Yimpa

In the relative sense, suicide feelings are temporary; suicide is not. As someone who has called the suicide hotline several times before, it is wise to realize that you can transcend even the fear of death. It’s a painful process, but totally worth it to die consciously.

Have you used any psychedelics?

Congratulations! Have you gone mad? Well, to tell you the truth, nobody knows but yourself. And it depends on who you ask, of course. For example, I’ve been crying my eyes out these past couple weeks all by myself. I never experienced this before, except when I was a baby. I don’t see this as mad. I see this as finally being open to whatever the fuck needs to happen in this stage of my life. And this, too, shall pass and I will move onto new experiences and higher goals (such as my life purpose). You ultimately got to own up to whatever you’re going through, and if other people think it’s insane, crazy, or mad you can just smile at them and focus on your path. It’s not your responsibility to make them understand (and, yes, you will try lol).

Take some ketamine IV at a clinic if you have access to one and you have qualifying mental health condition(s) and a solid support system. Highly recommend if you want to experience Death and Infinite Love. Expect a lot of serious integration work afterwards.

Clearly insanity is also a figment of Consciousness, otherwise you wouldn’t be able to type about your experience about it on a forum. Yes, I’ve experienced that as well.

One day you label that sensation as insanity and dying. The next you label it as Love. Whats the difference?

So that would include being open to being asleep.

That story doesn’t affect me or have any power over me, but there are other attachments that are hard to let go of for sure. Not a problem.

A better way to frame it, I think, is to notice all the attachments that we have. The attachments that we intuitively know are wrong or false. Yet, we keep maintaining those attachments as if our life depends on it. The question then would be, what is preventing us from letting go of those attachments?

The toxic person is indeed not separate from Consciousness. This is an important point to make, because how could something or someone diminish Consciousness?

Imagined by Consciousness Great song, great band

Of course, because all of that IS God. If you have discovered what is being pointed to, this question would not even be valid anymore. I know, isn’t that amazing?!

Yes. That’s why it’s possible to pursue desires and fears consciously. It no longer becomes about attaining something. Rather, it’s a deepening of your understanding of Reality. I must be clear it’s not about understanding in terms of containing Reality in one specific way… it’s understanding that Reality is ALWAYS the case in any and all ways. You can choose to see the glass half empty, or see the glass as Reality.

Exploring Consciousness is a mind game.

That includes integrating misery and painful emotions. They are powerful teachers. What is misery? Contemplate the nature of misery and intentionally expose yourself to situations that you imagine are miserable.

Paper can exist in the absence of trees, sun, stars, water, loggers, etc. How is that possible?

I don’t know, man. There’s plenty of things that I want, but I’m better off without. It’s a hard pill to swallow. Do you believe that one state is more real than another state? If so, that could be a major obstacle towards higher understanding. I’m not talking about state you prefer, by the way.

Ironically, misery seen consciously is beautiful. You cease to see just misery.

It wouldn’t be nonduality then. Since when did Reality create a set of rules in order to maintain Itself… …oh.

Reality is an infinite dream. Furthermore, you make a wrong assumption that you’d be constantly jumping from one dream to the next if your body didn’t exist. What’s so special about your body?

As if you know what you want to have for dinner 50 days from now.

Of course it’s self-bias. Bias towards self. But the body is a figment of SELF. You can directly realize yourself as not merely the body. That’s what death is, directly; not as a theory!

The need to take care of it is itself a delusion. — We probably would have never gotten Star Wars had George Lucas believed that

Genetics and Jesus Christ are finite. I can hear a million scientists and religious people screaming in my ears right now with all their objections.