hypomanic" I mean thin, frail with a rather hypomanic psyche (in this case) and little interest in serious subjects like spirituality, politics or whatever. Less than your chubby checheeks. Lowkey hopes they look like me*

Like @Princess Arabia with his leopard outfit lol. The one in the picture you talk about is still not the kind of woman, energy that I like. I prefer the first girl, for the same reason 🤔 The second one is a bit too hypomanic, light, green for me. She attracts me, but we can do better.

No she's pretty but that's not what attracts me. Precisely I find her too chiseled, too "feline", something like that. Me i like that : Ofc course she has makeup if you put "thais descufon" on google you will see a bit the scam but i enjoy still, it's way more my "style". Another exemple : I felt into her recently (on instagram), it get close to what i can find "exceptionally gorgeous" : https://www.instagram.com/reel/DAw2duyPC2n/?igsh=MWVqOW53OGZ3ZmJkZQ%3D%3D I don't know the model at all so I couldn't say any names in this context.

It was sexy until i read "plany based diet". : /

I googled, i dont like her head but she has a nice body.

Yes you can keep it at room temperature several years without lost of potency.

My pp ? Indeed it’s me.

In a place protected from light and humidity, if possible. After that, no need to be paranoid, it is a stable product.

Cool, i will watch that.

Don't bring her into your weird purple/blue egregor based on shamanic christianity lol.

17 it's a big child

What you say makes no sense, even at 70 you can become "world class"' is you want. Plus now with the internet and AI you can move forward very quickly, I myself use chatgpt to learn electrical engineering in IT a few hours every two weeks and it works well.

Epilepsy the curse of Actualized women

That’s why you put your pp again not enough account visits 😅

Because saying that your mom was in the « wrong room » tacitly suggests that there is an objective world and an imaginary, subjective one. From a non dual pov it’s the relative world who is in consciousness which is a priori absolute.

No i'm not astral traveling while cooking my pork chop lol. Indeed.

The "astral world" in this case will be a different frequency, what is projected will be different from the usual maya for your ego. Technically i think it would be a mistake to think you could spy on someone via the astral plane from a non-dual point of view, it would in fact simply be clairvoyance, and clairvoyance of a frequency, of the usual ego which is not the case here. If what i say makes sense.

Laying down. Let me make some and bait you with it 👺 They are both different ways to conceptualise the same phemonemon. See 4 Ken Wilber quadrants

I like to spread jam.

She will soon be able to spy on me in front of adult films, so not for everyone. Besides, imagine that i am already spied on in this way. What a filthy egregor.

In my case it appeared without wanting it, i was tired and sometimes confused, in the morning i felt a vibration on the side of my skull before feeling myself "leaving" in a kind of lucid dream or astral travel, hard to say, and i came back to reality in a panic most of the time. Something like that happened to me two weeks ago, i was conscious enough to play at getting closer to the dream or reality consciously, it was weird because focusing on the dream made me come back to reality and to get closer it was a more twisted effort that i do not control. Yes but you you're not normal you're an alien. Yes Worst rabbit hole 😅 smokes changa instead. Low glutamate feels like severe depression (or on the contrary great comfort, it's very individual) where things seem unreal, looking at a cloud in the sky seems cartoonish or something. High doses of Ketamine are one of the strangest feelings in the world, with this feeling of unreality and distance. High glutamate feels like a manic, excited state with an attraction to order, hygiene etc and possibly some sociopathic behaviors. The vibrations spinal cord thing made me think of that, but maybe it has nothing to do with it of course. Food deprivation probably increases serotonin because of the lack of calories, and the use of ketone bodies is supposed to make you feel a little more "drunk".

Or have been an insomniac like me :ironic smile: Btw there is a book called "Return to the brain of Eden" who proposes (all things considered) sleep deprivation as a way to get spiritual experiences "without efforts".

Already said but that's happened several times to me when i didn't sleep the night and felt asleep between 6 and 9 am. I suppose it's because the body fall asleep because of fatigue and keep being conscious besause of excessively high level of neurotransmitters implied in consciousness. Sometime if i meditate and tilts my head down i can feel the vibrations in question, they seem to be coming from the spinal cord so i suspect GABA/Glutamate axis is involved.

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It can make you happy, yes. The pleasure comes from having the permission to express your persona to the fullest with a girl who shares it. For example you play the "prince" archetype (like me jk), you will naturally be excited and pair up with a girl who plays the "princess" archetype, which is actually the opposite polarity of the same persona. Beyond the game of gender division i mean.