Schizophonia

It's rubbish, it's impossible to ask him anything serious (in endocrinology, neurology, pharmaceuticals, etc.) otherwise he systematically replies that he can't help out of professional ethics. I don't want to use totalitarian AI. Gemini > all.

When you do nothing with your life except read and write bullshit on the internet, because you prefer to ruminate and enjoy the (illusory) benefit of filling your allied character as a "victimoflifewhonevergetswhathedoes". The best thing is work, because if your schedule is busy then you don't have time to create such a character. Watch "the goblin" on youtube, this guy is an obese drug addict with a crappy haircut and yet he's not an incel and has friends, because he's well-spoken and confident, in the moment. He's not a weirdo.

They are probably humanoid 🤔

It's a dirty business but the ban just denies its existence and just benefits prostitution networks. We might as well make brothels so that prostitutes can declare their income, guarantee their safety and hygiene... Same story as cannabis in fact.

It's true, opiates are less dangerous than we think, but still. Maybe also that oxy is quite easy to metabolize. I once tried 200mg of tramadol (for science ) and vomited 6 times during the day.

I like to see karma according to Lacanian psychoanalytic metaphysics: -Consciousness is a camera that observes itself in the form of a holey surface. -Every helplessness is a hole. -Consciousness in two ways relieves the anxiety of lack. -The death drive: I'm hungry -> I have a hole, I eat -> I fill the hole. Conscious result "yum, I ate well, I'm full" -Narcissism ("Pulsion for life", self-preservation): I am hungry -> I move the camera (the ego) so that the hole becomes flat. (frustration (anxiety) becomes satisfaction in this new system thanks to this sublimation. Conscious result: "I don't eat (because you don't have money, because of anorexia...), I know how to control myself and I want to stay very thin!", "I have a will unlike all these people who don't know how to eat!", "“People are stupid to spend so much money on food rather than saving, people are not serious!” etcetc. So to return to our famous Austrian painter, most certainly negative experiences, particularly during early childhood (where he was most sensitive) pushed him to defend his ego by creating wacky mental imagery but which worked to sublimate his libido in the sense of a certain satisfaction. The refusal to shake up his identifications ended up transforming him into a drug addict, now branded as one of the worst dictators in history. As sadghuru would say, Hitler is nothing really special, he's just a crook like any other who was more effective and was in the right place at the right time.

Apart from reducing your gray matter and the entire hormonal cascade, perhaps. Certainly not. Even if you take a lot of modafinil and it looks like an average dose of amphetamine, well a molecule with a much stronger affinity (whether SERT/DAT/NERT agonism or directly a receptor of any monoamine) will cause much less oxidative damage and side effects than another molecule in greater quantity but with lower affinity. Dito for antagonism. I owe part of my intelligence to “mental oververbalization” and this may be partly due to a hidden anxiety that CBD (and other cannabinoids, terpenes etc.) calms, idk. Sometimes I'm calmer and I feel stupider because my mental flow is more moderate, but if I have fun doing mental calculations in my head well I'm just as good if not more efficient than habit, same for IQ tests. Btw any anxiolytiques makes me feel a bit more "stupid", including antihistamines, alpha blockers... Cool if it works for you.

What does “love yourself” mean? Do you look in the mirror while caressing yourself, or on the contrary while bathing? I don't understand.

Men are less anxious and therefore have less ego on average.

You are a heterosexual man.

Cannabis is not something we evolved with. You are the one who decided this in your head, it is a begging of principles. No, you're lying, you're a mentalist. It's relatively boring and you know it very well. Yes but why. It wasn't even really a pro-carnivore argument, just anti-vegan versus those claiming that humans evolved from starch. Among other evidence of different natures (theoretical, archaeological, etc.) That's basically the number of calories in a large 1kilo rib steak, and it's so disgusting that you can regularly find it in restaurants. I didn't even say that anyone should miss out on anything, you do what you want with your life, I don't care. Btw, my own diet is varied. I didn't say spices were a problem, I said you can't say a food was enjoyable if you rely primarily on condiments.

The more I advance, the more I communicate with God eheh. What disturbs me is that this communication is articulated as if God were fundamentally separate from me, it is not Solipsistic. Or my ego is still too strong to play with Solipism, idk.

fake We want to maximize sensitivity, not just in sexuality but in all areas. Junk food, most content on social networks and television, loud music, idleness etc. are just as much evolutionary nonsense, a regression of human consciousness. Most people like body hair. Fortunately

still less than me narcissistic flex*

But above all: it's like saying that we shouldn't open a banana from the protruding end, because chimpanzees intuitively open it the opposite way for some reason. It doesn't matter what the tribal people do, what brings us to higher levels of overall experience and therefore in fine the delights of consciousness matters, and this includes and begins with the mastery of sexual energy. All we gain in a liberated, hypersexualized and relaxed society in general is less excitement and pleasure. Too much chocolate kills the chocolate.

Are you referring to the infinity of God? Do you agree ?

Sex, music and highly stimulating activities like that suck your life energy. You can have low vital energy due to chronic stress but you can reverse it with more rest, high quality food, being social (having fun with people is great for that, even if you are "introvert"), kinds of yogic/meditations/breathwork practices, work/religion and devotional works in general...

This might put you in a tricky situation, don't listen to your dick.

It makes no sense, if God can be "infinite love" then why does he engage in potentially horrible and/or boring and/or wacky avatars and scenarios ? No one here really died, just killed their ego with enpathogenic pharmaceuticals, even 5 MeO supposed to be "cold", "hard" is still empathogenic. I wouldn't dare associate relative experiences with God, love is a relative experience. A priori, no duality, no experience.

There is infinite potential for subjectivity. I see very well how Trump can be a good man. Even so-called atrocious people like Hitler are profoundly good from a certain point of view. Whatever.

real

This may be true from a certain angle. There is no objective reality.

There is also gabapentine. Apparently better. Meth has a way higher affinity for Dopaminergic receptors (as a full agonist) and dopamine transporter.

CBD makes me feel dumb.