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I was literally laughing my ass off a few minutes before reading this comment, haha

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Much love to you!!

Isn’t it amazing being able to explore wonky parts of ourselves? They hold valuable lessons if one is open!

We definitely are our worst critic… …but also our best supporter

That’s okay, admitting and being aware of that is better than not at all I also would like to apologize to anyone I’ve hurt as well.

Have you ever experimented with Wim Hof Method? You may be interested in trying that as well.

I think that actually depends on how much you want to understand what Leo is pointing at. Understanding the deepest levels of his teachings will be extremely difficult, if not impossible, without having any kind of mystical experience and/or taking psychedelics.

You seem pretty busy. Maybe be extra careful not to “accidentally” make kids

As Leo has said before (he even has a whole episode about it), assumption is the mother of all fuck-ups. I have a good feeling Leo will go balls to the wall in-depth about death in the course he’s releasing this year. I’d invest in that course if you’re really wanting to know what death really is for yourself.

Thank you! I was actually speaking about this with my therapist this week, and she echoed a similar sentiment. I also used to think that I should only keep people in my life who had the same exact beliefs and worldview that I do, but now I’m realizing that that’s limiting my growth and understanding of myself.

The point is that you mentioned that you personally fear pain more than death. How can you make that kind of claim if you haven’t experienced death?

No.

Have you experienced death before?

Just wanted to remind people that private messages can be read (I’m assuming by Leo and moderators) as explicitly stated in the community guidelines. In short, don’t be an asshat and think you can get away with it!

I live in Texas and take medicinal cannabis (I’m qualified since I’m on the autism spectrum). They don’t offer the whole plant (probably since they limit the amount of THC allowed), but we have gummies, tinctures, and lozenges. I personally take the oil sublingually. (When I used to live in NJ, though, I used the high THC bud several times… and, oh boy, different story ?)

Do you still have those experiences now, and do you react to them the same way? I’ve reacted in the same way that you’ve described. When I first started to have those experiences, I had to call or text for help to stop it. Now it’s gotten to a point where I’m more curious about what’s going on and I’m able to explore deeper. It’s definitely been worth it. I’ve noticed that when I seek out help (because I believe something is wrong), it’s an avoidance from exploring deeper. A missed opportunity to learn more about myself, if you will.

Thank you for the update. Did you take more of the PCE, or are the effects you’re referring to in your warning coming from the same dose you took yesterday?

I’ve never drank alcohol, except for a few sips. I dunno why I’ve always been responsible with drugs when I’m irresponsible with many other parts of my life

Jesus delivered me food one time. He actually had long hair, ha.

Can you elaborate on this?

Do you have a meditation schedule or do you just meditate when you feel like it?

Have you seen a therapist and/or a psychiatrist before? I can relate to what you’re going through. I can also tell that you do want to do things with your life and not stay in bed all day, but you don’t trust yourself (yet).

Do you have any experience with medications and/or psychedelics?