Schizophonia

That said men are the same. I would be able to say fundamentally similar things?

I bought a little and failed to smoke it without spoil a lot. Then i did a 200€ order on deep web from a seller i didn't know and he scammed me.

ChatGPT who advices alcohol 😹

Yes, because wanting is the opposite of being and so having.

I don't have fantasies in particular, I'm basically vanilla, making love is making love. I don't even remember how the conversation started lol nevermind.

I prefer to swallow my 4HOMET pills, it's easier eheh Ok

Temporary assignments and seasonal contracts in supermarkets, sometimes construction work (painting, etc.)

Yea i contemplated that too in different contexts Didn't know him Yes opium ahah. While waiting to be able to "transfer one's consciousness to a computer" and live millions and perhaps billions of years without suffering.. Being happy, satisfied or at leats feeling alive.

@Emerald My previous post was probably written in anger (anima? ) for some reason so I'll try to be more reasoned here. After years of extreme insomnia and a life of diverse issues i'm not going to talk about here in don't see how it would be possible for me to be disappointed by an inexperimented woman; from my pov it's like if I had been a miner all my life working 50 hours a week for not that much to substain a familly and you're telling me that a grown man needs a first-class plane ticket because "they're too old to fly economy 👩‍✈️" On the contrary, there is by projection a process of empathy develops and a desire to take care of the other, to help them discover things, etc. Unless you're so fundamentally subservient to your own circumstances that the projected affect is actually negative, like, "Oh, I work enough already, I'm not going to deal with an inexperienced girl!" But that's not being a mature man, that's being a slave. I don't necessarily want a girl who is a virgin, I say that I am not disinterested and even that I prefer inexperience. I don't care. You said that as if it were a stain. What is a stair is is to degrade oneself by sleeping with randoms, and potentially creating unnecessary suffering. Perhaps society would also have less demographic problems if people stopped behaving in a fickle manner. What is the link with what i say. I didn't talk about sexual practice. Again i never talked about sexual practice ??? What's gotten into you why are you bitchy Did I upset you in any way to make you write that? I'll get a girlfriend when I'm available and find someone good. I already know someone, but the situation is a bit complicated. I have a knack for getting myself into complex situations.

It's basically the story of my "mentor"; he was quite disgusted by life, its brutality unfairness etc and wanted to use spirituality as a way of understanding always more and possibly never come back to earth; now he basically capitulated become more of a "normie". Some spiritual school including buddhism for exemple say we can stop "samsara wheel", reincarnation process or at least transcend forever the limits of the ego but idk if it's true.

Ofc Just hesitate between scientific uniform or police one to pay homage to my favourite pornographic videos. Valentin's big prefrontal neocortex to your service Spinning top position

No, not particularly. DMT seems boring to consume. Did you finally get a source in Armenia ?

For infinity...

I still need to make a YouTube video for my journal. I should do this tutorial for the Actualized females. "COMPILATION OF THE BEST SEX POSITIONS (I'm a virgin but very imaginative)"

In everyday life we feel like we are someone contemplating and adapting to an objective reality which surpasses us. From a idealistic (monist) point of view, it's an illusion and the opposite is true; consciousness, the "projector" that we could call god, is the ultimate substance or at least primary to mater/limits; the whole universe is the creation of this consciousness. Religion can be dumb but atheist are also and maybe even more; god is beyond limits so trying to debunk or even prove god with science would be like CJ in GTA saying that science proved cars pop at x frequency and things like that and all these scientific deductions are probably the proves that there is nothing greater beyond this world. Who decided of low of universe ? God ! What generates consciousness given that we are supposed to be basically biological robot ? When do we fall from an objective world to a subjective world ? Is my computer alive ? IT'S SIMPLE SUBJECTIVITY, CONSCIOUSNESS, GOES FIRST !