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Clerks. The authenticity is surreal. Low budget, unknown actors, relatable dialogue, and filmed at the actual job where the director, Kevin Smith, worked at

Nice. I take medical cannabis at nighttime and sometimes get these mini-awakenings, almost like a nudge from deep within

You mean this?

You’ve got my survey entry! Also, love how your email is hotmail, haha

It would seem that from lower states of consciousness, yes. From higher states of consciousness, loneliness takes a whole different meaning, beyond a concept of loneliness.

I faced fear last night with an open mind. Amazing what we are capable of beyond our current beliefs.

Even though ketamine is traditionally known as a dissociative anesthetic, some consider it a psychedelic in its own right with the proper dosage and intention. With that said, ketamine used for spiritual purposes does reveal profound insights into the nature of reality. I’ve done it many times under the guidance of medical professionals and a mental health professional.

Agreed. I would say that my old psychiatrist was much more conservative in his approach. He didn’t like that I was experimenting with weed, and any talk about mystical experiences were out of the question. My current psychiatrist is open with me using weed, and is even curious about when I want to do ketamine again.

Amazing. Have you also tried cannabis by any chance?

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Haha, yes. It can definitely be like that as well.

@gettoefl You can be fearless today by paradoxically facing your fears. Fear is actually intelligent from a higher state of consciousness.

@LSD-Rumi I feel your pain, my friend. We are all here to support you if you need it!

Thanks for sharing your experience. Nice to know there’s another member on here who has OCD (I do too). Also, very brave of you to try many different substances given your conditions (I have not explored as much as you have… yet). How did you first learn about PCE?

As someone who’s dealt with severe OCD my whole life, I know what being consumed by fear is like. I’ve made a commitment to face at least one fear every single day until I die. Thank you for the reminder.

I feel you on that, I’ve experienced death and it is indeed terrifying (at least, in the beginning stages it appears that way).

I’m nice to hear that even moderators on this forum are also struggling with this. Mad respect.

I am aware of that. You mentioned you had some courses you planned on releasing, so I’ll be looking forward to learning about these higher levels you’ve accessed. Clearly, many of us are still stuck with remnants of non-dual teachings, regardless of if we still follow those teachers or not. Thank you for knocking some sense into us. You must be exhausted

Consciousness is omniscient in infinite directions. You can’t “increase” or “decrease” what is. All relative notions completely collapse when you realize who you are. With that said, feel free to expand your state of consciousness and be more loving, compassionate, etc. until you exhaust even that.

I faced one of my deepest fears. I imagined myself being on top of the World Trade Center on fire, presumably after it was hit by the plane. It was as real as real gets - not just a thought. Actually being there. I jumped, as I had no other choice… but instead of falling to my death, I transformed into a godly bird and flew into infinity and beyond. Transcending human limitations is possible, and no human is obviously going to admit that.

Have you seen an eye care professional? I’d start with that if you have access to them.

Weed helped me get off of SSRIs, then I started ketamine when I suspect I was feeling “withdrawals” from being off of SSRIs for a while. Safe to say that weed and ketamine actually helped me get off of SSRIs indefinitely. If I ever feel that my depression comes back strong, I can go back for another ketamine session instead of going back on an antidepressant (my last ketamine session was almost a year ago).

You’re imagining there’s a relative domain. Go deeper in your own realization, and all else will follow. Whatever you want to be.

Agreed. I experienced much love after my first car accident a week ago.

It’s possible that you don’t trust experience because you hold tightly held assumptions about how reality should be.