Yimpa

I went to the restaurant earlier today. Didn’t go there expecting God to be in the menu

Definitely relate to this. Literally me before each of my trips One time during the peak of my ketamine assisted therapy, I felt like I was dying. I asked my therapist if something wrong, and she was like “nah, you look calm, go ahead and do whatever to you want”. Then the trip continued beautifully. I even asked the nurse after the trip if my vitals were abnormal during the trip, and they said everything was normal. Crazy how our mind can trick us so convincingly!

Great point as well. My last ketamine session was almost a year ago. I want to do it again, but I’m not in a rush to do it anytime soon. I’ve been learning from cannabis and stimulants in the meantime; gaining new insights daily.

Of course there is. You’ll find a way. The way you connect with others will be a lot wiser when you stop resisting yourself.

You’ll be amazed at what you can overcome.

You don’t need to do reckless things to understand suffering.

Consciousness imagines suffering. The ultimate goal is not to get rid of suffering, it’s to understand it deeply. Are you up for that?

Agreed. Even after taking psychedelics, the work doesn’t stop. I’ve just begun the work - everything before was just distraction.

Most of my doctors wanted to keep me on antidepressants. It took me many attempts to stop taking them, but psychedelics have helped me finally get off em a few years ago. Psychedelics are the future, and there’s no stopping them.

Expect to face your deepest fears (yes, you can overcome them), and realize yourself as everything at the high doses

Do you also have any experience with psychedelics? You seem really serious about this work.

Can you elaborate on this? I’m confused.

Leo is coming out with a course this year. I’d invest in that

Well said. Amazingly, the best is yet to come despite all of the challenges we’ve come face to face with. Nothing short of a miracle.

Ayy, I feel you. I’m proud of both of us, we’ve been through hell and yet here are!

Such a foolish statement. I’ve called them many times when I was in need, and they do save lives.

Leo corrected me a few days ago on the forum. I took it upon myself to contemplate deeply about what he was pointing to, rather than being downright skeptical (a subtle, yet serious nondual trap). That same night, I had a direct experience of what he was pointing to, albeit very briefly. This work requires radical open-mindedness… Leo was not kidding.

Ha, nice. I don’t blame anybody for being depressed (including myself). Our current times are pretty cray cray.

Oh? What are you criticisms about the WHM?

Ha, no kidding. Weed was my first dive into exploring mystical experiences back in 2018, and it caught me off guard to say the least. I don’t think I’d be as open to trying ketamine had it not been for weed.

What do you mean read it wrong? Did you think it said 2 mg, haha..

Yes, my sister and I did a few years ago. We have no idea if it was a UFO or something else.

https://m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/PCE Psychonaut says 12 mg+ is a heavy dose. Are you sure you took around 20mg? And did you start with that dose?