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More connected to my emotions, rather than always suppressing them.

The “you“ who wants to defeat the ego, is also imagined.

Lmfao.

This forum

I have OCD. That sounds like something I struggle with often!

I can vouch for this. I did ketamine before you made a video about it, as well as cannabis before you mentioned you started doing it on the forum.

Sweet

Wow, thanks for sharing! I never knew this episode existed til now

Love it, like you love your best friend. That’s the key.

Seriously dangerous in what way(s)?

I think seeking therapy, if you don’t already, would be beneficial. Perhaps one who specializes with trauma patients. There may be stuff you need help processing; it’s too scary to process it on your own at this stage. It’s nothing to be ashamed of, as I still have difficulty processing stuff on my own.

The scientific ways?

Nice way to put it! Feels more authentic when you put it that way.

What I mean is that you’ll stop running away from yourself. Perhaps a good question to start with is, “What am I running away from?”

Yes, Andrew Tate is undoubtedly, unequivocally asleep

Follow your heart. At a certain point you’ll realize you won’t necessarily have to filter out any words or voices; they’ll be heard and felt from a much deeper perspective. They won’t be able to control you, because you realize all of it is you. Of course, my words have no value whatsoever without direct experience.

True. That’s the irony of this topic. The word “truth” is misspelled “trurh” in the title, but does that make it untrue? Lol.

You are imagining Andrew Tate.

Have you thought about becoming a music streamer? I personally love watching them on Twitch; I’ve discovered many amazing musicians I would have otherwise never discovered. Check out some of the channels to get an idea: https://www.twitch.tv/directory/game/Music?no-reload=true

Yep. I’m sure others on here have as well.

Thank you for sharing! I relate with your journey. I’ve also been through the mental healthcare system intensely when I was younger, and it’s definitely not a walk in the park what we’ve been through.

Have you considered if you may or may not have ADHD? If you feel that you relate to this video, I’d mention it to your therapist.