Schizophonia

🤔 Do you love burning church, thinking that redheads/browns are fake whites, and survivalism ?

A big exotic fruit like durian, a restaurant, a garment, flowers, a cigar or bottle of alcohol, a reservation for a spa and/or massage, cinema tickets, magic show, amusement park, a household appliance accessory, new technologies (headphones for exemple).

Gne gne gne Ty for this sharing, i really like both ; I had the habit to listen Burzum when i was at high school. It's funny because this wacko of varg vikernes only lives at some dozens of km from me, so maybe i could see him one day.

Maybe but what a useless siddhi

no pb 🤟

Heavy is insanely good too. Album i've already post here, i love impelliteri.

I love black metal, it fits my frequency well.

I prefer from far my white chicks

What do you mean ?

Yes but manifestation and siddhis in general maintain karma.

It's an estrogenic bomb lol.

Chronic illnesses are truly a test of faith. You can heal or even obtain anything with enough faith. Like Jesus.

At 150mg the plant in my living room was looking at me and i started to "dance" with it in samadhi eheh.

bof

My trips almost came to me the last way/form i expect.

Once i tried clomid for experience and when the zucclomiphene (the oestrogenic isomer) has hit i felt hysterical. I was angry, even sadistic, aggressive, and wanted to listen heavy metal, rap or lady gaga.

I know for sure because it’s logical. Yes. Yes ofc, Leo is my mirror, and as i already said somewhere mirror effect is immediate so when i say « Leo is disdainful » i become disdainful ahah. « He is so dumb ! » -> I have the energy of a dumb person. « He show off ! » -> I have the energy of a narcissist person. Etcetc. Leo is absolutely right except that he does not look at "the" reality, but at "his" reality which is the projection of his ego, and therefore of his persona that he has generated here and there. Me in my world I almost never see scammer/scammed people, it’s not a subject ; And when i interest in alternative healing i quickly fall on Joe Dispenza’s work and and all these testimonies. It’s Leo gura who reminds me this subject of scammer, self delusion and so on. And when i look closer, i figure out that as if by « chance », he went to see a whole bunch of random people including a marabout but now don’t want to see Joe’s work. I can give you the telegram of someone, who pretend having the ability to manifest a woman almost instantly lol. Because of your persona. I am Leo so it’s already my truth I talk to myself. I love playing the character of the stoic master who had to suffer for x or y reason which made me mature and strong and blah blah blah, it makes me trip. From a psychoanalytic point of view it is a character who allows to reduce the anxiety (of castration) but as i am in denial and well I project it currently on Leo. Leo also has a strong castration anxiety except that this time it is not the anxiety that is denied and projected but the incestuous temptation. So he goes to see people who are "immature", "depraved", "crazy", "unconscious" etcetc. Ofc, it’s in different layers, the first (generally a trauma in childrenhood of common biographical intrigue like oeudipus complex) change the believe system and therefor personas, what attracts others traumas later because which come to strengthen the system. I think i took that from Arthur Janov.

Non duality.

Well you didn't read Nietzsche. I read Antichrist and eche homo a few weeks ago and he spends his time criticizing Christianity because he is not asked to have a protocol on how to wipe his ass by a pastor. Christianity is a religion of forgiveness, moderation, autonomy, and overcoming the ego in general. Christianity is not at all anti-vitalism, on the contrary, and even today the richest countries in the world are Christian and notably Protestant. Like Reich, Deleuze and company he tells the same lie, unvalidated, tacit knowledge that sexual energy works like a feedback loop to be able to justify debauchery or even simply imaturity, well no the energy works like a regulatory axis and debauchery only diminishes, de-intensifies this energy. He even defends the sectarian structure of Judaism because he finds there the anchor that he does not have, and well no a virile man does not like to have life explained to him by a rabbi. A manly man is power to his children and wife. If you want more proof you only have to look at his personal life. You have to be very feminine (or hypocritical) to subscribe to bullshit like praying bent like a dog 5 times a day, not eating pork "because the prophet said" and all their practices to obtain "Hassanates". Hatred, warmongering, authoritarian behavior, superstition are behaviors that are found in estrogenic or psychotic women or even men. A gay friend told me that there were a lot of bottom Arabs on gay dating apps and it's pretty likely that it comes from this stupid collective unconscious.

We have to follow humans' nature to be happy. That's why being millionaire hasn't made anybody happy.

That's why i don't like Nietzsche, all his hatred of Christianity comes from the fact that he fails to identify himself, embodies virility and therefore seeks like a woman to have it introjected from the outside, which Christianity cannot do because it supposes virile men as opposed to Islam or Judaism which supposes more submissive and feminine men in general. But he is so unaware of his projective dynamic that he comes to say the opposite.