Yimpa

Bye Bye Bye

The original Texas Chainsaw Massacre and its sequel are my favorite horror movies. I like how the second movie doesn’t take itself too seriously. It’s a lot different than the first one, which is the real scary one. I didn’t watch these two movies until a a year ago. I did watch the 2003 remake as a kid with my family, and that shit traumatized me. After that, I avoided looking at horror movies for a very long time. I tried watching Paranoral Activity 2 in the theaters at 14 years old with some friends, but I looked down the whole time. But on a side note, I did look up to a YouTuber who is obsessed with horror movies (Cinemassacre) growing up. I love when he talks about his love for horror movies and movies in general, even though I am not a movie buff myself. I still follow his work from time to time. Cool how you could be so afraid of something, yet love it from a different perspective. Anyway, I did eventually get over my fear of horror movies, but not until my young adult years. Now I can enjoy them. Interestingly, I would move to TX in 2021, and in a sense live the horror IRL. Being who I am in TX (a minority and a trans woman) and surviving it, very nice. I found my little corner in TX where it is safe and acceptable to be who I am. So the circle repeats itself. Very cool how I psychically predicted my future as a kid. Thank you for reading, and have a nice day.

i want you back… to actualizing 😹

The difference between life and death is purely imaginary. https://www.actualized.org/insights/stephen-fry-on-death

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Everyone has a different interpretation and experience of what x means. How attached they are to x is where things get messy. (replace x with anything…. cult, God, enlightenment, psychedelics, science, women, Leo, etc.) 2:20:31 -

The highest truths cannot be discovered through a group consensus in a controlled setting, in the human domain. It’s gotta come directly from God/Love/Truth. https://youtu.be/XK_p6F5hFmU?is=j_-2jqaxjMmZbxIw

https://www.actualized.org/insights/why-argument When you’re in heat of it, it’s as serious as it gets. Then it’s funny how ridiculous it all when you pop out of it.

Infinity is dreaming up all imaginary selves. Awakening is required to experience that beyond logic

Yes, it is real. Someone else may be able to assist with your second question. I already shared my perspective on it.

That is my interpretation of the quote, based on where I am on my journey. Yours will be different, and I leave it up to you to discover that. I simply shared my purrspective.

Showing me how to access the GODHEAD. I’m not joking. mew

https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-682

It’s not nothing for me. Instead, I observe it carefully and feel how corrupted it all is through introspection. The amount of patience God has to deal with all of this devilry is astounding.

I remember. You/I is absolutely beautiful, truthful, and aww-mazing

https://youtu.be/6thmPrTxBtI?is=T68ZetHXRVLjxX8E

https://www.actualized.org/insights/who-gets-to-define-science Tysm for this blog post. I realize that I seriously need to take Epistemic Responsibility for how I view and embrace reality. I am learning not place that authority onto anyone else. It’s extra tough for me, since I’ve always experienced the world and myself so differently than how it “ought to be”, since…. forever. Every accredited professional I worked with growing up would always try to fix me and conform me to be functional and “normal”. I spent decades masking for others so that they could approve of me and so that I could feel safe. Yet, no matter how much of that I do, in the end it just made me deader inside, less authentic, more dysfunctional , and experientially hating reality. I had all the spirit, life, and joy sucked out me. So now, I’m finally realized that enough is enough. I’m tired of going down that same road of not trusting my authentic self, and worse, placing others as the authority to define and dictate who I am. I am now committed to embodying what is true, even if it seems impossible or crazy to others. <33 PS: I have no idea what purview means, even after looking up the definition, so all I have to say about that is MEOW!

Do not fuck with nature. https://www.reddit.com/r/interestingasfuck/s/T8hkgs9E0M