Schizophonia

There is no activity in itself that relates to a particular stage of consciousness. It's just insecurity, and possibly self-destructive tendencies.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23334071/

God imagines a 3d place where an avatar avoid some x things (pain) and gets closer to y other (pleasure). If you get closer to x, the avatar does a little comedy (yelling, getting agitated, etc.) God creates avatars here and there who can avoid comedy while feeling pain for whatever reason ("spiritual practices") Most avatars will play this little comedy. Meditation and other dissociative practices (even if it's still in duality) which allow the avatar to no longer act the part also prevent it from feeling pleasure. Most meditation practitioners actually lean more towards some form of depression. Most leaders of "eastern spirituality" are not very happy and ecstatic. (Not very politically correct).

It's Christmas before time.

Ahah. The more you talk about this story the more it exists, it's a dead end, you see ? It's a bit like the "dont think to a monkey" story. Btw, not only you have not wrote that your family was not happy for you and was hindering you in one way or another, but in fact you have wrote some strange things (ex : "I respect the way they live their life, but...") which tend to show that you are trying to intentionally put them in an enemy position. You seems play to the game of "the girl who is sabotaging herself because of the guilt to be privilegied in comparison to her parents and her dumb low consciousness origin place blahblahblahblahblah" or a persona more or less like that. There isn't really any relevant advice to give you, because the tacit goal here is to feed this character, your "legend". In fact, you are a Brazilian hottie expatriated in the United States and you do not seem to have any serious survival problems, family problems, etc. However you have a strong ego (it's not good or bad, it's a personality type), and you find yourself having a YouTube channel where you expose, somewhat hypomanically, your various loops of the mind and now it's your family guilt game. In any case, you are a character who likes intrigue , but perhaps meditation could help you detach yourself from this kind of story, tell yourself "well, ultimately there's no point wasting energy in there, it doesn't change anything...". Mea culpa if it could be more clear, I'm tired today.

The more the metabolism is efficient, the more the breathing will be intense.

You just will have hypoxia.

No

I watched a bit the end. Actually Hamza is pretty right, and Chris seems resonate almost like someone who have a PPD. Like, he overestimates his abilities to manipulate a person and by extension underestimates a woman's abilities to see him "holistically". Except no, if you date/are in a relationship with a women "who is always in full makeup to hide that she is ugly" you probably already know that she does that...because she is ugly. If you are with her, it is because this is established and does not pose much of a problem. People are not devoid of neo-cortex lol. Afterwards obviously, it requires a certain degree of daily effort, but it's like anything and everything. If I spend my time masturbating and shooting heroin, there's no reason why I'd end up anywhere other than under a bridge.

Hamza is the most insecure guy i've never seen on YouTube.

I meant, you have assumed that "fix most of the main problems on the modern world would be actually easy" and explain your pov with some basic assumptions.

Thank you, it's interesting. I've never did an ego death because I can't still stand 5 MeO, I did a big dosage one year ago (30/40mg, something like that) and it was horrible (just like him : Weed looks like LSD a bit.

No offense but it looks like a fuzzy point of view who come from your imagination.

That's your favorite one ? By THC you mean raw THC or cannabis ?

Acetylcholine agonists, including all racetams and tobacco, turns me a bit "numb" and autistic, I hate that.

No, it's not easy. For exemple the environmental causes : How to reduce the fossil energy without impacting people's life by knowing that alternatives are way more expensive, and by extension that we are in an inflation period where a big part if not most of people have actually already difficulties to feed themselves ? Please enlighten me.

I know he did books about Salvia too, have you read them ? I have some x15 in my closet.

We are a film, the ultimate and non-contingency truth.

He was decent and rich, he could have had girls quite "easily" if he wasn't crazy.

I was going to answer but in fact I'm too lazy to engage in a monkey fight. Whatever, mektoub.

Indeed ahah

1)Take your phone 2)Explode him against a wall. 3)Replace him by a very simple cellular without internet tadaaa

Are there some normal candidats in USA ?

Joe Dispenza's work

Yes, he had 19pts warning points . I find you relatively calm, just that you sometimes talk about sexuality without limits lol.