Schizophonia

The more time passes, the more I am "Heideggerian", perhaps even "Kaczynskian". The more I connect with what truly brings me joy, the more I realize it's simple things like my surroundings, nature, hunting, and crafts. Even food, I do this regularly with food now because I have a history of eating disorders; I realize that what's good is what my ancestors ate, and I see people who go on diets as mentally ill, harming themselves or others through their promotion.

Poor people have more children because they have nothing else to do; by definition, if they are poor, they lack access to consumer goods regardless of whether that's right or wrong. The richer people are, the more they have the possibility to indulge their neurose; which includes antisocial behaviors.

It's funny because if I say I take cocaine to be more energetic, I'll be told it's bad, even neurotoxic. But if I induce manic behavior by depriving myself of orgasms, often to maintain a pathetic lifestyle/belief system, I'll be told that's bad too. Always this good old masochism.

I can open my nostrils, wiggle my right ear, and twist my thumb a little

@Sugarcoat

The highest suicide rates are in poor and/or non-Western countries.

I'm not in a relationship but i met plenty of girls, because I want someone with great compatibility and to be in good health; otherwise it's a lose of time and a recipe for disaster.

It's bad to be isolated; even people who claim to be particularly introverted are often actually dysthymic. OP is talking about romantic relationships, but it's the same for friendships; it's easy to find yourself alone, especially with on top of that social medias reflecting your fears back to you, your ego echo chamber in general with abnormal intensity.

It's primarily the mania/neurosis that new technologies can indeed support. Btw the darkness of night is artificial; there's the reflection of the moon and the Earth's atmosphere in nature.

Did you really want her

Brains are imaginary

A mirror always reflect you perfectly. For example, you're with a girl who ghosts you even though you're making an effort. From your ego's point of view, the one that suits you, there's a separation; the girl doesn't reflect you since, as proof, this bitch ghosts you while you're making efforts. Except what you don't see is that she's just reflecting your subconscious, she's its manifestation; that is to say, the truth that you don't love her but are there because you have something to prove or something. By conscious we mean the objects with which we identify, by subconscious we mean the objects which resist identification, by ego, and which are projected onto others; from a more "high" point of view we could even say manifested in Maya. (Sometimes I talk about the unconscious, but that's a misuse of language; in this context, it's more about the subconscious.)

Badass

Women also need to be strong to be desirable. There are many ways to be "strong"; what is attractive is basically self-love.

It would be simpler if people said : "Hey I'm struggling, I'm unhappy, I'm afraid of not being loved and that in general reality is that (negative believe)." But people don't want to suffer/be humiliated, as if they were going to be trampled on or something like that; so people become rude, caricatured, and more moody in general; this gives them the completely illusory impression of having power, in a neurotic infantile, psychotic way.