Schizophonia

No France gives almost 5 billion more than it receives from the European Union and that number has actually declined significantly this decade ; We would have more money by leaving the European Union and we would not be subject to a transatlantic treaty which benefits Germany. Why ? The civilizational question goes beyond the economic question.

Yep. I see.

Day 27 I noticed that my mother was nicer around me when I was in a frequency close to her exes, without giving details. Love manifests the possibility of delivering this love, but it will also manifest, depending on the belief system, people hostile to this love; Hate will also eventually manifest a person's love in this way, oddly enough; Everything is possible. I have at least partially grasped, in broad outline, notably thanks to Neville Goddard (it was his birthday yesterday, peace be upon him), the functioning of the process of manifestation, of creation; The conscious/unconscious echo chamber, the ouroboros. But it is a devilishly refined process, it is like an outrageously delicate psychic Swiss automatic watch to master, and yet completely simple in its operation; It requires the hands of a pianist. I should almost make a diary where I write down every 3/4 hours, something like that, as precisely as possible both what is happening in my conscious (emotional world and mental discourse, everything I am "conscious" of and control more or less directly) and what manifests in the inconscious, on what i don't have a direct influence and which I experience empirically. Abstractions and materiality as Berkeley would say. The easiest manifestations are in fact, in my case, those that I seek the least because they do not encounter an inverse process; A bit like if my psyche were a big sea with a big mess in the middle; Send even a big boat to go straight and it risks strongly being sent back to the starting point because of the tumult of the waves, but send even a small boat to a rather inconsiderate place, where there are few waves, and it will surprisingly risk arriving there more than most of the other boats that pass through this "Bermuda triangle" of my mental mush of neurotic mad human. I noticed that my mother was nicer around me when I was in a frequency close to her exes, without giving details. Love manifests the possibility of delivering this love, but it will also manifest, depending on the belief system, people hostile to this love; Hate will also eventually manifest a person's love in this way, oddly enough; Everything is possible. I have at least partially grasped, in broad outline, notably thanks to Neville Goddard (it was his birthday yesterday, peace be upon him), the functioning of the process of manifestation, of creation; The conscious/unconscious echo chamber, the ouroboros. But it is a devilishly refined process, it is like an outrageously delicate psychic Swiss automatic watch to master, and yet completely simple in its operation; It requires the hands of a pianist. I should almost make a diary where I note every 3/4 hours, something like that, as precisely as possible both what is happening in my conscious (emotional world and mental discourse, everything I am "conscious" of and control more or less directly) and what manifests in the maya. The easiest manifestations are in fact, in my case, those that I seek the least because they do not encounter an inverse process; A bit like if my psyche were a big sea with a big mess in the middle; Send even a big boat to go straight and it risks strongly being sent back to the starting point because of the tumult of the waves, but send even a small boat to a rather inconsiderate place, where there are few waves, and it will surprisingly risk arriving there more than most of the other boats that pass through this "Bermuda triangle" of my mental mush of neurotic mad human. I should also take an interest in Berkeley, it seems terribly based; He could be considered the father of idealist monism; a godsend if you are on the line of Leo Gura, Peter Raltson, Ken Wilber, Neville Goddard, Joe Dispenza, etc.

I meant not a big deal for me, that you don't find something to answer. I see. Yes but why do you want to "express yourself"? Eheh. I want to express myself to boost my ego; to feel useful and in a position of power, possibly to push myself to put ideas into form like in my journal. It could, I play the french predator lol but I understand that it can be annoying; Women tend not to say what they really think. You are my pocket alien but you are still a woman. Nevermind.

Cool. Once again, don't hesitate to post photos and news ; It looks like a good place. After I am very orange so it is mainly the landscapes, the temples, the asses fed with massaman curry, and the food lol but there you go. Oh yes the kreteks too, there are a lot of kreteks in Indonesia. After I am very orange stage so it is mainly the landscapes, the temples, the buttocks on massaman curry, and the food that interest me lol but still. Oh yes the kreteks too👺 , there are a lot of kreteks in Indonesia , I knew on an online forum a biochemist who liked to smoke them but """unfortunately""" it is illegal in Europe. Or maybe in Sweden, they seem to be more lax on tobacco since I saw Snus sold everywhere, idk.

It's not a big deal. How does this evolve btw ? You can reply on your journal so as not to derail the thread. Because you are still "human" and "humans" are "curious". 👺 Or "polite", maybe you "put up" with "me" mainly out of "politeness" lol i don't know.

Exactly, in a lucid dream you are aware of being in a dream, but it is still a state of consciousness different than normal, which makes it all quite twisted and strange. When I read Datura's TRs, people still have an active brain and can understand that they have taken a drug, but they are still "elsewhere" and end up doing strange things like talking to people that don't exists ; Which makes me think of a lucid dream. If you see what I mean. Ahh I don't really agree, I would still put serotonin in first position. To take up the 4 causes of Aristotle: 1)Material cause : Substance of reality (raw material) -> Serotoninergic axis. 2)Formal cause : Structure of reality (how it is organized, in different holons) -> Cholinergix axis. 3)Efficient cause : Interpretation of reality (which gives it meaning, generate a sense of self, an ego) -> Cetecholaminergics axis. 4)Final cause : Goal of reality (that is to say the experience) -> GABA/Glutamate axis. Obviously I omitted the more secondary neurotransmitters.

I let you alone.

The president of my country brought black transsexual dancers into the presidential palace. https://www.leparisien.fr/politique/macron-avec-des-danseurs-a-l-elysee-une-photo-qui-continue-a-faire-du-bruit-23-06-2018-7789650.php It's nothing at all Elon who brings his kid ; It's anecdotal.

From what I have seen, Deliriants seem to induce a state close to lucid dreams.

I like dependent, "insecure" girls, because it gives me the right/pushs to be masculine; That is to say, once again, to be protective, cuddly, sexually dominant, etc. There is no point in having a "strong" girlfriend.

@Davino can you give a specific example ?

Do not confuse senility with maturity. It's normal for a woman to be obsessed with a crush.

Being a man is a low ego and a high self-esteem; Low ego because you exist through the principle of reality, reality in which we had evolved which was much more merciless than what we are used to now (Survival, rites of passage and pressure of the tribe in general, climatic conditions, no medicine ...), and high esteem because everyone counts on you. This is what gives this stoic, funny/detached and merciless mentality at the same time typically masculine, that women automatically like because it is our natural state. It's like the hierarchy between males, there is no sexual hierarchy in nature because 1) Paleolithic men would not hesitate to commit rape or kill (Freud's myth of the primitive horde?) men who would ""steal women"", and 2) We are all more or less Chad in nature because we are not disfigured by modern diet and living conditions, the lack of attractiveness is essentially epigenetic. The video only tacitly suggests to imitate this state, to imitate it. All our misunderstandings come from the fact that we have disconnected ourselves from nature.

Reality