Schizophonia

In middle school I wanted to fuck my French teacher lol. What did she answer?

"She's very conscious" -> Trying to seduce a guy almost twice her age. Well no, it's a strange fad, she will have a disappointment in love (if the guy has a brain), and it will be her way of paying off her karma and understanding herself better.

I find content to be super mediocre most of the time, basically an excuse to binge on bullshit. For some reason we sometimes have the reflex to focus on useless bullshit, including in terms of entertainment. It's not good when entire generations of young people have the reflexes of hypogonadal and hypothyroid old people.

This is why I specified “or other neurotransmitters”. But hey I thought about dopamine (gnegnegne dopamine is actually a neuromodulator, I saw huberman's video, gnegnegne ) because the effect is what you would expect from a small dose of adderal, that is to say an additional calm, a need for higher order, a more assertive way and attitude... No, this is not a voluntary experiment, I just left my headphones at one of my parents' houses and I noticed these changes downstream. Incidentally, I don't see why drugs, gambling, or even watching YouTube videos would ruin your neuroendocrine balance, but not listening to music for hours and hours every day. Are you suggesting that until you have a meta-analysis in science of "how music induces downregulation of the number and sensitivity of dopamine receptors in the hippocampus" you will assume that it is probably a placebo? It's as if I were saying in the Middle Ages that eating to survive is probably a placebo, because we haven't discovered the principle of energy substrates, glycolysis and so on.

Btw, now I clearly think that all the "deep problems" stories are excuses for not having to make good long term decisions. Cope. And I believe that behind that there is a denial of individual responsibilities, a narcissistic rage due to the fact that you do not want to accept that people love you in relation to what you can bring, and that you must have a project. It's still fuzzy in my mind so I may or may not be partly right, idk.

This is not true, music greatly reduces your basal levels of dopamine and certainly other neurotransmitters in certain regions of the brain. I recently went from listening to several hours of music a day (especially crude music like heavy metal or rap) to not listening to any music due to lack of means. Well : -Indeed I am more inclined to work, my concentration is better. -I have more libido, and my fantasies are much more "alpha" (not sadistic either). -I am calmer, I naturally put less punctuation in my answers. -My voice is deeper and my presence has clearly increased, even if it is subtle, except possibly if I have just done sport and I am physiologically particularly stressed. 0% placebo, impossible so much that it’s obvious.

Btw I abandoned plugging as a possible roa because it was too annoying. I have no idea how gays fuck each other without ending up destroying their anus.

Fantastic

Take another trip, I took like two orange scoops like in Léo's video (25/30mg supposedly), but as it started to build up, I started to remember my first big (and bad) one. trip and I started trying to expel the DMT from my nose by blowing and then with a little tap water, to no avail. I ended up collapsing in my bed in the usual uncomfortable torpor of 5 MeO and it was as if I could feel God sending me the message: "Dude, wtf why did you pay like 200 euros for this shitty substance that stinks of death? I mean, you knew it's probably the nastiest psychedelic in the world, that it could only get worse, even the smell is filthy, are you stupid enough to eat something with “Warning, contaminated by AIDS” written on it? LMAO what an asshole, why are you bothering yourself with his bullshit when you already deprive yourself of playing human stuff, btw it's Valentine's Day today, it's your day! When was the last time you didn't get laid? Or party? Make a dish that you really like? Worked for a personal project? LOL. Come on, get rid of masochistic weirdo (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞, and don't you dare add that 5 MeO again otherwise I'll rape you to death or crush your GODDAIM EGO like an ant so hard that you'll be imprinted in the ground. "

I don't have a soul mate, because I can have fun with more or less any type of woman.

Obviously think about going to see a psychiatrist. No one here will offer you sufficient support.

Virtual Hug*

I think we are closer to 500kcal, most of which comes from what seems to be a mashed potato. It’s Dr John Mcdougal. Eheh, a piece of meat will never be disgusting unless it is spoiled, thrown in the dirt or something like that. I'm trolling a little with a background of what I consider to be an objective reality, the vegan diet is unnatural, fundamentally disgusting (not the disgust of pseudo-hygieno-idealistic indoctrination like "oh it's corpse", " oh it's animal excretions, bwaaaaa » etc) You want soy/mushrooms because it reminds you of meat, you want to bake your potatoes because you don't like the horrible starchy texture, you want to put oil in your tomato beans and turmeric because it's the only thing that will make them tasty enough to swallow enough (same for other starches), you prefer pasta to other starches because the texture unconsciously reminds you of meat, you cheat by eating a lot of nuts, you make smoothies or oat “pancakes” because it’s easier to consume that way. You make "raw brownies" with cocoa and nuts because it's the only pleasant thing to eat in this damn diet lol, you also eat a lot of fruits but spaced out and especially watery (unconsciously to help liver function), the Bananas, dates or similar fruits are difficult to eat in large quantities because it’s disgusting. For the same reason, products with a high glucose/fructose ratio (glucose syrup, rice syrup, etc.) taste better than products with a balanced ratio (maple syrup, white sugar, golden syrup, maple syrup, certain honeys) which themselves taste better than products with high fructose/glucose ratio (corn syrup, agave syrup, certain honeys such as acacia honey, etc.). I'm a demon, I see all the bullshit starting with mine, you won't get me. Stick out the tongue*

There is a negative regulation of the 5ht receptors but it is not very serious, the balance returns in a few days. In fact not only does it return within some days, but often the net benefit is a prolonged antidepressant action. As trauma can damage your neuroendocrine balance in the long term, a trip can act as a powerful epigenetic message in the opposite direction that overrides the small downregulation of 5ht receptors. There is also what you can see and understand about the trip and by extension little change your paradigm, your state of consciousness in the long term, neurological considerations aside.

Pov: You are in low fat plant based diet and you need more than 2000 calories per day: Ummmmm... yum (sarcastic)

Let's say that it's easier to be motivated when you are well surrounded.

What will this change in your life?

The Sabth loop. Stop coming here and posting this. To act.

lol 20mg on an empty stomach and you're off to the Ursa Major

Try 5 MeO Mipt It's the best compromise.

This is recently drop 15g from valhalla. It's great, it's like you "turned up the volume" The 3d is crafted and super real, when you listen to music you enjoy more subtle parts (like notes in the background), you feel sensual, sociable (not the egocentric hypomanic sociability, a more "masculine" sociability and generous, playful with others). Mentally more sharped, also.

I never said the opposite

I often see demons on psychedelics (all the time actualy), even sober during my sleep. Like that, but even worst : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7RZ7sIDnSmg&start=162

Since increasing the volume of the radio does not necessarily make the music more pleasant. LSD causes bad trips less often thanks to the additional dopaminergic neurotransmition. Mixing psilocybin with a little MDMA is also recommended for some people for the same reasons (like Robin Carhart-Harris)